I'm feeling a lot of things tbh. I'm not sure it'll go away for a long time either.
But I guess one way to sum it up short is I wish things were better.
Feeling so relieved that I got my shorts and pajamas back. I ran out of loose trousers to wear because they haven't been washed for a while, so whenever I was at home I had to be...in my underwear. At least that's over!!
I'm feeling a little tired, I went to a local theme park today and it started to get a lot warmer as the day went on which makes me feel very tired. Also my back is a little ache-y again so I am hoping that resting it tomorrow will help it feel better.
I was actually doing pretty okay, but then my mom started talking about grades and how me and my brother keep having all B’s and we can do better and how I could get better grades if I focus more time on studying and stop playing video games and using my phone as much and how it was like when she was a kid and yeah, you get the point. So right now I don’t really feel like existing.
I just woke up from a nap and I had a dream about my best friend again; I’m feeling worse than I was earlier and am feeling pretty miserable right now. I’m hoping once I start playing a game that I feel a little better.