What's Bothering You?

An old friend from 3 years ago can't seem to get the clue that I don't play the games they used to and while I try to ask them how they've been they accuse me of stealing from them in the game i don't play

plus they're just being rude
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to top it off they know a friend that doesn't know my email and I've been trying to get them to please tell them "this is your old friend's email"

but no they keep talking about a game that i grew out of years ago -.-

that other friend I'm trying to contact is really important to me and I might never be able to talk to them again
 
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I can’t believe that the biggest hypochondriac I’ve ever met irl. The same person who flipped out months ago and insisted they were sick, got mad at everyone for not wearing masks and called it “American pride”. Will not wear one now because it’s against their rights, and says quarantine should never have happened.

Ok Karen.
 
I hate my job giving surveys over the phone. I thought I'd toughened up over the last 6 months, but it's hard to take a couple straight hours of verbal abuse (bless you kind people I speak with). I have a lot affecting my mental health rn (plus I can't even talk to anyone about it), and I feel so defeated, I've cried during both shifts this week (although I'm able to stop crying w/o having to quit mid-shift). I'm starting to recognize my mental health is really failing and negatively affecting my physical health. I'm also really nervous about quitting since jobs are hard to come by, and since Covid, I've been able to work from the upstairs room at home... I don't know what to do :c
 
It's only 5:30 but I just want to go to sleep and forget about how boring my life is rn for a bit T__T



Edit: I'd rather not make an extra post.

I really want to create new art for one of my OCs, but I'm pretty tired of using Colors 3D for art since I realize now that it seriously hinders the quality of the pictures (which makes me mad cause I put a ton of effort into my lineart just for the exporter to butcher it). I really want to get the app Procreate since I've heard a lot of good stuff about it, but I don't own an iPad. They're way out of my price range.My dad has one but I think it belongs to the company that he works for so that's a bust. Plus I need a good stylus for drawing as well, I can't just go to the store and buy a $5 stylus cause most of them don't have the really tiny tip on them (I want a stylus that looks more like a 3DS stylus, not a wide tip pen).

So yeah I'm basically stuck with Colors 3D and I hate ittt :,,,,,,,)
 
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I hate my job giving surveys over the phone. I thought I'd toughened up over the last 6 months, but it's hard to take a couple straight hours of verbal abuse (bless you kind people I speak with). I have a lot affecting my mental health rn (plus I can't even talk to anyone about it), and I feel so defeated, I've cried during both shifts this week (although I'm able to stop crying w/o having to quit mid-shift). I'm starting to recognize my mental health is really failing and negatively affecting my physical health. I'm also really nervous about quitting since jobs are hard to come by, and since Covid, I've been able to work from the upstairs room at home... I don't know what to do :c
Sorry to hear you have been struggling with this! My boyfriend's mom did that same job for years and she also had to put up with terrible verbal abuse. You don't deserve to go through that.

I'm not very good with advice but I would personally not quit until you had another job lined up. Only you know how much you can handle though. I hope things get better soon for you.
 
Sorry to hear you have been struggling with this! My boyfriend's mom did that same job for years and she also had to put up with terrible verbal abuse. You don't deserve to go through that.

I'm not very good with advice but I would personally not quit until you had another job lined up. Only you know how much you can handle though. I hope things get better soon for you.

Thanks <3 I really appreciate it. Honestly, I broke out sobbing mid shift tonight because I just couldn't take the screaming. I'll have to deal with the aftermath tomorrow, but at least I won't have to deal with anyone putting me down or screaming in my ears anymore. Not sure what I will do about income (I could always suffer the blow of moving back home if worst came to worst), but I can only move forward. I'm glad your boyfriend's mom doesn't have to work that job anymore either. The money just isn't worth it. Thanks again for your support, it means a lot to me rn~
 
I stepped out of the shower, got flooded with memories of my old cat coming to beg for sink water, and then I started crying. Why...
 
I'm starting to have mental breakdowns about... well... something I can't say here, and I guess that fact bothers me even more.... since typing this isn't making me feel better.
 
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Sheesh, lots of grumpy people calling today. I'm too tired to deal with them. I also have to do our team meetings on webcam today which I am not looking forward to at all.
 
Staying up this long has apparently made me lose some of my sanity. Seriously, now I'm being bothered by the fact I have had dumb thoughts that just... mindlessly happened without my control. Yeah... It never bothered me before. So why now?
 
I give up with that IKEA plushie, like how you decide on having that not widely available. Sheesh.
 
Cut and bleached my hair today. Look like I belong in a 90s boy band. Need to play with it more tomorrow.
If that means a JE band ur good man

Kinda glad mine turned out great with the ombre style. At least I don't have to deal with that horrible brown-red colour I had going on
 
If that means a JE band ur good man

Kinda glad mine turned out great with the ombre style. At least I don't have to deal with that horrible brown-red colour I had going on
Right now I guess it has a sort of blond Koki Tanaka vibe. 😂

Ooh that sounds lovely!
 
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