My mom is making me feel like a bad person. It's like nothing I do is right.
She previously told me that she was using my dad for a place to live. She told me she was 'giving him favors' to keep him around, and that's how I was born. I was a little hurt by it because I'm closer with my dad. As a result, she told me that I should be happier because I wouldn't have otherwise been born.
I was having a snack a few days ago and I gently nudged one of her cats out of the way with my foot (obviously without shoes on) to have some peace, and she went on to imply that I was kicking the cat.
A few days ago, a pair of scissors went missing and I wasn't making as big a deal as she was about it. She said the cats could potentially get cut on the pair of scissors and that I'd be responsible if I went to sleep. She told me I was acting like Jeffrey Dahmer because I wasn't making a huge fuss over this whole thing. I wanted to get some sleep, but tbh, if it were earlier in the day, I'm not sure I'd be freaking out as much as she was either way. I hope it doesn't make me a bad person.
She told me that I'm ungrateful because she's never heard me say 'thank you' a day in her life, which isn't true at all. Now, whenever I do nice things for people, even saying a simple 'thank you,' I'm only doing so because I want to be seen as a good person and not because I mean it.
I wish I was living with my dad again.