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What's Bothering You?

Im sick. Everytime there's something wrong (didn't get enough sleep, didn't get enough food, etc) it always come to my stomach first. Even if I only eat late once. The next day i will feel nauseous. It usually not that bad, but now it's really bad. I usually don't vomit and still can sleep well. But now, ive been vomiting since yesterday morning. I can't sleep, i can't eat, it's horrible.
 
so,, just emailed my english teacher in regards to why i haven’t been attending class and doing schoolwork. i’ve kept her in the dark about my mental health and my home life for like, the entirety of this class and i’m really anxious about letting her know and not knowing what her response will be. 😬
 
Half my teeth want to come out but they wont and i'm going to scream. All I want to do is eat food normally.
I hate the fact that I started to lose them way later than normal childrenn
 
i should give away those xmas gifts collectibles cause cba making selling threads anymore lol
 
just realized that eating too little actually causes your metabolism to slow down which causes weight gain. apparently when your body doesn't get calories/food it actually targets your muscles and turns that into glucose before it burns fat. so basically eating less is not the way to lose weight. I'm such a dummy lol.

on the good side, i found out that eating late doesn't actually cause you to gain weight, it can simply lead to poor food choices (like sweets and junk food). last night I actually skipped dinner cause by the time I noticed I hadn't eaten it was like 10:30pm. I might need to set a schedule for myself whoops. can't afford to miss dinner if I want to lose weight 😩😩
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i should give away those xmas gifts collectibles cause cba making selling threads anymore lol
I love me some robots 👀
 
I'm mad at myself for splurging on random things when I should have been saving it for a guitar/amp upgrade I need. I still have a bit of money... but now it's going to be really hard to earn $200+.
 
I’m really regretting not learning Mandarin and Cantonese now, since half of my family speaks it. Well, there’s this really nice elderly Cantonese-speaking woman who has been friends with my grandmother since they were teenagers. She comes over to my house every week to cook meals and clean while asking nothing in return. My Mandarin is very very poor, and my Cantonese even worse, it just doesn’t help that she can only speak Cantonese and a bit of Mandarin fluently.
I have been cooking more often and she is usually in the kitchen too, I just can’t help but to get frustrated whenever the slightest thing I do is wrong, she just says “No” and just ’fixes’ it for me. I try to clean up after myself? No, I can’t do that. I try to organize the refrigerator? No, it doesn’t look good. I don’t mind if it’s once or twice and something I’m doing happens to be very incorrect, but it has been constant and every week. Even if it’s a small mistake or something I am perfectly fine doing on my own, she always has to help me out. I think it’s a very kind gesture for her to do all of this hospitality for our family, but I just wish I can just communicate with her in Cantonese and not make a fool out of myself every time.
 
my dad made dinner but I have to do my crunch exercises before I can eat. the food will be cold by the time I'm done :,,,,(
 
I got hosed on a trade involving Magic the Gathering cards. The guy sold me counterfeits and I didn't notice until it was too late. Tried to contact him to get my money back (these cards weren't cheap) and he said he himself didn't know the cards were fake, and that he's gonna give me my money back but I can't believe him. I found out that he was trying to sell other cards (probably counterfeits too, and even more expensive than the ones I bought) to another player who also plays at the same gaming store as I do.

The store owner checked the cards after I found them suspicious and confirmed they were fake.

I feel stupid. It's the first time, since I started playing Magic in 1998, that something like this happened to me.
 
I really want to climb the hill by my apartment again, but there are a ton of people there not wearing masks. Of the twenty people I walked by the other day only two were wearing them. I even got called an idiot by a middle aged man because it’s “safe to not have masks on outside.” So much for the mask mandate.
 
Pharmacy came back with all of my brother's covid-19 test results yesterday but still taking their sweet ass time with MINE :/
 
I'm freaking out about my hamster's eye. Pretty sure she has exophthalmos, I just didn't think it would become worse in a day. I also hate the fact that it's Sunday and no vets are available now. I also have an exam tomorrow and I cannot take my mind off of my hamster's eye condition because my exam includes................. eye diseases. Oh my god I cannot focus.

I want to cry and scream right now but I've already lost time studying because I was busy trying to salvage what I can for my hamster while she was in distress. I hope she doesn't stress out too much. Idk.
 
1. it's the middle of the night again and i am wide awake ugh
2. my friend is really sweet but i wish she would understand that i need my own space, and to not have her glomming on to all my interests. it's ok if we don't like the exact same things... but it's hard to tell somebody that, especially if you know they're sensitive
3. i forgot to charge my headphones q___q
 
I've been gaining some weight the last few days and freaking out cause like? I was losing weight for a while there and now it's just coming back?? well I figured out that PMS can make you gain weight and once it actually starts you drop that excess weight. well ig that's good but if I don't start losing weight again in the next few days im gonna be mad asf.
 
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I do not have the patience today to deal with the sound of dogs barking and my dad brought over a friends GSD cause she's not at home and ofc he's barking out there. what a ****head -__-
 
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