What's Bothering You?

I'm moving this Friday-Saturday and I'm stressed about it. I'm going to miss this apartment, though I wont miss my neighbor.
 
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I'm so worried that i won't have all my drawings fully completed by the holidays

Days are just slipping by while Im busy drawing on my phone.. I have many to go. Im also trying to participate in all the events here. though I sorta wish i could change one entry

I think I put to much on myself, or just overthinking. But my fingers are so sore from drawing all day.
 
Kinda upset that they had to postpone the exam starting yesterday and tomorrow is supposed to be the last day :/
 
I’m actually doing alright right now. This is just something that’s always in the back of my mind.
Sometimes I wonder if I’ll die alone. The marriage rate for people with autism is very low and I’ve never had any luck romantically. Either they aren’t interested, they change their mind on me (and treat me like dirt), or they take advantage of my kindness. It’s always one of those three situations.

I tried working on my appearance and confidence. It’s made people look at me more, but no one ever approaches. People on the street also make comments about how I supposedly look scary. I don’t know how to process body language, so I have no idea how to “fix” mine. It’s just something I put in the back of my mind.

Of course there is nothing wrong with being single. I know how damaging a toxic relationship can be. It’s always better to be alone than be stuck in something abusive. The thing is I see people enter relationships so easily and I don’t understand how they do it. A part of my mind just wonders if I’m doing something wrong.
 
I've a big exam today that I've been preparing weeks for. Six minutes after the start time I suddenly hear drilling. Go outside to learn that the neighbour is getting new doors and windows installed. They're going to be here all day. 🙃
 
between my flights for tomorrow being canceled and my team at work almost having a meltdown, I've had way too much stress for today 🙃 this 3 week holiday is going to be ****ing amazing I seriously need it
 
how does a person not remember their own zipcode. it's not even about typo'ing or whatever at this point. 😐😐 bro i'm tired of the holidays, that was the final straw for me.
 
You know what I’m craving right now? A 7-Eleven Pizza. I’m about to go get one in the next few minutes.
 
funny how my parents want to keep 6 cats in this house yet they expect me to keep every litter box clean all the time. if it were up to me I would give most of them to trusted friends and keep the oldest and youngest cat. I can't deal with this.
 
Getting tired of this Frankenstein work schedule. I feel like all I do is run around all day from 8-6:30pm. I wouldn’t mind working 40 hours in one place because I could be home at 4pm I’m just really unhappy. It wouldn’t be so bad if I could get two days off in a row, but I don’t even get that. I really need to get out of this emotional rut I’m in and have some fun maybe I could feel like all of this could be worth it.
 
There are so many leaves in my yard and the leaf blower person has to come next week and my backyard is literally a land of no grass just *leaves*
 
Okay bro if you're gonna talk the whole coffee break about your family/relatives whom I don't even know... sure but don't expect me to be interested as you were an interesting film or stuff.
 
The Omnicron variant of covid is currently spreading around like crazy near where I live. Well it's mainly hit the city between my home and work which are both in just small towns but the whole area is being affected. The city itself has already had new restrictions put in place. It's sounding more and more likely we might get shut down for Christmas. It's already sounding like I won't get to see my Grandparents for the holidays but now even my parents aren't sure if I'll be able to see them. This is the hardest my area has been hit since the whole pandemic began.

The area I'm in is basically the "let's wait and see what happens with this variant mentality" as it's the first place to get hit hard in my province. It sucks.

Covid doesn't have me nearly as paranoid now compared to a year ago. It's more the affect of the various restrictions and possible lockdowns that keep coming around and how it affects people's mental states that bother me. :/
 
I passed out while I was with my mom this morning, and now I got a bruise on my leg, and scratches that hurt. Im still dazed. Concrete man, it hurts on impact (no surprise)

Im stuck at home, watching stuff because mom doesnt want me to walk around
 
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