What's Bothering You?

i'm just fed up with so many things right now. i have the incredible urge to message the people who sent me into a mental spiral over the summer, and let them have a piece of my mind about how awful they are, but what's the point? they couldn't have cared less if i was dead. in fact, i'm starting to honestly think they all plotted together in hopes to get me to a point of mental instability where i'd never be able to recover. no one has ever made it so clear that they wanted to destroy me before, but these people who lied to me about caring about me, loving me, and gaslighted me repeatedly... wow. to think, i would have done anything for them, and this is the thanks i get.
Damn :( My advice would be that you just stop care about them and focus on the healing and therapy that you might need. Such people are definitely not worth wasting anything down to braincells on.
 
i'm just fed up with so many things right now. i have the incredible urge to message the people who sent me into a mental spiral over the summer, and let them have a piece of my mind about how awful they are, but what's the point? they couldn't have cared less if i was dead. in fact, i'm starting to honestly think they all plotted together in hopes to get me to a point of mental instability where i'd never be able to recover. no one has ever made it so clear that they wanted to destroy me before, but these people who lied to me about caring about me, loving me, and gaslighted me repeatedly... wow. to think, i would have done anything for them, and this is the thanks i get.
Manipulation and cruel behavior are the absolute worst. I am so sorry to hear that you've been dealing with this kind of behavior for so long. You are SO strong. I wouldn't spend anymore time on them. Try to focus on moving forward and finding things (and people) that will bring you feelings of comfort. Reach out anytime! ❤
 
Uh...
Something that's bothering me is...
well...
can't really sleep. I've been having nightmares about things...
 
YouTube, just because I watched one video on a particular channel/topic doesn’t really mean I want to watch more of it. It’s annoying.
Yeah also that dumb Mariya Takeuchi funk song that keeps popping up in suggestions just casue someone ****ed up algorithms.. is there some way to block a certain video lol
 
Yeah also that dumb Mariya Takeuchi funk song that keeps popping up in suggestions just casue someone ****ed up algorithms.. is there some way to block a certain video lol
idk...
maybe watch something of a different topic, to get rid of suggested?
 
idk...
maybe watch something of a different topic, to get rid of suggested?
I did that like all night last night actually but yeah someone ****ed with youtube so it keeps getting up lol, I think best you can do is report why it's up lol
 
possibly. you could report the video and it should be out?
Yeah, or at least so they take out the algorithm stuff from it. I don't like the song and the picture on the video is really annoying to see all the time.

Apparently it was down for some time but now it got up again :/
 
Yeah, or at least so they take out the algorithm stuff from it. I don't like the song and the picture on the video is really annoying to see all the time.

Apparently it was down for some time but now it got up again :/
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someone certainly ruined the YouTube algorithm...
 
I terraformed one part of my town weirdly for the cafe event and forgot to turn my photo in ;-;
 
I feel like my body is in constant state of changes, one day I feel skinny and the other I feel like my stomach is sticking out too much, like why u gotta be like that??? Make up your mind???
 
Why did you think it was a good idea to NOT tell me company was gonna be over, like, ya know, yesterday maybe? Why did you tell me this literally minutes after I woke up and the company is already here?
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