What's Bothering You?

[ali.di.magix]

Dreams, man. Far too vivid. Gotta love regularly waking up confused and questioning what's real. Goes really well with an already questionable sleeping schedule.

I feel this. I keep having super realistic dreams and only remembering them later in the day, or days later. Like I had a dream that I was really persistent on making a doctor's appointment because my hips were sore, and I rung up straight away and made an appointment. Irl my hips were sore and I was thinking of making an appointment, but I was going to wait it out a bit. Having that dream made me really question if I made an appointment or not lol.

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I'm so tired of work and some of the people I work with. There's some seriously questionable decision making going on at times, people are frustrated with each other, and the only person who keeps me sane seems like he has given up. The "foreman" drives me nuts, I can't work with him. My work ute that I also use as a personal vehicle has been thrashed lately. It's an absolute mess that **** gets chucked on simply because it's there. Hhhhhh just like over things rn

 

[Hopeless Opus]

Spoiler: i'm sick of life lol

if it's not one thing, it's the other. always something. it's ALWAYS something that has to destroy my contented state, and i can't even stay content for more than a minute it feels like. around me, i am unable to share my creative side, because what little creativity i have is no good, or people just don't want to be bothered to see it. and that really i think is messing with me because i want to share these things with people. my special interests are all i can talk about when i'm fully obsessed with them and i can't shut up and i know it annoys people so bad, but i can't stop myself from gushing about the stuff i love. but i know everyone is just tired of it even if they don't say it. i also just... cringe at myself because i know people are tolerating my interests at this point, or at least that's what i think is happening. so... it's not that i feel lonely anymore. in fact, i tend to thrive in the loneliness. but i want to share my interests with others. i just feel. like i'm wearing out my welcome, that's all. i guess even though i'm okay with being alone. i just want companionship and people who are willing to talk to me about things that are of my interest. whatever, not that this is what triggered the first half of my post, but it came to mind after i wrote that half.

 

[moonbyu]

my sister didnt wake me up early enough and now i look a mess in class. my dad said i look like i got into a fight and got beat up ☹ he’s right though, i’ve looked better!

Spoiler: vent ljkgkxdmcjcjuc

i got softblocked by this one person on insta. it sucks cuz they were funny and had funny posts. i had made a joke but they hadn’t got it. i explained and apologized and i thought we had come to an understanding but ig not cuzzz they had blocked me. im pretty sure they’re making fun of me now hahahahah im so dumb they have all right to block me but it’s just kinda embarrassing.. especially knowing the stuff they say about people they block!! also my intrusive thoughts are getting worse.. yikes!

 

[Neurotiker]

Everything bad

 

[Chris]

Dreams, man. Far too vivid. Gotta love regularly waking up confused and questioning what's real. Goes really well with an already questionable sleeping schedule.

Planning and running a TBT event will do that to you.

 

[Alienfish]

why does a yearly subscription to microsoft office have to be $65 jkshdkfjshkdjhf

and then to just buy access to the most recent version of word is $80?? like why would I do that when I can get an older version for free lmao

yea microsuave is really stupid, there are better free/cheaper word processors and they just scam so hard.

Anyway, I really wish gov'ment people could step down their high horses and see how people have it down the floor. You can't just put restriction this and restriction that and basically allow people to lose their jobs with no payment and force them to apply for stuff they won't get. **** gov'ment.

 

[AccfSally]

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[moonbyu]

i've been so bothered today. it's annooyyyingggggggg!

 

[Violet Witch]

I was so far in an online queue to book my covid booster jab and at the last minute the NHS website crashes. As I predicted the plan to get everyone over the age of 18 vaccinated for a third time by the end of December has turned into a hot mess. It doesn’t help that you can now no longer order lateral flow or PCR tests online as some parts of the UK have run out. Boris Johnson really is the WORST prime minister the UK has ever had.

