I have mixed feelings, but I think blessed is how I ultimately feel. Past few weeks it seemed like everything decided to break all at once, but needs are all met.
Really overwhelmed. Everything is going wrong and just when I think it can’t get any worse, something else breaks or there’s another mistake or problem to sort out. Being an adult is so hard
I just woke up and am feeling kinda meh. Lately every time I wake up, I feel like I’m panicking. I’ll feel better once I eat and take my medicine. I’m a little down but overall I’m doing pretty good. I’m looking forward to seeing the closing ceremony of the halloween event.
I’m feeling a little sleepy and still a little down since I miss my best friend; I woke up earlier to a dream about another friend I don’t talk to anymore. Overall, I’m feeling pretty good. I’m feeling guilty though I still haven’t picked out anything for my girls gotcha day; still can’t think about Christmas either. I’m doing pretty good but there is another part of me still struggling and not functioning normally.
I am feeling a little nervous about the results today but I know we will have to wait a little bit longer to hear them. I won't go into too much detail since I know we can't really talk about that stuff here which is fine! I'm just trying to relax at this point.
I’m kinda feeling triggered about something right now, maybe more than one thing. Also annoyed that I deleted a bunch of screenshots accidentally when I was trying to upload them .I think I’m okay but I’m really annoyed and frustrated.
Okay, so I'm tired right now. Doing as much homework as I can but I need my sleep too. I know it’s only about 7:30 where I’m at but I’m honestly getting sick of this happening all the time. (Not to mention my degrading productivity and missing homework T^T) I may need to look into my sleep schedule. It’s decent, but it could be better.
On a lighter note, I feel a little better doodling on my sketchbook. I accepted this lovely prompt in “Draw the User Above You” and I can’t wait to put my spin on it.