What's Bothering You?

I’m seeing my psychologist again tomorrow and I’m worried about myself cooperating and having a useful session because I’m so deep in self-loathing.

I know it should be my safe space but I want to be out of everything else and I have to keep pulling my weight. After all this I still feel like I didn’t earn rest. I really needed it last month.
 
im getting out of school early for the next two days bc of the heat. they should of just told everyone to do online learning bc there’s really no point if we’re getting out before 12 pm but hey, im not complaining.

also r.i.p to steve harwell, i never listened to anything from smash mouth other than all star and walkin’ on the sun but i love those two songs.
 
finished my drawing and now I have no idea what to do w myself, so I'm kinda stuck in a state of executive dysfunction paralysis lol oops. maybe I should go eat something.

also have one more commission I need to start but I'm having some serious artist's block trying to come up with an idea for it 😣
 
So I just got my muffler fixed, $500 and now four days later I can’t shift into reverse and my ****ing check engine light is on :] love this. love life.
 
My feet/ankles are absolutely killing me 😭 just proves how unfit I am since all that's aggravated them is a lot of walking/standing. I got a new pair of orthotics and work boots so I hope that will help once I get used to them...
 
The sexist manager is very degrading towards me today. He said “what time do you officially start?” ****ing 9:00 AM, look at the schedule. I’m on early to alleviate my stress. He acts like I don’t know what time I start or what time to punch in.
 
thinking about how much I allowed my savings to diminish while I was blinded by love, lol
 
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