What's Bothering You?

Printing is a pain. Could it be the colors themselves and not the printer? Oftentimes I do a drawing that looks awesome on the screen and then it comes out way darker. I end up having to edit the colors so they look a little weird on screen but print better.
idk, i think it’s my parent’s printers problem because i don’t think it’s meant to print images (hp deskjet 1400) and i’d rather buy my own printer if i’ll be using it a lot. i tested a page and green came out yellow, and there were weird vertical lines on the paper.



anyway another vent: so i ended up researching more and i found a canon printer that i really like. however, it’s a bit more expensive than what i wanted to spend. but to get it shipped from amazon it’s like $19 😭 i ain’t paying that just for shipping and i can’t find it anywhere else. im planning on going to the store on friday to see what i can find there even though it’s not going to be the same printer.
 
I don't really think I have imposter syndrome but I feel it with my youtube channel sometimes and it sucks 😞


edit: I'm okay now, I think sometimes midnight thoughts happen (or in this case I woke up dealing w some anxiety) and I just need to remind myself that those thoughts are often irrational. my channel is doing just fine 😌
 
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My bee sting is still so hot and itchy even 2 days later. It probably doesn't help that I was scratching it in my sleep. The red lump is about the size of my palm. Gosh darn u bees, all of u
 
Getting married tomorrow, but it's just going to be a court house ceremony with my sister and her partner as witnesses. I'm so sad we don't get to have a wedding party, dress, or honeymoon but we just can't afford it....
 
I could really use a drink right now but can’t, because I gave it up out of principle.
 
That’s really wrong, taking pictures of people without their consent and posting them. Stuff like this makes me glad I’m not on Facebook anymore. If your pastime is making fun of people behind a computer screen, that’s just sad. Not too sure about the people liking the posts either. That’s just as bad.
 
I have this aunt who, every now and then, will take a picture of some complete stranger(s) that she sees out in public and post it on her Facebook profile, so that her and her friends can laugh about them (usually my aunt is making fun of their outfits).

It's been bugging me for years and IDK if I should call her out on it or not. She has a lot of friends, too. The most recent post has over 63 'likes'.

Like... dang, if we weren't related, would she make fun of my outfit like this?
Yeesh that's pretty cringe, they seem like the real losers here :/
 
My mom is really sick, and whever we think shes better I feel like she gets worse. I dont know what to do.

For the past three weeks ive been home helping her with anything. But idk whats gonna happen and its terrifying.

At least hhp dance semi cheered me up... but I still cried myself to sleep last night. I dont know what to do, or think.
 
nvm i still feel weird oversharing online, even if no one i know will ever see it!!
 
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someone made a really weird comment on one of my yt community posts abt my mii, I don't think it was intended to be rude but like if you're gonna act confused abt his gender and then somehow wedge the topic of homophobia in there then I think you need to get tf off my youtube channel 😅
 
Today is my birthday and the one thing I was looking forward to was going with my mum and grandparents to a restaurant for birthday lunch but when my mum was due to pick me up she cancelled

The reason she cancelled was because my nan needs someone with her today because she’s old and my grandad can’t look after her apparently
I’m just really let down but what can you do
 
My step-mom lectured me for a good 10 minutes about my laundry. She kept picking out my clothes from the basket and asking me, "Did you wear this?" and she gets angry because I keep telling her that I don't remember if I did.
"Are you serious? Can't you help me out at least a little? Are you telling me your memory is that bad? It's 5 days you have to remember. It's not that hard."
I'm just so frustrated with her. She knows I have a memory problem and she, yet again, has to use it against me or ridicule me for it. I'm sorry I have a crap memory, but I obviously can't control it. I have legitimate reasons why my memory is so bad but it's like my step-mom doesn't know or care. But what do you do.
 
Today is my birthday and the one thing I was looking forward to was going with my mum and grandparents to a restaurant for birthday lunch but when my mum was due to pick me up she cancelled

The reason she cancelled was because my nan needs someone with her today because she’s old and my grandad can’t look after her apparently
I’m just really let down but what can you do
This aged like milk I had to ride in an ambulance with my nan and I’m in hospital I don’t get a birthday meal at all I got crisps from a vending machine 😳
 
Why are so many things/people against introverts/ism?
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It just seems like a lot of things are built against it or engineered to push it out of "normalcy".
Many people view/believe it to be a flaw or weakness, even "bad" or worse than what it is in reality. 🤥
Like, why?! It's not even rare to be an introvert so..🙄😶‍🌫️
Bah! 😮‍💨
 
feeling particularly lonely and sad today 😞

I don't even know why. it's just a normal day. but nothing I've done so far could shake off that feeling. it's honestly unbearable.

but I know not every day will be a good one. I guess I need to be extra kind to myself today.
 
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