What's Bothering You?
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Apple Imperialist
You could ask me privately. If it’s on a subject I don’t know about, I can’t give an answer.
themysterybidder
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My arthritis has flared up in just about every part of my body as my course of Prednisolone is nearly finished. Everytime I go to my consultant I feel as if it's a waste of time, as nothing seems to get done to help me I tell them that Prednisolone are the only things that help. I am like a different person when I am on them. The usual old: 'Oh, you can't stay on them because of the side effects' To be quite honest, I would take that risk so I could live a normal life. I've been sent for tests and they have found I have suffer issues: scoliosis, tendonitis, the list goes on. It's as if because I'm in my 30s that they think I can't be in severe pain. The pain and stiffness is a nightmare, and previously the stiffness would ease as the day went on, but nothing helps. I have seen a second consultant and he was great, and very sympathetic. I asked to get transferred to his clinic, but was told 'You can't choose, it's just luck.' Tomorrow, I go back to start another lot of pain injections, I have no idea how I'm going to inject as my hands are so swollen and stiff. I said this to them before and got told 'No-one else has had any issues.' Seriously, I feel like saying to them, it would be different if you were suffering like this. 
xSuperMario64x
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if it's something you'd like someone else's opinion on you can feel free to ask me too
idk why I woke up a little before 6am, I didn't even get to sleep til after midnight. hoping I can go back to sleep for a bit before I have to leave for work.
Getting a job is actually so difficult..especially as an autistic person. They're super interested in you until they meet you for an interview :/ I've applied for over 20-something jobs, had interviews for more than half, and still nothing. I have another one this Friday, I hope it goes a bit better
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Apple Imperialist
Our kitten is being too wild. She’s interfering with my work, trying to get to me when I’m using my phone no matter where I sit, and even attacked me. This is why I can’t have her in my room, but that’s the one place she wants to be in.
VanitasFan26
I'm just a ghost.
I saw that the PS Plus Subscription is going to go up in price. Seriously? $79.99 just to play online? I am not getting this, I am going to cancel my subscription. I am not paying this much to play online. It used to be $59.99 before and now its gone up by $20.00
i tell my parents i need therapy but they don’t take me seriously, they think my issues are something to get over and it’s all in my head. i would if i could but unfortunately i have dealt with it since my early childhood so it is obviously not going away anytime soon.
i was in therapy before but it was years ago and it was group therapy for children who didn’t know how to socialize rather than anxiety treatment.
i am an adult but i am still reliant on my parents because i don’t work yet (high school student, i plan on working next year tho) and im under their insurance anyway. i don’t think they want to take me bc they think this psychologist is going to recommend me medication, idk why that’s so taboo in my family. i am just not happy with myself atm.
ik nobody can help me here but this is the only place i can rant
i was in therapy before but it was years ago and it was group therapy for children who didn’t know how to socialize rather than anxiety treatment.
i am an adult but i am still reliant on my parents because i don’t work yet (high school student, i plan on working next year tho) and im under their insurance anyway. i don’t think they want to take me bc they think this psychologist is going to recommend me medication, idk why that’s so taboo in my family. i am just not happy with myself atm.
ik nobody can help me here but this is the only place i can rant
I feel like I've posted here too much recently but ugh. Nothing really happened today and yet I still feel like today was terrible.
First I wasted several hours trying to fight anxiety just to realize I couldn't and then I became depressed.
And then right now all of my physical problems are showing up again which I can't do anything about because I still don't have new insurance. I am tired of being in various kinds of pain but there's been no sign of me getting help.
I feel like the only worthwhile thing I did today was watch Adventure Time... and I guess talk online a bit but that's it. I was supposed to play Kirby's Return to Dream Land Deluxe but I am not in the mood.
First I wasted several hours trying to fight anxiety just to realize I couldn't and then I became depressed.
And then right now all of my physical problems are showing up again which I can't do anything about because I still don't have new insurance. I am tired of being in various kinds of pain but there's been no sign of me getting help.
I feel like the only worthwhile thing I did today was watch Adventure Time... and I guess talk online a bit but that's it. I was supposed to play Kirby's Return to Dream Land Deluxe but I am not in the mood.
ali.di.magix
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I love going to a medical professional and feeling like you’re not being listened to 
my broski, this is a lifelong condition I’ve had, I think I know what I’m talking about so pls listen to me lmao
I walked out and booked an appointment at another place lmao. At least I didn’t have to pay for their crappy service
my broski, this is a lifelong condition I’ve had, I think I know what I’m talking about so pls listen to me lmaoI walked out and booked an appointment at another place lmao. At least I didn’t have to pay for their crappy service
okay so this might sound cliché but you know how friend groups always have like one person that's always bullied? well i feel like i've taken on the role of that person. and i'm honestly tired of it. like, i understand if you're having a bad day and what not but when it happens consistently from one or two people and then everyone else begins to unconsciously copy that behavior, it snowballs into a toxic environment. and like it's so frustrating and makes me want to cut more people out of my life- but at the same time i can't really be upset at anyone since the main contributors to this problem are going through hell themselves rn.
