What's Bothering You?

I'm so sick of my brother being so judgmental towards me. He can't accept the fact that I want to be referred with gender-neutral pronouns (they/them) and terms (sibling in this case), he always makes fun of my interests (he says they're too immature and childish), and today I was telling my dad (not even my brother, he was just there) about wanting to go to culinary school. What the heck is wrong with that?? He's always telling me "you should go to Jon Abbott" (or some other English college), but what if I don't want to? I have an interest in cooking and I'm sure the one I want to enroll to is English. I don't know what's up with my brother, but if he has nothing nice to say then he should shut his fricking mouth.
 
I'm so sick of my brother being so judgmental towards me. He can't accept the fact that I want to be referred with gender-neutral pronouns (they/them) and terms (sibling in this case), he always makes fun of my interests (he says they're too immature and childish), and today I was telling my dad (not even my brother, he was just there) about wanting to go to culinary school. What the heck is wrong with that?? He's always telling me "you should go to Jon Abbott" (or some other English college), but what if I don't want to? I have an interest in cooking and I'm sure the one I want to enroll to is English. I don't know what's up with my brother, but if he has nothing nice to say then he should shut his fricking mouth.
I haven’t told anyone in person my preferred pronouns. I’m a bit more open about it online. I just don’t want to confuse people in real life. However, pronouns shouldn’t be that complicated. People make a big deal out of something so simple. It’s no wonder most aren’t comfortable in real life.
 
I have to watch a really boring movie over again for a school project. I wish they told us to gather quotes and cite them as we were watching the movie in class for the first time.
 
I can't believe I got COVID. Especially at the end of the month when work is the busiest 😔 My boss thinks he can handle everything and anything by himself so I guess everything will be fine...?
 
having the roughest morning of my life. woke up from a nightmare, immediately had a horrible panic attack, managed to doze off, and then woke up again at 5am feeling incredibly nauseous and shaking uncontrollably. some of the worst I've had for a hot minute. it's still here albeit not as bad; now i mostly have a headache and stomach pains instead. bleurgh.
 
I keep hearing people saying my crush doesn’t like me. The scary part is I don’t know if they’re real or they’re my usual auditory hallucinations. I don’t actually mind them probably not liking me back. I just fear the idea of strangers on the street knowing about it.
 
I want to know if my voice sounds as bad as I think it does. I’ve had someone tell me I was a crackhead, and the only thing they went off was my voice. I don’t like my voice as it is. I just didn’t know other people had issues with it.
 
can i just say those supposedly "climate activists" are really stupid thinking it's "cool and we're showing hypcrites" to glue themselves on fine art... noone likes you, media just gives you attention cause it generates clicks.
 
Holiday anxiety has been creeping up on me today. Trying to fight it off a bit longer.
I just hate how everyone and anyone, including strangers, just expect stuff out of/from you. I hate expectations without reasonability. Other people exist too. I can't do everything and be everywhere at once, not to mention it shouldn't be expected to begin with anyway. It isn't nice to expect things from other people just because you want something. You should just ask knowing an answer can go either way and accept that, not demand cuz your mad I don't read minds or jump into other's business or space and intrude, or that I say no or wait.

Where is contentment in this world?
And why does everything have to be a big ordeal? Why are things drawn out? Why can't things just be?

I honestly just wish the holidays weren't a thing. Like, I love the reason for the holidays, I just hate what people turn them into.
Maybe I'm just an antisocial grouch?
Maybe I'm just a immoral person?
I understand why some people "run away" for the holidays.
 
That's awful Jem; I'm so sorry. I hope it clears up quickly. 😔❤️

Thank you S.J., got some painkillers for it and going to work on getting some rest and keeping myself occupied with some Animal Crossing and the Halloween event ❤️
 
I got a new liscense photo taken and I look like a thumb. My double chin doesn't look so bad in the mirror but then someone takes a picture of me and my neck looks thicc as hell. I guess imma have to just rock this big ass neck
 
I’ve been really distracted for the past few days. It makes doing my schoolwork much harder. Normally my ADHD medication helps with this, but for some reason it’s not working. Maybe going to the library to study once it reopens might help…
 
I bought eshop cards for a long time friend’s birthday but he’s in Canada and I didn’t realize US eshop cards were region locked.

How do I find a way around this? I just wanna surprise him with eshop money >_>
 
today, i had an "interview" (it was a mock interview for class). not only did i forget i was the 5th person to go up (i sat in my seat for a good minute before i realized i was supposed to go up) but i forgot what i was supposed to say for one of the questions and sat there for a good minute with a stupid look on my face. i just realize i FORGOT MY REFERENCE TOO! i'm making it now so i can only hope my teacher will allow me to send it in. nevertheless, im just hoping that i get a good mark on this.
 
I’d say you’re free to do whatever you’d like with the collectibles. Asking for permission if you were gifted the item is just a respect thing. You might be overthinking it. Plenty of users swap out collectibles for new ones. Just look at that kitty plush, where people are willing to trade older collectibles they were previously looking for.
 
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