xSuperMario64x
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I wish I could go back to Ontario 
What's Bothering You?
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themysterybidder
Bye everyone!
Some of you may know that for many years my brother and I didn't get on well at all. However, last September my Dad told him that if he didn't start being nicer to me he would need to leave. All I wanted was him not to shout, not to call me every name under the sun and throw things and shout when he got up into his room. Remember that he's 43! Even to the extent my Dad made him book a viewing for a flat. Everything had been going well, until this evening. I asked him a simple question in a nice manner, as I believe if you want to be treated with respect treat others with it. However, he started giving me abuse and shouting at me again. 
I asked him in front of my Dad as before my brother has said I've antagonized him and that's why he's shouted at me. Thankfully, without even asking my Dad stepped in and told him he's a step closer to leaving again. I don't want him to leave, but I can't cope with walking on eggshells again with him.
UPDATE: He's just brought his dishes for me to clean and my Dad had dropped a cooling pad he's got for his hip. Instead of waiting and letting me pick it up, he just kicked it across the hall. What an idiot.
I asked him in front of my Dad as before my brother has said I've antagonized him and that's why he's shouted at me. Thankfully, without even asking my Dad stepped in and told him he's a step closer to leaving again. I don't want him to leave, but I can't cope with walking on eggshells again with him.UPDATE: He's just brought his dishes for me to clean and my Dad had dropped a cooling pad he's got for his hip. Instead of waiting and letting me pick it up, he just kicked it across the hall. What an idiot.
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xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
I totally forgot about the physical item restock, I guess I won't be able to get an enamel pin after all... 
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Have a great day/night!~ ♡
I’m feeling a bit lonely my parents took my brother to college and won’t be back until Tuesday.
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I hope you get well soonWent to bed with a headache…. Just woke up and it’s still here. I hate this so much.
ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
I've waited till I calmed down a bit to post, but I'm still feeling like crap. I had another breakdown in front of my family, this time with my grandma included. It was for a pretty trivial reason, too; My grandma started asking me questions about college. I felt a little pressured, but I would've been fine if my step-mom wasn't making rude comments every time I said something. ("You're lying/making excuses", "that's why you've been doing nothing all summer", "thanks for wasting my time and money", etc.)
I guess telling my family that I wasn't going to college this semester was a shock. It's also the first time I told them how I truly felt, that I only applied because I felt pressured to by them/my school even though I wasn't ready. Now I'm scared that I disappointed my family and that they won't ever be proud of me. There was so much more I wanted to say, but I bit my tongue; Not like they ever cared to listen or understand.
I wish I wasn't so ****ing sensitive. I hate my emotional vulnerability.
I guess telling my family that I wasn't going to college this semester was a shock. It's also the first time I told them how I truly felt, that I only applied because I felt pressured to by them/my school even though I wasn't ready. Now I'm scared that I disappointed my family and that they won't ever be proud of me. There was so much more I wanted to say, but I bit my tongue; Not like they ever cared to listen or understand.
I wish I wasn't so ****ing sensitive. I hate my emotional vulnerability.
I have a teacher who swears quite a lot. And the worst part is that I have her in my first period.
As some of you know swearing makes me uncomfortable, so I was a little shocked when I heard her speak during my first day back at school not too long ago.
I decided to talk to her about that, but then she was like, "Well sorry but you can't control other people's actions, just how you react to them." Unfortunately, what she said was pretty much the truth.
I have a case manager, thankfully, so he's going to be talking to her about this issue. I hope it gets resolved quickly because he told me she's a reasonable person (a statement I'm still questioning).
As some of you know swearing makes me uncomfortable, so I was a little shocked when I heard her speak during my first day back at school not too long ago.
I decided to talk to her about that, but then she was like, "Well sorry but you can't control other people's actions, just how you react to them." Unfortunately, what she said was pretty much the truth.