 

[daringred_]

I was so far in an online queue to book my covid booster jab and at the last minute the NHS website crashes. As I predicted the plan to get everyone over the age of 18 vaccinated for a third time by the end of December has turned into a hot mess. It doesn’t help that you can now no longer order lateral flow or PCR tests online as some parts of the UK have run out. Boris Johnson really is the WORST prime minister the UK has ever had.

i've been texted twice by the NHS about mine but haven't bothered to book it yet because i know trying to do so is going to be a hot mess. since i'm only 22 and not as in need for a booster as others are, i'll probably just wait it out a little until the 'rush' dies down. it goes without saying that the sentient mop has mishandled this entire pandemic since the day it 'began', and anyone who thinks otherwise is cosplaying boo boo the fool.

 

[Violet Witch]

i've been texted twice by the NHS about mine but haven't bothered to book it yet because i know trying to do so is going to be a hot mess. since i'm only 22 and not as in need for a booster as others are, i'll probably just wait it out a little until the 'rush' dies down. it goes without saying that the sentient mop has mishandled this entire pandemic since the day it 'began', and anyone who thinks otherwise is cosplaying boo boo the fool.

I totally agree with you.

The NHS website is a mess, my queue number kept jumping from reasonable to unbelievable every few minutes. Luckily I’ve just managed to book an appointment for Saturday but once it officially opens up for your age catergory tomorrow I can only see it going from bad to worse because of the volume of people trying to get an appointment is going to double. You’ve made the right decision to wait it out a bit longer, I was going to do the same but if a lockdown is announced for January (I wouldn’t be surprised if that’s where we’re headed again) my place of work will stay open regardless as it mainly deals with online ordering.

Fun times ahead.

 

[th8827]

My Jack-themed quilt got rejected from the Christmas event, but someone else's Jack-themed Quilt got accepted...

 

[Foreverfox]

My Jack-themed quilt got rejected from the Christmas event, but someone else's Jack-themed Quilt got accepted...

Have you tried asking about it? I didn't see either one, but maybe it would help to know what, if any, differences there were. I can see how that would be frustrating.

 

[Midoriya]

Sick of my family and being ignored in life.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

my dog just ate a stink bug

 

[VanitasFan26]

I wanted to do a username change but of course I made things harder on myself by giving away bells because at the time I thought I was doing a "good service" but now I dug myself deeper in this hole and now I have to earn it back myself.

 

[moonbyu]

does anybody have tips on how to stop overthinking?

 

[VanitasFan26]

I tend to let my emotions get the best of me whenever I get so fed up of everything in my life. Which is one of the reasons why I have so much numbness in myself. I cannot feel happiness sometimes and even forcing myself to be happy only makes things worse. No matter how hard I try to look at the good things in life its that numbness that prevents me from ever being happy. All I ever feel is anger, frustration, sadness, and just sometimes loneliness. I suffered too much from all the negative experiences throughout my life that I always fear the worst no matter what.

There are times I just want to be alone and stay away from others when I am at my worst, I tend to avoid people because they will never understand all the pain and suffering I go through. The thing is depression is a serious thing and nobody in my life gave a crap about how I was feeling. Only my Therapist seems to understand where I am coming from. Whenever I see him I feel much better, but then it doesn't last too long because I have to deal with so much other crap in my life.

I know they always say "You gotta be around with the right people" but in today's world its so much harder and difficult to find those people who at least understands what you're going through and doesn't try to dismiss your emotions. Thats one of the reasons whenever I people being happy and enjoying a good thing I tend to not bother or get involved because I don't want to ruin their day with my problems.

 

[moo_nieu]

long and rough day, but things didnt end up as bad as they could have so thats a plus! wish i wasnt so stupid though because then most everything could have been avoided. oh well, just gotta keep learning from mistakes and pushing forward

 

[Foreverfox]

I wanted to do a username change but of course I made things harder on myself by giving away bells because at the time I thought I was doing a "good service" but now I dug myself deeper in this hole and now I have to earn it back myself.

You can do a username change with 10 Seashells, which you appear to have.