may or may not have just consumed sour cream that’s spoiled. it doesn’t expire until the 16th, and it smelled and tasted fine to me, but it apparently smells off to my parents. so now i’m having an anxiety attack LMAO please god please do not let me get food poisoning PLEASE.
What's Bothering You?
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I’m going to make this a bit more of a general update than what’s bothering me, lemme get the things bothering me out of the way first.
I don’t have the energy for diversity. I actually am comfortable enough that it doesn’t have to be me being competitive or trying to win or anything but my creative inspiration is fizzled.
How long has it been for? I have so many other issues I’m never able to focus on this.
Anyway, with the update, I was finally able to cry again this week. That guy who hurt me, he was just some guy, but my god this mess bought out some hate I haven’t felt in years, and a level of grief I haven’t had to deal with for two years. I really haven’t felt this bad since the last time he did this. Never again.
Point is I think crying is progress. Now I wish I had more positive goals. I tried bringing a group of people together but… a lot of us are sad about life. I don’t like being the one to lift people up.
I’m so sorry to all my friends here also struggling who I haven’t spoken with in so long. I’ve seen bits. I wish I could do more for you. I haven’t been myself since this guy did all that to me.
I don’t have the energy for diversity. I actually am comfortable enough that it doesn’t have to be me being competitive or trying to win or anything but my creative inspiration is fizzled.
How long has it been for? I have so many other issues I’m never able to focus on this.
Anyway, with the update, I was finally able to cry again this week. That guy who hurt me, he was just some guy, but my god this mess bought out some hate I haven’t felt in years, and a level of grief I haven’t had to deal with for two years. I really haven’t felt this bad since the last time he did this. Never again.
Point is I think crying is progress. Now I wish I had more positive goals. I tried bringing a group of people together but… a lot of us are sad about life. I don’t like being the one to lift people up.
I’m so sorry to all my friends here also struggling who I haven’t spoken with in so long. I’ve seen bits. I wish I could do more for you. I haven’t been myself since this guy did all that to me.
I love being a political activist, its my one true passion! What I hate is how everytime I leave a protest or event I have severe anxiety attacks about not doing good enough or not being good enough for the cause I want to amplify. Like yesterday I had an anxiety attack for 3 hours straight once I got home from an event, but perhaps part of that is because I very embarrassingly fell over in front of hundreds of people and had to laugh it off even tho I did actually get a gnarly cut on my knee. Nonetheless I want to EXPLODE
Dunquixote
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This is minor; I’m just embarrassed and anxious about a few things. I’m worried about what I wrote with my screenshots; I hope it doesn’t come off awkward. I’m starting to think maybe I should’ve explained it more. Maybe I’ll edit it when I get up.
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xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
woke up multiple times last night because I kept having dreams that were really distressing 
and I actually just woke up from one too, but thankfully it was my alarm that woke me up, otherwise I may not have been able to come out of it so quickly. it sucks because I was having the same issue yesterday. 
and I actually just woke up from one too, but thankfully it was my alarm that woke me up, otherwise I may not have been able to come out of it so quickly. it sucks because I was having the same issue yesterday. 
There's literally no jobs anywhere ;_: I'm avoiding food and coffee, because I just can't handle that stuff anymore. I just can't.
But literally, it's crap trying to find anything! I was going to apply to this sainsburys online assistant, but when it went to their site, it said job not found? Yet the indeed job i found it on was new!! I reported it anyways.
Theres that one editorial assistant job i need to finish, but gawd it is stressful. Not looking forward to Monday.
But literally, it's crap trying to find anything! I was going to apply to this sainsburys online assistant, but when it went to their site, it said job not found? Yet the indeed job i found it on was new!! I reported it anyways.
Theres that one editorial assistant job i need to finish, but gawd it is stressful. Not looking forward to Monday.
FOOD POISONING AVERTED!! we are so back!!
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
yeah this will be the last time I ever ride in my dad's car with him. I am literally so uncomfortable right now that I feel like I'm about to break down in tears.
I'm really struggling with depression right now. Part of it is a situation in my life right now causing a TON of stress that I don't know what to do about. Anytime I try to distract myself or think positively I get dragged down by dread and hopelessness
I don't wanna be a responsible adult, I wanna lay in the grass
Idk what to do with my life. I've been a longshoreman for over a decade and it's the only skill set I have but working down on the docks is hard work. It's not just the labour that makes it hard, it's the environment with all my coworkers too cause everyone yells at each other with no filter. My partner is also in college so I make significantly more money then them and if I changed careers we would probs have to move out of Vancouver. I get a pit in my stomach thinking about going to work. It's become the bane of my existence. Also my dad will probably have a meltdown if I quit my job cause he got me this job. I've tried to quit before and he told me I'd get stuck working minimum wage the rest of my life and I got scared and stayed. I'm probably gonna end up working this job I hate my whole life and then end up all grumpy and unlikeable like my dad and uncles.
-Apples-
Apple Imperialist
My latest auction failed once again. My collectibles aren’t selling well.
If nobody wants to buy my collectibles (or anybody else’s collectibles), I would at least like to get 2,000 TBT from some other member. I tried selling my collectibles for months, only to fail. I wish I could earn loads of TBT.
If nobody wants to buy my collectibles (or anybody else’s collectibles), I would at least like to get 2,000 TBT from some other member. I tried selling my collectibles for months, only to fail. I wish I could earn loads of TBT.
.: Meri :.
free palestine | trans rights are human rights
Got sick for the second time after eating tofurky slices 
they weren't expired and didn't smell or taste weird, but I'm hoping it was just a bad box. They've been great for quick sandwiches and I'd hate to have to cut them out of my diet (especially since this was also my favorite flavor of them aaa).
Praying the next box won't lay me out for an afternoon, but now that I've identified the perpetrator I'm already kinda hesitant to give them another chance, even though I've eaten tons of these before and never had a problem hhhh
they weren't expired and didn't smell or taste weird, but I'm hoping it was just a bad box. They've been great for quick sandwiches and I'd hate to have to cut them out of my diet (especially since this was also my favorite flavor of them aaa). Praying the next box won't lay me out for an afternoon, but now that I've identified the perpetrator I'm already kinda hesitant to give them another chance, even though I've eaten tons of these before and never had a problem hhhh
I am so tired of suffering every day. I was actually having a lot of fun on a browser game today but my health and the state of this house are unavoidable and pretty much ruin whatever mood I had. No wonder I can't get myself to play on my Switch anymore...
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