I'm feeling anger towards my former manager that fired me for absolutely no reason. She doesn't realize how much this has screwed me over. I'd be alright if she would have just given me the transfer, but no.
also feeling agitated, I've had a bad headache literally all day and I'm in pain. I did enjoy my morning but I've basically been feeling miserable since around noon, and it's not nearing 10pm. just gonna try to eat and write in my journal for a bit so I can go to bed.
Up-and-down. It's funny that due to my ASD, one little negative thing I read or hear about can put me in a very bad mood for a solid 30-60 minutes, and I lose all motivation to do anything else during this period. Though I usually recover from this "mood swing" rather quickly, there are other times where a certain negative thought continues to linger in my mind and pop up at random times throughout my day, like knowing that I cannot move out of my parents' house as soon as I'd like.
I've been ill the past two days (maybe COVID) with a full body ache, headache, sore throat etc, so feeling pretty rough! I'm also nervous because I need to call in sick to work today, which I've not done before :/
Feeling slightly better than I have been. I actually started back up learning to make a video game again. We'll see where it takes me and how long it'll go. It is still something I really want to do but multiple things got in the way after losing my project. I got so far before. I feel like I can finally start getting back to it but work at a slower pace and not worry how much I get done in a day. I hope that since the engine has a large update that it will be easier this time around. So much feels changed.
I also feel sad on an unrelated note, but I'm sure it is something that will pass as normal.
It's almost 10 AM and I have yet to wake up because I feel pretty groggy. I'm also feeling anxious about something, though it has nothing to do with me getting up late. :\