I have a case manager, thankfully, so he's going to be talking to her about this issue. I hope it gets resolved quickly because he told me she's a reasonable person (a statement I'm still questioning).
I wouldn’t even think she’d be allowed to do that, what in the world?
-My psych meds are giving me confused thoughts. At least that was the conclusion me and my dad thinks.
-My mom's side of the family are so distant to me because of mom herself being...herself UGH!
-My mentor is getting under my skin with his decisions and his actions. I don't want to be near him anymore. I just don't.
Can I cry now?
-My mom's side of the family are so distant to me because of mom herself being...herself UGH!
-My mentor is getting under my skin with his decisions and his actions. I don't want to be near him anymore. I just don't.
Can I cry now?
At what point can I stick up for myself and not be seen as 'not an adult'?
I can't wait to get in at my new job in less than two weeks, without any *******s because I know everyone. It's family-owned and there's only like 8 employees, one of them being my mom.
At this point, I just feel unlikable because in one day:
- I am told to bag for a few minutes but I'm immediately told off by the other one saying to get back to my register to ring out (which had nothing to do with the task I was assigned to by the other manager).
- Once being told I was indeed supposed to be bagging, she tells me to do so in a frustrated tone (probably upset that she was wrong).
- I bring a damaged item to a cart and hand it to the person next to her, saying that it's damaged and one of the soda cans is leaking. She decides to put in her two cents despite me not talking to her. "We know it's leaking, we can see it" in a very sarcastic tone.
- She makes sarcastic comments, like "why am I here" or "I know you didn't know what you were doing" when I have to call for help at a register. There are some things you need a manager for like a coupon override or a price check.
I think it's a miracle I lasted five hours of the day, and I'm sure you can guess what happened.
I called her a *****, because a manager shouldn't be acting like that. And low-key think she got her title due to seniority because that's a thing at that job where you're everything if you've been there for 10+ years, and otherwise you're dog ****.
I got sent home in the middle of my shift. Being treated like I'm nothing isn't worth $12 an hour. When jobs value seniority they end up with *******s like that as management.
I knew going back there was a terrible idea, because I'm right back where I started. I tried for five hours, but there's a point that I have to defend myself. I shouldn't have to be talked down on just to earn a paycheck.
If being an adult means not being able to defend yourself from *******s, I don't want to be an adult.
- I am told to bag for a few minutes but I'm immediately told off by the other one saying to get back to my register to ring out (which had nothing to do with the task I was assigned to by the other manager).
- Once being told I was indeed supposed to be bagging, she tells me to do so in a frustrated tone (probably upset that she was wrong).
- I bring a damaged item to a cart and hand it to the person next to her, saying that it's damaged and one of the soda cans is leaking. She decides to put in her two cents despite me not talking to her. "We know it's leaking, we can see it" in a very sarcastic tone.
- She makes sarcastic comments, like "why am I here" or "I know you didn't know what you were doing" when I have to call for help at a register. There are some things you need a manager for like a coupon override or a price check.
I think it's a miracle I lasted five hours of the day, and I'm sure you can guess what happened.
I called her a *****, because a manager shouldn't be acting like that. And low-key think she got her title due to seniority because that's a thing at that job where you're everything if you've been there for 10+ years, and otherwise you're dog ****.
I got sent home in the middle of my shift. Being treated like I'm nothing isn't worth $12 an hour. When jobs value seniority they end up with *******s like that as management.
I knew going back there was a terrible idea, because I'm right back where I started. I tried for five hours, but there's a point that I have to defend myself. I shouldn't have to be talked down on just to earn a paycheck.
If being an adult means not being able to defend yourself from *******s, I don't want to be an adult.
I can't wait to get in at my new job in less than two weeks, without any *******s because I know everyone. It's family-owned and there's only like 8 employees, one of them being my mom.
