What's Bothering You?

Thanks so much! 💜 I’m really hoping the pain will be gone soon and if the tooth wasn’t causing it. it be my ear and not need a root canal. Been having some pain on the left side now too though 😑.
Oh my gosh, it's too much! :( I hope it clears up, and then you can have a break from the pain! 💜
 
Long story short of it, is that my one coworkers needs to mind her own business. She does this constantly but today really got me mad. She upset an already grumpy dog I was working on to the point that he started to try to bite me, which he wasn't doin before she came over and upset him.

This is the EXACT reason why I get all sorts of dogs that in some cases, she's not even allowed to work with. I don't brush them on their head too hard, I'm calmer, gentler and nicer to them. Leave me alone and let me do my thing. It literally does not affect you how I'm brushing a dog.

I avoid confrontation and any sort of arguments, but if she does this again I'm prob gonna end up yelling at her to knock it off. She's been getting on my nerves with just how often she does it.
 
I'm getting real sick and tired of always having to apply to jobs... It's just the most draining and infuriating thing, 'cause it's like going through an endless void of constant nothing. I don't even know what I'm doing half the time; I just get so impatient and try to breeze/filter through the listings as quickly/efficiently as possible. And it doesn't help that my mom always gets on my case about it when I seem to be slacking off, either. Like, come on, I'm an adult. Leave me alone. *sigh* I just want this hellish nightmare/limbo/misery to be over...
 
I am feeling better but honestly feel like I am about to break. I almost threw up at the dentist today; I think from being how stressed I am about something that happened last night. I am extremely anxious and am conflicted. I couldn’t talk about it to my counselor. Everything she kept asking me touched my nerves. Like please stop. I hate counseling so much. I never wanted to go back to counseling and it honestly hasn’t helped me one bit.
 
My dads so sore. I feel almost, idk, selfish? I’m not sure if that’s the right word. But I’m upset because he’s sore as if it’s hard for me and that feels wrong. Obviously it’s worse for him. He’s so sore, he looks so rough, and I feel awful. I can’t do anything to help and I hate it. I feel useless.
 
I’m extremely depressed. I was happy with free pull I got but went all in partly because I wanted to get some legends that are being used for new clash, but mostly because I’m feel depressed. RIP gems and this banner is really crappy for French anniversary. I did get some new units but I should’ve stopped there. Dammit.
 
I've had a terrible headache all day that hasn't gone away :(

Also still feeling out of place at work, like I don't fit in and I'm just awkward and annoying :')
 
After literally two whole days of trying, I give up on the urin test for my cat. I even let her sleep with me in the bedroom with a toilet that has special litter in it to not absorb the pee. She refused to use it. She pooped in it, but nope.. peeing would be too good to be true. At least since I got the diffuseur from the vet she seems to not be wanting to pee anywhere random anymore and uses only the toilets in a normal way.. so I guess it's really the pregnancy that is stressing her out and made her do it! However, now I noticed that she has blood in her poop.. so I will go today to the vet and ask if I can get it tested.. I just hope they can somehow make it work, that I switch the urin test to a poop test, because I had to pay already for it and I don't have the money to "waste" like that honestly.
 
Stayed up too late again and still upset. I hope I feel better when I get up though I honestly don’t think so.
 
Just going to keep it vague, just need to semi-vent.
Horrific day in a lot of ways. Had a lot of trouble keeping it together, I am very concerned about a lot of people's safety. Never going to get that image out of my head.
 
Blah, stuff still doesn't work with a VPN...wow sucky company not wanting to pay licenses for it though they keep removing it gtom youtube. ggs just ggs moves there.
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Just going to keep it vague, just need to semi-vent.
Horrific day in a lot of ways. Had a lot of trouble keeping it together, I am very concerned about a lot of people's safety. Never going to get that image out of my head.
Ouch, you alright? :/
 
One of my friends. So we were supposed to hangout last week when they(she and another of our friends) both got sick, one of them is obviously healthy now but for some reason it seems like some requirement is that we hang out all three? We do see each other once a week at work when I got to the main library where they both work and I said to this one, let me know if you want to hang out still I'm usually free unless I need to help mom with stuff. And she only went on in text like "Let's hope Xxxx is feeling better soon etc." which may take some time cause even throat stuff can be **** these days.... well sure if you don't want to see me at all let me know *shrugs* Or just say you're busy instead. And yeah she didn't work last tuesday cause she switched das so.. bruh lol.
 
