What's Bothering You?

[Foreverfox]

Wish that my fear of failure and anxiety would go away.

I know anxiety just makes the fear of failure worse. Just remember, Thomas Edison said when inventing the lightbulb, “I have not failed. I’ve just found 10,000 ways that won’t work.” That change in mindset is what can turn every perceived failure into a success. It’s just that each of those little successes might look different than the big one you’re hoping for.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

just so tired man, tired of everything.

I need to lie down for a while, but I just got to work and I won't get home til about five hours from now. guess I'll have to power through this shift.

 

[Halloqueen]

Summertime is the worst. This heat is miserable.

 

[-Apples-]

Summertime is the worst. This heat is miserable.

Worst part is, it’s only the beginning.

I wish I can cryogenically freeze myself so I can skip summer and wake up in the fall, but then I’ll miss the Bell Tree Fair when it happens, so I’m not going to do that.

 

[themysterybidder]

So glad today is over. To top the day off someone was sure I had put something of theirs in the bin. I told them I was 100% sure I didn't. They kept going on, that I must have put it in the bin as they couldn't find it. I probably wouldn't have done this in normal circumstances, but today has pushed me to the limit. I took the bin bag in from the kitchen and emptied it piece by piece into another bin bag in front of them. Their 'item' was not in the bin. Hope they apologise when they do find it. Even though I was 100% sure, they had me starting to doubt myself. Going to bed and listen to some Elton and hopefully destress.

 

[ShadowLelouch97]

Allergies have been kicking my butt all day. I have sneezed so many times, my nose feels kind of tingly, and it's getting on my nerves so freaking much.

 

[Mimi Cheems]

I hate having POTS. When it gets hot outside like this, it feels like it’s a lot hotter due to my POTS; at least in my opinion. I sweat a lot and it is so difficult to try not to pass out from this humid freaking heat. The migraines from it being so hot also don’t help. As I get emotional and much more anxious when I get migraines. I worry my friends don’t like me anymore; or that I did something wrong to them. I try to remind myself everyone has a life outside of me and the friendships in general, my friends are allowed to have other friends; my friends are allowed to be busy.. but my anxiety has been controlling me lately, making me fear they dislike me. This is also probably my BPD kicking in— again.. :’) I can’t help but feel like I’m a terrible friend.

 

[VernalLapin]

It’s such a huge shame that someone whose music got me through a lot of pain, whose music was a huge help getting me from minute to minute through some of the worst intrusive thoughts of my life, behaves in this hurtful, hateful, way. So, so, ****ing sad.

 

[Seastar]

Feeling extra depressed tonight (along with being scared) but I don't feel comfortable talking about it.

 

[Romaki]

every phone update is just finding new settings to turn off, like no i don't need ai to suggest a word

 

[Neb]

I’ve deleted all of the photos of myself that show my face on here, every Discord server I’m active on, and on social media. People have insulted my appearance in unspeakable ways and many have used it against me. I’ve posted selfies of myself on Discord servers and been called ugly or worse twice. I also share more info online than I should and a face would make it even easier to track me down anyway.

 

[VernalLapin]

Severe storms are supposed to be coming up in a bit, including a flood watch. I’m gonna go and pick up the stuff on the basement floor ;-; Oh, and I should go put my bird sculpture my boyfriend gave me in the garage. She could easily be blown over.

 

[ali.di.magix]

People in this town are so negative and always got something to complain about

 

[Giddy]

So, the internet connection I've been having problems with (saying there's the a strong connection but no internet), seems to really only effect my laptop. Which I really don't understand why. Because I have the correct password and everything to the internet. Usually I just have to wait for it to stop saying that but it is so frustrating

 

[boring]

I never got to enter the celebrating diversity thing this year, and last year I had to do a bare minimum entry due to that whole homeless phase I was in. man, when will other people stop ruining my fun? There will be more events, though. I know that much.

 

[-Raven-]

Emotional dissonance.

It’s not a problem how few spaces I fit in, but I feel I’m missing on some privilege people take for granted and… dunno. Just hurts. It shouldn’t. It is what it is and I have a boyfriend who knows so much of me and wholly accepts me. And this site.

Here I am though. Always wanted life to be different, less lonely, can’t force it and saw so many people indulge things I can’t stand being around.

I’m not mature enough even after all my pain and effort to just go on and put my love where it belongs despite that… Just how many neg plsts am I going to make here y’know

 

[Giddy]

playing pocket camp, they have a event going on where you find these lil gyroids with paintbrushes in hand. I didn't have enough for the last item you can make ith these things, so I wanted to use my tickets. Tell me why I choose the tickets, and it takes all my gyroids anyways? Whats the point? Now I dont have any ;_:

 

[themysterybidder]

Why is it anyday I'm in the slightest happy, someone regularly puts a damper on my mood? With my health issues, I try my best for everyone, but feel as if it's never enough. If I tell anyone how I feel it's just 'You're over reacting' or 'I won't bother saying anything to you' or 'I'll have to watch everything I say to you'. If it was a genuine issue, I wouldn't mind. I honestly think my feelings are valid and I don't think I'm over reacting. Sometimes, I feel I'm being gaslighted, trying to undermine the confidence I've struggled to build over the years. I'm doubting myself at things that I'm certain I've done correctly.

 

[Envy]

I just moved up to the Northeast, which is great! I've been so happy waking up here every morning! But since I've come here, unusual weather patterns more like the South (of which one reason I moved away from there is the awful weather) have been happening. It's been hot, yesterday we had a Tornado Warning , and today we're under risk for more severe weather.

Tornadic storms and heat waves like this are exceptionally rare up here. I've literally only been here for one week. I'm beginning to feel like I'm cursed.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

snip

that is manipulation at its finest and I absolutely cannot stand manipulative people. my dad pulled this with me the other day, because I was angry about all the issues that my car was having and he just said "there's no use in getting so upset over it, just learn to deal with it". I don't like to be/sound accusatory, but that's manipulation, and also projecting. yet you can't call out people on their manipulative behaviour because, of course, instead of acting like a reasonable person and considering how their actions might affect others, they play the victim and deny everything you say to them and never take responsibility for their own wrongdoings. they really just aren't worth anyone's time, and you certainly don't deserve that, with everything else you're struggling with regarding your family and health.