Some random guy in his underwear decided to run around in the super busy road so I ran after him. Luckily the cars stopped and I held his hand and brought him over to the side walk. He was high and gross and I really didn't wanna touch him but it was like a split second decision. It's like he had no idea what was going on. Then he decided to bend my hand back as hard as he could but thank god the police showed up and I let them deal with him. Now I'm home and I washed my hands a bunch of times and changed all my clothes. My hand feels okay now but the image of him in his tighty whiteys shall be burned into my mind forever lmao
VernalLapin
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My tumblr account just got terminated for no ****ing reason. I’m gonna try to contact support but man what a ****ing headache.
Dunquixote
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I’m doing better than I was earlier, ofc, i had to message my friend now because i didn’t hear back from yet. i’m so scared he doesn’t want to be friends with me anymore. I’m trying not to think anything else right now or expect to hear from him, but it’s hard. he really meant everything to me and hearing from him less and less is just hurting me so much.
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That sounds ridiculous coming from a teacher.
I'm not a teacher, but even with my limited knowledge as a young adult, I know you can control your own actions and extend basic courtesy to others. There are some instances in which boundaries need to be established and being told 'you can't control my actions' is a very toxic and entitled attitude to have.
Personally relating it: My older cousin always texts while driving. I'm constantly telling him to put the phone down. It's true that I can't control his actions, but it's courteous for him to listen because he's endangering others and quite honestly making me uncomfortable by having his eyes off the road.
Should I just change how I react and accept his behavior? That could cost me my life. I've already given up with my aunt who will just shout when told anything she doesn't like.
ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
I'm starting to think that my stepmom is sick of me and wants me out of the house ASAP. Every time I ask her for help (especially for things like my clinic appointment), she has to get all pissy about it before telling me to do it myself. It's already sparked a few arguments with my parents. I can't tell if my feelings are justified or if I'm just overreacting. I trust her in telling her these things and asking for help (something I tend to NOT do), and I'm left hurt instead.
The good news is that I just learned that my accommodations for school allow me to use headphones in class, so at least 1st period should be more tolerable.
The bad news is that my parents don't want me to bring them to school. Noises distract and overwhelm me, yet I'm expected to get "used to it" because not everyone is like that. Ugh. Alternatives are out of the question; ear plugs feel uncomfortable, and people are gonna look at me weird if I wear ear defenders.
The bad news is that my parents don't want me to bring them to school. Noises distract and overwhelm me, yet I'm expected to get "used to it" because not everyone is like that. Ugh. Alternatives are out of the question; ear plugs feel uncomfortable, and people are gonna look at me weird if I wear ear defenders.
Dunquixote
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I can’t stop crying because my best friend replied to my happy birthday. he might be busy or at work when he replied but it still hurt all he said was hey and ty 
. No how are you? i hope you’re okay (he’s not that type to say that ofc). i haven’t eaten or taken my medicine yet. I’m so sad.
I have a few things that made me happy but I still can’t help being sad right now. I miss my best friend and I want him back and the way things were.
Also still embarrassed for making a dumb joke earlier with some friends. I need to stop trying to joke when I know it is not going to be funny and fall flat.
. No how are you? i hope you’re okay (he’s not that type to say that ofc). i haven’t eaten or taken my medicine yet. I’m so sad.I have a few things that made me happy but I still can’t help being sad right now. I miss my best friend and I want him back and the way things were.
Also still embarrassed for making a dumb joke earlier with some friends. I need to stop trying to joke when I know it is not going to be funny and fall flat.
I'm in so much pain that I scream make noise whenever I sit/stand. I had to get someone to half-lift me off the couch last time I needed to get up. Even though I hate it I must admit that it was pretty funny.
ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
I'm glad I finally got my antibiotics but my step-mom had to make everything difficult every step of the way. I'm sorry I got sick and you're legally obligated to take care of my health. She was arguing with my dad the whole time and was taking her anger out on me. I'm pissed off, tired, and drained. I feel like a nuisance for needing help.
Please don't reply, I just really needed to vent.
Please don't reply, I just really needed to vent.
