What's Bothering You?

I do not like it when some certain puppy of ours touches me. I don’t like being touched by animals anyway, but the way the puppy touches me is very uncomfortable and invasive.
 
I’m getting bad again, but I feel like I have no reason to? Like I should just accept that people change and things happen, but this sort of thing always hits me hard. Add on trying to navigate a school twice as big as my old one and having absolutely no school spirit because all I think of is “isolation” when I walk in the building. (Who knew that going from a chill summer to a hard “week before school starts” without any warning whatsoever was going to be bad for someone with already bad mental health?)

I know I should be optimistic but I’m just... not. I don’t know what to do.
 
just, really tired and some personal responsibilities looming over my head makes the tired worse.
 
the dark backdrops for camp tbt make it really hard to see people’s usernames/titles :[
although, i’ve also had to start wearing my glasses while drawing, so i think my eyes are just getting worse… maybe i should wear my glasses more often
 
boy oh boy I love spending my mornings being practically stuck in the bathroom hafkshfk


also hoping one of my entries for this event will be accepted, I'm having a difficult time putting it together oops
 
I’m genuinely exhausted. Like physically and mentally. I had sleep paralysis last night and tbh with my lack of sleep these last 6/7 weeks I felt like I was waiting for it. I’m overwhelmed and burnt out. Trying my hardest to be positive🥺
 
I can’t decide a theme for my island, and sometimes I feel like I’m not good enough, and that I’m lazy and don’t work hard.
 
My drawing skills are still like that of a child and I'm extremely limited in what I can draw without getting frustrated and giving up. You're supposed to keep practicing to get better but that's never really worked for me. The last time I tried to draw (I wanted to make a Pokemon OC) I couldn't draw anything without erasing it and I just gave up because there's no point if I'm frustrated and not having fun...
I drew a squid I was kinda proud of earlier this year but I haven't made much progress on anything else.
 
downloading discord cuz I kinda wanna use it during the camp event but it was one of my former-fiancé’s chosen methods of cheating on me and just looking at the icon is making me sick and want to cry
 
Ibis Paint X isn't working for me anymore. I can't even open the app 'cause it'll straight up not work when I click on it. I updated my Chromebook recently (last time I didn't update it everything was slow and laggy to the point where it was unbearable, so I didn't really have much of a choice) and I'm wondering if that has anything to do with it. I don't know how to fix this problem, and it really sucks 'cause I have a lot of art on it (and I don't save it to my device either).

Edit: The app shows up on my 'continue where you left off' tab, so maybe it's sort of working in a technical sense, but I'm not getting the image. The past few times I used the app, the screen would stay frozen on it momentarily when I closed it, so I probably caused some sort of glitch. Don't know if this could help solve my problem, but it's a thought I had.
 
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