I'm craving peace and quiet in my brain. I am so overwhelmed and unable to think straight. I don't know if I will come out of this. Even with therapy and medication, I am spiralling in silent terror. Animal Crossing is a nice distraction when it works, but unfortunately I have school and work related responsibilities so I can't just hide under my 20lb weighted blanket and play Switch until I forget everything.
This is the perpetual struggle of living with treatment resistant depression, anxiety, and autism.
I'm craving steak because I haven't had any in a while and it's one of my favorite foods. I'm also craving red velvet cake because it's my favorite dessert.