What's Bothering You?

Why is stress so debilitating?

I'm exhausted. The past six weeks have been so rough and they've finally taken their toll on me emotionally, mentally, and physically. So glad I booked today off, but so far I've spent it sat on the couch feeling incapable of doing anything. On the verge of cancelling 66% of my weekend plans just to rest and work on getting my appetite/sleep back to normal. The only thing stopping me cancelling it all is that my girlfriend's generously paid for us and two friends to go to an escape room tomorrow. I don't feel bad about losing money for the event ticket I paid for myself - but I won't waste someone else's money.

I'm out of the country for three days next week. Then after that life goes back to normal August 19th.
 
so sick two days ago that I couldn't get out of bed. so depressed yesterday that I cried at work and had racing thoughts all evening. and now I'm so tired and sleepy today that I'm irritable and I can't get out of bed and do anything this morning without feeling like I'm gonna crash.

guess I'm not allowed to have a few weeks of feeling normal without having a week where all of my emotions spill out at once and cause me to feel overwhelmed and upset.
 
I can’t stand my parents sometimes. They always say that I’m not serious in school, but I am. I’m trying as hard as I can but they just don’t see it. Maybe I could try a little harder, but they act like I just don’t care at all. Why are they the way they are?

Anyway, I had some other things to complain about, but I decided not to say it because I’m sure a majority of people in this thread don’t care about what I have to say, and the four people that did open this spoiler are probably off put by the fact that this sounds like this was written by a 5 year old, so I’m just going to stop being an ******* and let other people use the thread.
 
It's my best friend's bachelorette party tonight and I can't be there 💔

I also thought I'd be hanging out with some colleagues today but that also didn't happen 😕

Just feeling a bit sad, I could've really done with a distraction today

just saw online that my colleagues are hanging out without me...I feel like such an intruder in their lives when I ask to hang out like why do I even try lol
 
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I’m very sick. In the middle of August. In Florida. I literally can’t sleep because my head’s pounding at me AND I’m permanently overheated even when without blankets. So now I’ll be sleep deprived on top of all the pain. And the worst part is this is in the middle of the Fair. I wanted to earn as many tickets as possible so I could get what I want. I’ve already been overexerting myself, now I’ll have to do so while deeply ill.

I’m in extreme pain and can’t get my hot body to sleep for more than an hour. Please pray for me.
 
I'm flying overseas for the first time in 2 weeks. It's going to be a 6+ hour flight.

I think that the closer I get, the more dread I feel for it.

There's no particular reason why I feel nervous. That's just how anxiety is.

Maybe my brain isn't comprehending what being that high up will feel like. I've only been overseas in a boat.

It might just be a big nothing burger too. I might get up there and enjoy it. Who knows. (Ay, I'm sure not living up my username, huh).
 
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I hate even-numbered years. Why, exactly? The non-stop political ads that are run on TV and the radio. The frequency gets worse the closer to election day you get. These ads make me want to take a hammer to my TV because of how negative they can be. Oh, and don't forget the political texts you get on your phone that seemingly come from a different phone number every time. I've basically forced myself to pay for a premium auto-text blocker just so I don't have to see them.
 
lowkey hate when I wake up at 5:30 in the morning and can't go back to sleep lol. but at least I'm not so tired that I feel like a zombie. maybe I'll go get an iced coffee and a doughnut.
update on this, I was awake for like two and a half hours and then I took a short nap and now I feel better 💗

also, minor bother, but I think I might need to go through my art tread and re-upload a bunch of my drawings on there. the images hosted by ImgBB keep breaking for seemingly no reason and it's really annoying. I can't even see my most recent drawing from a few weeks ago, and I tried to upload recent files I made and they wouldn't show up at all, not even with a broken image picture. it just sucks because I really don't like editing older posts because of the timestamp, but I don't have a choice if I want my images to show up in my art gallery.
 
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