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Apparently there was a stray/runaway dog tied to the letterbox of my flat? I heard a dog that was crying, but I kinda assumed that it was one of the neighbors' dogs as I'm sure I've heard dogs nearby. My flatmates dog was going kinda crazy because she could hear the dog crying too. I should've gone and had a look around and then I would've noticed the distressed dog sooner :// it wasn't microchipped or registered and the guy from dog control took it away. I wonder what's going to happen to it though?
 
Please stop with the fireworks neighbors 😭🙉 i can't even hear nothing
Someone needs to call the police and get these fools arrested because I am TIERD, I REPEAT, I AM SO TIRED of people throwing fireworks on my neighborhood. For new years and 4th of July I get but it's the middle of June!

And some drunk guy is yelling outside agian I want to move out so and but we don't have new house money
 
Please stop with the fireworks neighbors 😭🙉 i can't even hear nothing
Someone needs to call the police and get these fools arrested because I am TIERD, I REPEAT, I AM SO TIRED of people throwing fireworks on my neighborhood. For new years and 4th of July I get but it's the middle of June!

And some drunk guy is yelling outside agian I want to move out so and but we don't have new house money

I feel this so bad. I hear them in the winter too. I sometimes wish I had bad hearing so I don’t have to deal with this. I can’t imagine what it is like for people with ptsd when they hear them (my ex had it and came over from a country that experienced genocide, but he rarely talked about it).
 
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I'm destined to never have a leather/denim jacket lol, all I find are too tight/large stuff which.... suuuuucks.

Also I found this super dapper winter coat online but.. UK size 6......why don't my mother loved me lol.
 
only back to vent abt my bf going on a trip tmrw for a whole week and i feel so so sad .. i rly only talk to him everyday and i’m on the phone w him for hours and we sleep on the phone every night. idk what to do bc im already feeling really lonely and he hasn’t even left yet. he already told me he won’t be able to call me as much and he’ll text me as much as he can. i feel selfish for feeling sad when i should be happy he’s going to have fun w his family. but i can’t help but feel sad i won’t be able to see him nor call him as much. i tear up as i write this?? this makes me realize i hardly have any friends who like talking to me as much as he does. and i get it may be different since he’s my boyfriend but idk. i wish i had friends that cared a little more?? i wanna hang out w friends so i can keep my mind off my bf being gone but everytime i ask anyone to hang out no one answers me or even gives me the slightest bit of acknowledgment. i just really wanna get my mind off him being gone but no one wants to help a girl out 😭 i’m seriously gonna struggle hard this week. idk what to do. i don’t even know if it’s healthy to be feeling like this???
 
I feel bad for asking so many questions. I just want to make sure I can afford what I commission and can also tip. so grateful for their patience 🙏. i feel embarrassed and so annoying ><
 
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I can’t stand my life right now. I’m stuck in the area with my former classmates until the Fall, a good chunk of my friends have ghosted me, my toe hurts 24/7, and I can’t get my abusive ex out of my head. The only thing keeping me going is starting college.
 
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Almost every day when I wake up and eat breakfast with my family, my dad would always talk about something negative. This time, it's about lgbt+ people. I wouldn't go too much into detail, but basically, he would joke and mock them for how they want to identify themselves. What's even worse is that my sister laughed at those jokes and it just disheartens me heavily. Seems like his homophobia is slowly being transferred to her. :cry: My dad also went on to try and justify his negative views against them. For the record, I still identify myself as a straight male because of my personal choice. However, this won't stop me from having sympathy for lgbt+ people. As I've said a few times already, I just want to treat other human beings decently, regardless of their gender, race, nationality, and so on since it's just a part of them. I don't like how he's making it sound like they're criminals and I cannot stand this hate. It's one of the reasons why I'm not spending as much time with my dad as of late. I wish I could stand up but man, he's gonna think that I'm being disrespectful to him.
 
I would literally die for a disco ball egg fml


also basically sitting around at this point waiting to go on my trip and it really sucks. I haven't done anything in like 2 days cause when I know something is coming up my autism/ADD brain just loafs around in anticipation.
 
I know that coat won't fit me, especially since my hips are the largest organisms on Earth but, ugh, dapper **** :(
 
A storm just came out of nowhere. It’s hailing, too. I hope everybody is safe around here :(
 
only back to vent abt my bf going on a trip tmrw for a whole week and i feel so so sad .. i rly only talk to him everyday and i’m on the phone w him for hours and we sleep on the phone every night. idk what to do bc im already feeling really lonely and he hasn’t even left yet. he already told me he won’t be able to call me as much and he’ll text me as much as he can. i feel selfish for feeling sad when i should be happy he’s going to have fun w his family. but i can’t help but feel sad i won’t be able to see him nor call him as much. i tear up as i write this?? this makes me realize i hardly have any friends who like talking to me as much as he does. and i get it may be different since he’s my boyfriend but idk. i wish i had friends that cared a little more?? i wanna hang out w friends so i can keep my mind off my bf being gone but everytime i ask anyone to hang out no one answers me or even gives me the slightest bit of acknowledgment. i just really wanna get my mind off him being gone but no one wants to help a girl out 😭 i’m seriously gonna struggle hard this week. idk what to do. i don’t even know if it’s healthy to be feeling like this???
This won't be something that you want to hear, but to answer the question at the end of your post: no, this is not healthy. This level of dependence on your partner for personal happiness has the potential to cause problems in your relationship further down the line if not addressed.

so many people still know me by my deadname/old pronouns and it kills me.

too bad I'm too terrified to come out to anyone else :)
Why do you fear coming out?
 
I slept too much in the afternoon and now it's 1am and I'm wide awake and can't sleep
I got to sleep after 3am and woke up after 6am...I'm hoping that long nap I had is gonna help me pull through work today, or maybe lots of caffeine lol
 
This won't be something that you want to hear, but to answer the question at the end of your post: no, this is not healthy. This level of dependence on your partner for personal happiness has the potential to cause problems in your relationship further down the line if not addressed.
yeah I kinda assumed so, i just don’t know how to fix it ;-;
 
I would literally die for a disco ball egg fml


also basically sitting around at this point waiting to go on my trip and it really sucks. I haven't done anything in like 2 days cause when I know something is coming up my autism/ADD brain just loafs around in anticipation.
I share the disco ball egg love lol. I must have it.
 
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