Could what I'm explaining be some "branch" of asexual? Or am I just being odd?
it's all a bit....
but yeah, does it really matter, you are in a relationship. just cause you wonder or have thoughts, doesnt mean you need to explore them to reach fulfillment.
(unless you do, but then you'd know 
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don't sabotage a functioning relationship cause you wonder about things that you're not sure about.
there is such a thing as homoromantic asexuality of course.. it sounds tho, that you are generally more attracted to masculinity and look for these things in partners.. there are very masculine girls out there tho, as well as feminine boys and everything in between. so you can find the things you seek anywhere and you might find new things you didnt know you like, in different people.
it's ok, that you're open, but i'd say dont overthink it too much or try to rush it. it's not relevant for your current situation, so you shouldnt waste time on it. you say you dont think you could be intimate with a female person, but that might change, if you ever fall in love with someone, or of course you might see that your thoughts were right and you are asexual with females (there are plenty asexual women in this world tho, so no worries... also strong female friendships are a beautiful thing, no? it doesnt always have to be a relationship or based on attraction to be meaningful.).. in the end only you decide what kind of mashup of sexuality works for you and will in the future, your views might change. people change , peoples likes and dislikes change.
but as you said, just be mindful how you word things, especially when talking with or about transgender people about your specific attractions and exclusions, that can be touchy easy and might hurt some people. just be empathetic and not too blunt, ok? ^^
things like 'masc only' etc are generally rather frowned upon too..
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@pandycake: it's ok, we're just trying to make you see, how these things might affect others, so maybe you can understand things more and maybe come to accept it. we're all just trying to coexist and learn from each other.
