with the speaking up i meant more in a public environment.
I figured but I'd thought I'd ask since you seem pretty wise *u*
I won't ever give up on it!!!
Yes, I do have friends that I can be VERY open with, haha. I try not to let it bother me but it just...does? I get bothered pretty easily about a lot of things though. I should probably start looking for grey hairs now, haha @u@