I quit my job, I genuinely couldn’t take being run into the ground a minute longer, I was taking 3 hour naps when getting home and missing out on quality time with my kids, I know I’m gonna struggle with money until I find something new but I also needed to want to live and so I just had to leave.
My little boy starts full time school on Tuesday and I’m dreading it, he’s autistic and I’ve said we will try him in a mainstream school but I’m literally petrified about the daily meltdowns because it always ends up in us both crying
Also I’m at a wedding this weekend and nothing is playing ball, I’ve come out with spots across my face, my eczema has flared under my arms and is so sore.
My little boy starts full time school on Tuesday and I’m dreading it, he’s autistic and I’ve said we will try him in a mainstream school but I’m literally petrified about the daily meltdowns because it always ends up in us both crying
Also I’m at a wedding this weekend and nothing is playing ball, I’ve come out with spots across my face, my eczema has flared under my arms and is so sore.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
okay but why is my anxiety acting up, I'm literally just lying here
themysterybidder
Senior Member
Went to Rheumatology Clinic to start my new pain injections today. I have to take 2 for the first 3 times then only one. First one, perfect. Didn't even feel it going in, then the 2nd one. I honestly thought I was on my way to A and E. I couldn't breathe, my face and hands went pillar box red, I was so hot, felt really sick, weak and shaky. It felt as if it was a blur what was happening. I've never experienced anything like that with any medication before. After I started to feel a bit better after 2 glasses of ice cold water, the nurse said she could see visibly that something was happening to me. She couldn't have been nicer (she is lovely compared to my actual consultant), but now I'm terrified that the same thing is going to happen next time. 
the AUDACITY of this woman oh my oh my
context: I moved out at 16, ranaway to London as I turned 20. Me and mum have no meaningful relationship. Im now going to university and I get extra support for being estranged from my parents.
Anyways here's what girly pop has text me today telling me:
Im not estranged, how dare I say that. Shes been supporting me so much! Shes paid my rent! (Im homeless, have been for 14 months) She pays my phone bill ! (Not since Last year when I got my own one because she demanded I get off her plan. I was only still on it because do you think homeless kids can afford their own phone bills? Throw me a bone.) She actually gives me money all the time!! (£40 for Amiibo cards as a reward for getting All A's at college that one time doesn't count, mum.) You got a trust fund! (Every one in the UK born after sometime in 2002 got a trust fund from the government. A trust fund also isn't a relationship with a parent) Im lying because I stayed with her and some of my stuff is there! (Again, I am and was homeless. I needed a place to stay, and that stay with you ended with me literally running away with my baby brother in hand and my mum getting arrested for assault against me)
Shes saying I cant 'lie' about being estranged because Im going into politics and 'political people get cancelled for less these days' girl what. Besides, I do political journalism.
And I'm so caught up in thinking and her I just spilled boiling water all over my hand. It hurts so much oh my days bruv
context: I moved out at 16, ranaway to London as I turned 20. Me and mum have no meaningful relationship. Im now going to university and I get extra support for being estranged from my parents.
Anyways here's what girly pop has text me today telling me:
Im not estranged, how dare I say that. Shes been supporting me so much! Shes paid my rent! (Im homeless, have been for 14 months) She pays my phone bill ! (Not since Last year when I got my own one because she demanded I get off her plan. I was only still on it because do you think homeless kids can afford their own phone bills? Throw me a bone.) She actually gives me money all the time!! (£40 for Amiibo cards as a reward for getting All A's at college that one time doesn't count, mum.) You got a trust fund! (Every one in the UK born after sometime in 2002 got a trust fund from the government. A trust fund also isn't a relationship with a parent) Im lying because I stayed with her and some of my stuff is there! (Again, I am and was homeless. I needed a place to stay, and that stay with you ended with me literally running away with my baby brother in hand and my mum getting arrested for assault against me)
Shes saying I cant 'lie' about being estranged because Im going into politics and 'political people get cancelled for less these days' girl what. Besides, I do political journalism.
And I'm so caught up in thinking and her I just spilled boiling water all over my hand. It hurts so much oh my days bruv
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