it's been a few days since I posted in here bc I've been busy with work and my regularly scheduled stressing periods lol, but I have a lot to be happy/thankful for
★ I still haven't changed my avatar/signature yet for the fair but I have an idea and I'm gonna start working on it today
I'm also finally gonna start participating in fair stuff, for some reason I haven't really been in the fair spirit but I really do love some of the new collectibles and I want to participate to get them.
★ in speaking of the fair, I am
so grateful that the staff has gone through the effort of making a ticket tracker. I was really overwhelmed at the thought of trying to keep track of my participation and the staff is so awesome that they've taken that busy work out of it for me, even when they themselves have been super busy getting everything ready. the staff here is truly amazing
★ did a video call with my SO last night so we could watch Ouran High School Host Club together, and I've realized now that I really like this show. he was also like blushing the whole time watching me smile and laugh it was so great
★ I found a desk at a thrift store nearby that is about twice as big as the desk I currently have and I think it would be great to have that in my room. I hate how small and cramped my current desk is (bc I have my desktop and lamps on it, plus I use it for other things like playing video games on console and doing screen captures, drawing, clay sculpting, and lots of other stuff) so hopefully my dad will help me bring it home if I decide to buy it :3
★ doing a bit of cleaning and rearranging in my room today, trying to take it easy since for the last 5 days I've worked with only 1 day off and it's honestly draining my energy so much. luckily I don't have to work again til thursday.
★ my new squishmallow came yesterday and I'm just enamored w him, he's so hilarious and adorable
I also ordered a 3D World shirt with Cat Mario on it and I'm really excited for that to get here!!!
★ lastly I need to talk about my SO again. and just how absolutely positively beautiful and amazing he is as a person. I don't know how I was blessed to find someone like him. he loves me for all I am, my personality, my flaws, my triggers and mental health issues, my passions, just everything. he's so genuinely kind and reassuring, which I really appreciate because my mind likes to sabotage friendships by saying that someone doesn't really like me if they don't reassure me. he means so much to me and this last week, even though it's been really stressful, has been amazing just for the fact that I can message him and everything is okay again. I really can't wait for the day when we can actually meet in person and just spend a day together