What's Bothering You?

I had an interview in person this morning at 7:45am. They said I’d get a phone call in the afternoon , it’s 2:21pm right now and I feel kinda upset cause I’m worried they didn’t want me
been there, done that :[ it's the worst feeling. on a whim, i ended up emailing the place i now work at and asked them if the position was still available after a few days post interview, and they immediately replied saying yes and how soon could i start. though, usually "we'll call you" means they won't. keep your head up and keep applying, the job market is very difficult right now, i wish you luck!
 
I've had money swiped out of my account. I don't know if your bank/cu is the same, but for mine, I filled out forms, and they looked into it and replaced the money.

They also said I could call anytime if anything sus happened, before money was actually stolen, and they would freeze/cancel my card and issue a new card to me.

Might be a good idea to contact your bank directly - they may have prevention steps you can take. Then you won't have to have the worry/anxiety. So sorry this happened to you. Hope it works out.
Thank you so much, I was planning to contact my bank later today. I’m not sure if they have my info but I really don’t want to risk it. Thank you for the advice, I’ll definitely look into it! ☺️
 
I just woke up from another dream about my best friend and my ex in it. I’m hurting so much; I don’t want to deal with this anymore and the waiting to just talk to my friend :/. I still have to take my medicine so it should help my overall mood. still it can’t get rid of my depression and heartache.

My mom just came in; she doesn’t know I’m hurting but still annoys me a bit since I’m still waking up and hurting. It was very important but still too much for me to process. she mentioned the netherlands and that triggered me since that is where my friend is. then she suggested counseling again when I told her; thankfully she dropped it when i said no. i hate counseling and counselors and psychiatrists. they only make me more angry and upset.

Mentally tired just from the stress the hoyolab issues have been causing me. I think I’m just not going to bother looking at the ticket and wait the 30 days to delete the alt accounts so I can correct the emails. I don’t think I’ll play any other hoyolab games after these two even if they make it so you can use the same email for each different game. I’m so fed up.

I miss my best friend. i can’t stop crying right now. I really need to go take my medicine but i don’t want to get up or eat or do anything.
 
something minor but tbt events seem to always happen during the times where i'm most low energy and it sucks, i want to participate more but i really don't have it in me to write/draw lol
Same with this event. Somehow I'm low energy right now, or maybe I'm just not feeling the New Leaf aspect. I looked into some of the tasks and I don't even know where to start. They all seem to be Animal Crossing related. I can't wait until TBTWC, honestly. That was one of my favorite events I participated in so far.
 
Update from my last post. My aunt agrees the fight over the truck is stupid so we're just gonna delay selling it for right now. Maybe even trade it in for a wheelchair accessible van, that way my mom doesn't have to pick who to sell the truck to. All done and fixed. My uncle might be sad but that's just too bad old man
 
I got rear-ended by a distracted driver today. I’m sore, but overall okay alongside the other driver, who immediately admitted fault.

Word of advice to those that are newer drivers or about to start - always keep your eyes on the road. You never know when it’ll happen to you.
 
this is gonna be pretty blunt but i'm really tired of this new breed of bigot that's come about the last few years where they're incredibly hateful but in the most cowardly, passive aggressive, self-victimizing way. like just say what you wanna say or say nothing at all. hell just call me the slur you so obviously want to call me with your whole entire chest or stop wasting everyone's time. grow a spine.

if you're worried about the consequences that should be a sign to either be a better person or shut up entirely.
 
sometimes I feel like I'm the only thing really holding this family together, and once I move out it'll just completely fall to shambles. it's honestly for the best. family trauma and marital issues are not my weight to bear. I have my own life to live, and I'm not gonna spend the rest of my days being miserable like the other people in this house.
 
I really hate unexpected gunshot noises.

There was a time that I would get horrifically anxious in public places, such as churches or public venues. To the point that I would walk to a restroom stall to get away. Or I would obsessively look back at the door so I could see who was entering.

I'm glad I'm finally moving past this. Ever so slowly.
 
The owners of yappy little dogs which come yapping up at my much bigger dog, who then get ridiculously offended and shouty that my dog growls or shows her teeth to tell the yapper to back tf off.

You control your dog, and I'll control mine. This is not a fight you want to have with me, even if you believe my dog should be banned. And it certainly ain't a fight you want our dogs to have.
 
One of our cars is suddenly dead and repairs are extremely costly, and probably not worth it considering how old the vehicle is and how many miles it has on it. Most likely we're going to have to get a new one to replace it; my dad needs his car for work, so we can't help my grandparents out without a second car; neither of them are able to drive at this point. Even trading it in and getting a used, not-super-recent model is gonna be a big hit to us.
So that's yet another major and unexpected expense, and while we're doing okay enough that it's not going to impact our survival or anything, it's now extremely unlikely that we're going to be able to move up north this year either. We're going to make an emergency plan so we can still get out of here if you-know-who wins the election this year, though naturally I hope it doesn't come to that.

It's been a rough week.
 
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