I lost a friend recently. We weren’t close friends, but we used to text all of the time. They used to make me laugh until my sides hurt and tears would come out of my eyes. Sometimes I look at the last message from them and it was about how gross they thought milk was and we just kept sending funny milk gifs to each other after that. I won’t go into too much detail over what happened, but it was like something broke in their mind and they were seeing things that weren’t there. They had children and what happened that day was enough that they aren’t allowed to see them any more. There’s more to the story, but she left and as far as I’m aware they still don’t know where she is. I don’t know if they can get better or if they even want to at this point because the reality of what’s happened to their life. Also I just stayed up all night because I can’t sleep and I get to go get ready to go work a 10 hour day.
 
it's really hard to explain but I'm so stressed here that my anxiety is literally through the roof nonstop and I constantly have a feeling of impending hurt/doom.

I'm not suicidal or anything but I literally feel like my life is in danger. should've never come back home.
 
Stores having one stock online and like part of it in store but you need to order what's online online like okay bruh why y'all have a store? lol.

Ok so she actually wanted to hang out thursday cause I might coming in to their place but man really lol....
 
why does everyone suck at driving

Ugh I so feel this lately. My work recently went back to being in office this week after working from home since April. I moved further away in May. So now I have to drive on the major highway/freeway here for 45mins twice a day for 5 days a week. The evenings after work are especially awful as the traffic starts to backup and everyone's bad driving habits/low patience really begin to show. So many people are on the highway for a shorter time than me too (the cars anyways). Ugh.
 
why does everyone suck at driving
I know right? Especially here in New york. Yesterday I almost got I an accident because someone in another lane cut in my lane while I had a green light. If it wasn't for my quick reflexes to stomp on the brake at that time, my car would have been busted. I wish there was a higher age limit in driving, because there are too many teenagers (and I'm not one of them) on their phones and die in car crashes as a result. Maybe like 18 or 21 should be the limit so it can cut down on the deaths of car crashes.
Sorry if that was unnecessary it's just there's a lot of bad drivers where I live
 
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im devastated. the little kitten was still there this morning and came out to see me. i thought maybe it had been fed by its mom since it wasnt immediately hunger crying. little kitten did not want to leave me alone though and climbed onto my hand so i scooped it up and put it in my lap, and he was so cozy and began trying to nurse all over me. i felt so bad and told him there werent nipples there but of course the kitten didnt understand. i put him back down (im just sitting/laying on the walkway next to the one he sleeps under) and i told him id go get food but he wouldnt go back under the walkway and started crying so loud i knew it wasnt safe to leave him like that. i decided he was alone and needed food so i brought him inside and let him walk around on a soft blanket which he loved while i looked up what sort of formula to buy. i then took him upstairs and put him on the bed blanket so my s/o could watch him while i went to buy supplies. little baby was purring so loud and loved my s/o and the blankets but was still trying to nurse. i went out the door to leave and shop but i noticed the mom cat nearby in a bush looking at me and was so so so happy she was still there since the baby will have a much better chance with her since its so young and went and brought the kitten out and put it between the walkways where it was staying. the kitten wouldnt go under and hide and started crying when i backed away but the mom started towards it so i was happy that it was home. but she didnt end up going to get him. she went into another nearby bush and i saw there were 4 kittens there. i decided to pick up the little one and carry it toward the others since it was all alone and mom was too nervous to come get him. mom freaked out and ran away leaving her babies which was really sad :c but i was happy that little kitten was with his family again. well the mom came back and was sitting with all of the kittens for maybe 20 mins. i was so happy they were all together and little kitten was gonna be fed. my s/o and i were watching from the upstairs window since theyre cute but we saw the mom pick up the one previously loner kitten and carry him off. we have no idea where they went but i thought maybe she was moving the whole litter so i didnt want to follow and possibly scare her away from the kitten. well that was a while ago and the other kittens are still playing and cuddling in a bush but the other is nowhere near. i tried to look for him and call out with little mews since he was a very vocal and brave kitten who would walk right out to me for love. i feel devastated. i feel like the mom is abandoning it and i had a chance to save the kitten but i guessed wrong when i gave it back to the mom and now who knows what will happen. i feel so sad. i know i was supposed to do that but i wish i would have known the mom didnt want it. little baby was so sweet and friendly and cuddly and brave ;-; i hope his mom brings him back or were able to find him. we looked for a while but no luck. s/o is boarding around hoping to find them. he got really attached to the kitten in the 2 mins he cuddled him and is also worried the mom abandoned him. i dont know what to do but i just feel so devastated. i could have saved this baby and given him cozy blankets ;-;

just went to check on the other kittens and they are cuddling so sweetly. mom is not back yet and neither is little mewmew. its going to storm soon and im worried. i feel like i really let this kitten down. i just hope hes not alone
 
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