What's Bothering You?

[SkyKnight03]

Thank you to one of my relatives who decided to 'lecture' me on stuff I should have already accomplished at my age.

It's never 'how are things going'? it's always 'i'm going to talk over you and yell all my criticisms and not let you get a word in'. Especially when I've been making a genuine effort to push through depression this year and life has been progressive. Slowly, but I've been moving forward and it's been a good year personally. Maybe I'm still not perfect, but yeah sure, sit there and criticize me in front of others.

This type of thing makes me want to eventually cut contact with my family. Like my older siblings have mostly done.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

never mind, I'm okay now

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

I think the Waluigi pinball theme got taken off of youtube again.

 

[Clock]

Nevermind, im fine now.

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

What is going on with Steel Ball Run?

 

[Beanz]

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[xSuperMario64x]

I feel annoyed and overstimulated, I wish I could go home and not have to talk to anyone or deal with anything for a while.

 

[Dim]

Bumped into my neighbor during my walks and saw their family dog was missing an eye. She said it had to be removed due to glaucoma. It was just very heartbreaking to see, especially after what my dog went through when she got older. She had cataracts in both her eyes and eventually went completely blind. It got so hard for her and it's tough seeing it happen to other dogs, especially this one. He's always so chill but friendly, always saying hi to me when I see him. I didn't think he was up there in his age though already though.

 

[Croconaw]

Spoiler

It's nobody here, but I'm almost certain one person doesn't like me in another Discord group I'm part of for absolutely no reason at all.

As dumb as it sounds, this person has been rude towards me since I changed part of my name in the group to Japanese characters, meaning Croconaw. That person also has Japanese characters in their name so they may think I'm just copying them, but that isn't the case.

I used the name long before joining that specific group. I'm thinking of changing it back to see if anything changes, but I doubt it'll change anything now. It's just... weird to say 'hello' in the group and be replied to by that one specific person, 'bye.'

I haven't said anything, but it's really making me not want to spend time in that group as much. I feel unwelcome.

 

[Chris]

Just realised we've extended family visiting this evening - and staying overnight.

There goes our plans for a chill day/evening. Especially as she has to do 4-6hrs of work (overtime).

Edit: turns out my partner cancelled on them several days ago and forgot to tell me.

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

I just lost 6+ hours of my Stardew Valley progress because my save wasn't synchronized between PCs and my brother unintentionally backed up the save from yesterday instead of today. I'm not mad at him, just really disappointed. I don't feel like playing now. :\

 

[Suguri]

I feel lonely. I mean, I've already been lonely before, but it hasn't made me feel this gloomy in a while. Also missing a person dear to me again.

And I'm gonna go back to school on Monday. Great.

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EDIT: My dad barged into my room and he tried to convince me to join one of the school's sports teams just so I can socialize with people. (He's done this many times before.) I tried to tell him I don't like sports but he doesn't believe me. How else am I supposed to socialize when students make me uncomfortable?

I think I'm going to cry to sleep. I feel so bothered I can't even bring myself to brush my teeth (it's almost 11 PM by the way.)

 

[VernalLapin]

Gosh, does envy really gotta be physical too. It makes my entire torso ache i swear lol. Anyway this is kinda petty I’m really grateful for my life.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

Spoiler

lately I've been feeling really sad when I go to bed at night, even if my evening was okay. I don't know if it's because I'm lonely, or maybe because it's a chance for me to reflect on everything that's weighing me down right now, or what it is. it's just a difficult feeling to deal with

I know that life is full of hard feelings that we have to live with sometimes, but... it's tiring, and not in a good way.

 

[Giddy]

Really trying to get some creative writing done, there's a part of it that I am just - it's not commuting today
And then I am getting distracted

My mind:
Music
Pokemon
Animal crossing
random youtube videos

 

[chocovelvetcake]

Spoiler

Work has been very stressful for me lately. Most of the housekeepers at the nursing home are either sick with covid or on their day off, and I'm the ONLY housekeeper available today there's another housekeeper here, but she's on laundry duty. My boss gave me a list of all the rooms to clean she wants all of them cleaned today, and there's 48 rooms in total I gotta clean! I honestly rather get COVID-19 than deal with this crap.

 

[Chronos314_XD]

Spoiler

Work has been very stressful for me lately. Most of the housekeepers at the nursing home are either sick with covid or on their day off, and I'm the ONLY housekeeper available today there's another housekeeper here, but she's on laundry duty. My boss gave me a list of all the rooms to clean she wants all of them cleaned today, and there's 48 rooms in total I gotta clean! I honestly rather get COVID-19 than deal with this crap.

48 rooms?! In one day?! That's way too much to put on only ONE person!

 

[-Apples-]

Why do I always get bored so easily?

 

[Giddy]

I have this beauty, but it's not working as I'd like.
The moment I got it, the left controller, if you're not moving it, my player keeps moving upwards. 0.o
And now, the right controller wont move down, so I cant see things from above very well.
Maybe I should've brought it back to where I bought it.
At some point I need to get a new controller or right and left thingies since mine are being fustrating anyways.

 

[VernalLapin]

I feel like **** physically I just woke up from THREE crazy complicated dreams and I need to get **** done today