What's Bothering You?


Hey, listen up bud - you are somebody. Don't feel unaccomplished just because of the slow change - you're still hella young. You've done great ****ing things already man. I see you trying to be positive out here on the forums; you've graduated university (which is a MAJOR accomplishment); you've dealt with your personal ****; and tons more. I couldn't be more proud of you, Riley. To be fair, the pandemic does suck ass. It's making everything terrible. Don't let this slow pace make you feel worthless man. 'Cause lemma tell ya, you're the exact opposite. <3
 
Hey, listen up bud - you are somebody. Don't feel unaccomplished just because of the slow change - you're still hella young. You've done great ****ing things already man. I see you trying to be positive out here on the forums; you've graduated university (which is a MAJOR accomplishment); you've dealt with your personal ****; and tons more. I couldn't be more proud of you, Riley. To be fair, the pandemic does suck ass. It's making everything terrible. Don't let this slow pace make you feel worthless man. 'Cause lemma tell ya, you're the exact opposite. <3

Thanks, Dawn. I suppose you’re right. I guess it’s just one of those feelings where I don’t think I’m accomplishing things at the rate I would like to. Never really feel like anything I accomplish is enough for me. Thanks for your words though; I’m already starting to feel better.

Now if I can stop waking up in the middle of the night that would be great, lmao.
 
Plenty of good modern artists in the genre! Synthpop/darkwave/etc makes up the bulk of what I listen to.
Haven't heard of darkwave until now.
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Feeling pretty disillusioned with my life lately. I still only have the same job I had since May and I don’t even enjoy it that much. I can’t drive. I‘ve never had an SO and I’m 23, probably for good reasons. I want to get a second job with more hours so I can move out, but the places I want to work at won’t hire me and the jobs I don’t care for are looking for people. It’s almost as if nothing has changed in my life since I graduated from university, the only change being I’m no longer in school and I have a part time job at the moment. I’m sick of this virus and just pretty sick with my life lately and that it doesn’t seem to change at all. Probably because I’m next to worthless as a human being. Always being in the shadows of friends I’ve made and then having past friends both IRL and online take advantage of my loyalty and use me. I’m sick of being used and I won’t tolerate it anymore. I want to be somebody.
Take your meds.
 
I accidentally sat on my glasses and now I have to wait a few weeks to get replacements.
 
Why do I have a hard time accepting myself
Even though I'm greatful for everything I have, its just that I'm never fully glad.
Just don't copy my quote
 
I keep falling into a daydreaming rabbit hole

my life is just getting stressful and it's gotten to where I'd rather live in a fantasy world than real life

I don't like doing anything anymore and I want to curl up and go to sleep all the time
 
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