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I want to find an appartment but I was mistaken in being put in front of the waiting list, so yeah...

Turns out I have probably a long wait ahead of me, which I can`t afford to. So I think I should proof to them that I`m cuckoo.

That won't take me long, so I guess I`m unbothered.
 
I have parent issues myself(mostly dealing w/ my mom and her****ing LIES!!! Ugh..~

My mum lies too, mainly to my dad about our conversation. I'm just really annoyed because it's kinda like my dream to fence for team GB and I work really hard for it everyday but apparently I don't do enough work and im going to fail anyway so I shouldnt even try.
 
College and certain people I used to consider my friends. Bunch of drama tbh.
 
My father. He is the only family I have,. I am the only family he has. But he is such an unloving, unsympathetic ***hole. He doesn't know how to be a father. He doesn't know how to express love to his daughter. He doesn't care about what I study in school, or care to financially support my academic pursuits. I am a model child (I like to think). I have never smoked or done drugs. I have great grades in school. Never been in trouble with the law. He has every reason to be proud of me. But he acknowledges he is ignorant and that he likes it that way. I am a first generation university student and so he doesn't understand how university works. I tried explaining to him today over the phone that my timetable had to change a bit and he got all up in my face about it. Big deal - he doesn't know how university works. He has never stepped foot in a university. I can't believe him sometimes. He makes me feel utterly worthless and unloved. I feel like if I killed myself he wouldn't care or think something ignorant like that it was over selfish reasons. He doesn't understand my mental illness. He doesn't understand anything. He just judges and criticizes. I can't take it anymore.
 
I can't get into my school google docs account and it has important work/ college essays/ etc. saved to it. I can't get the password reset either since it's actually run by the school, and there aren't any emails attached to it.
 
My father. He is the only family I have,. I am the only family he has. But he is such an unloving, unsympathetic ***hole. He doesn't know how to be a father. He doesn't know how to express love to his daughter. He doesn't care about what I study in school, or care to financially support my academic pursuits. I am a model child (I like to think). I have never smoked or done drugs. I have great grades in school. Never been in trouble with the law. He has every reason to be proud of me. But he acknowledges he is ignorant and that he likes it that way. I am a first generation university student and so he doesn't understand how university works. I tried explaining to him today over the phone that my timetable had to change a bit and he got all up in my face about it. Big deal - he doesn't know how university works. He has never stepped foot in a university. I can't believe him sometimes. He makes me feel utterly worthless and unloved. I feel like if I killed myself he wouldn't care or think something ignorant like that it was over selfish reasons. He doesn't understand my mental illness. He doesn't understand anything. He just judges and criticizes. I can't take it anymore.

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my dad likes to blame our family's financial state on me because i "waste too much on school". my father, also, does not care about any of my classes or grades. basically the only words he says to me are "hi" when he gets home and "night" when he goes to sleep.
 
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my dad likes to blame our family's financial state on me because i "waste too much on school". my father, also, does not care about any of my classes or grades. basically the only words he says to me are "hi" when he gets home and "night" when he goes to sleep.

WHAT A JERK!
I am sorry, but there are few things in this world more precious than education....
I hear you, and I sympathize with you. Thanks for your response.
 
WHAT A JERK!
I am sorry, but there are few things in this world more precious than education....
I hear you, and I sympathize with you. Thanks for your response.

i just feel like what you're going through is going to happen to me some day and i cannot stand to see anyone suffer like this ):
 
My father. He is the only family I have,. I am the only family he has. But he is such an unloving, unsympathetic ***hole. He doesn't know how to be a father. He doesn't know how to express love to his daughter. He doesn't care about what I study in school, or care to financially support my academic pursuits. I am a model child (I like to think). I have never smoked or done drugs. I have great grades in school. Never been in trouble with the law. He has every reason to be proud of me. But he acknowledges he is ignorant and that he likes it that way. I am a first generation university student and so he doesn't understand how university works. I tried explaining to him today over the phone that my timetable had to change a bit and he got all up in my face about it. Big deal - he doesn't know how university works. He has never stepped foot in a university. I can't believe him sometimes. He makes me feel utterly worthless and unloved. I feel like if I killed myself he wouldn't care or think something ignorant like that it was over selfish reasons. He doesn't understand my mental illness. He doesn't understand anything. He just judges and criticizes. I can't take it anymore.

I understand how you feel. My mother and father have been divorced for about 12 years and he doesn't pay my mother any child support and she is finally taking him to court. He doesn't care if I have school clothes, which my mother's boyfriend paid for since she couldn't afford to buy 2 girls clothes. He never talks to us, he's on our health care which MY MOTHER pays for, he doesn't even pay for our cell phones so we have no way to communicate with anybody if we were in trouble. I've never done drugs and everything, he used to be there for us but now it's like he doesn't exist. He's so selfish.
 
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