I have parent issues myself(mostly dealing w/ my mom and her****ing LIES!!! Ugh..~
Same, - the college partCollege and certain people I used to consider my friends. Bunch of drama tbh.
School starting tomorrow and me being nervous. ;-;
Uggggh, good luck! What grade are you going to be in?ACK school starts the day after tomorrow for me, and I'm freaking out. Mainly because i've been so lazy all summer.
ACK school starts the day after tomorrow for me, and I'm freaking out. Mainly because i've been so lazy all summer.
My father. He is the only family I have,. I am the only family he has. But he is such an unloving, unsympathetic ***hole. He doesn't know how to be a father. He doesn't know how to express love to his daughter. He doesn't care about what I study in school, or care to financially support my academic pursuits. I am a model child (I like to think). I have never smoked or done drugs. I have great grades in school. Never been in trouble with the law. He has every reason to be proud of me. But he acknowledges he is ignorant and that he likes it that way. I am a first generation university student and so he doesn't understand how university works. I tried explaining to him today over the phone that my timetable had to change a bit and he got all up in my face about it. Big deal - he doesn't know how university works. He has never stepped foot in a university. I can't believe him sometimes. He makes me feel utterly worthless and unloved. I feel like if I killed myself he wouldn't care or think something ignorant like that it was over selfish reasons. He doesn't understand my mental illness. He doesn't understand anything. He just judges and criticizes. I can't take it anymore.
my dad likes to blame our family's financial state on me because i "waste too much on school". my father, also, does not care about any of my classes or grades. basically the only words he says to me are "hi" when he gets home and "night" when he goes to sleep.
WHAT A JERK!
I am sorry, but there are few things in this world more precious than education....
I hear you, and I sympathize with you. Thanks for your response.
going back to school tomorrow...
My father. He is the only family I have,. I am the only family he has. But he is such an unloving, unsympathetic ***hole. He doesn't know how to be a father. He doesn't know how to express love to his daughter. He doesn't care about what I study in school, or care to financially support my academic pursuits. I am a model child (I like to think). I have never smoked or done drugs. I have great grades in school. Never been in trouble with the law. He has every reason to be proud of me. But he acknowledges he is ignorant and that he likes it that way. I am a first generation university student and so he doesn't understand how university works. I tried explaining to him today over the phone that my timetable had to change a bit and he got all up in my face about it. Big deal - he doesn't know how university works. He has never stepped foot in a university. I can't believe him sometimes. He makes me feel utterly worthless and unloved. I feel like if I killed myself he wouldn't care or think something ignorant like that it was over selfish reasons. He doesn't understand my mental illness. He doesn't understand anything. He just judges and criticizes. I can't take it anymore.