What's Bothering You?

[-Raven-]

I have to go back to the normal routine this week and I feel pretty awful about it.

Everything feels like masking irl and I don’t know how much I can take. My trans-ness is also hitting me a lot right now.

I was reading a bunch of fic for the last week and it made me happy. It also reminds me of some things I’m missing in my relationship that we used to have. I miss that. I wanna be with that character and I wanna be him.

I’ve been trying to change things and it’s not working. Of course the response I get is that things will get better. Nobody knows that. It’s an excuse.

I’m just tired of trying to be a responsible person, everything is failing mentally.

Edit: I’m also bothered I forgot to gift more Christmas Lights earlier. I don’t know if they’re still available. I’m just tired I guess.

Edit2: it is also too goddamn hot here. Another thing I mask is how much I’m tired of this country

 

[Dim]

Yeah, I'm definitely done with my store. **** em lmao.

 

[QueenCobra]

Sad to hear that The Vivienne passed away. She was only 32. She won the first UK season of RuPaul’s Drag Race and was also on All Stars 7. She was so fun to watch…and the first queen I ever drew, because I loved her makeup look! Fly high, angel!

 

[Tude]

Sad to hear that The Vivienne passed away. She was only 32. She won the first UK season of RuPaul’s Drag Race and was also on All Stars 7. She was so fun to watch…and the first queen I ever drew, because I loved her makeup look! Fly high, angel!

I just heard that too. I thought it was some sick prank at first. I haven't seen her season but thought she was alright on All Stars 7. I'm sorry for her friends and family.

 

[Seastar]

I don't know how to make friends...

 

[moonbyu]

overall feeling alright, but i've got a very persistent cough now and it's beginning to hurt my chest coughing this hard

 

[daringred_]

my internet still keeps cutting out randomly on my pc despite me still being connected to it. i think i might have to replace my usb adapter since nothing's working and hope a new one fixes it. (and despair if it doesn't.) i've been hoarding other things to buy in my amazon cart until i qualified for free shipping, i just don't feel like spending £40 right now orz

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

I turns out sugar free cough drops have the same affect on your insides as sugar free gummy bears.

 

[Dunquixote]

I’m doing good but I’m feeling guilty about something..

 

[Chris]

I got 4hrs sleep. Going to be a long day.

Spoiler: Emetophobia Warning

My partner went out to watch TV at a friend's house last night, came home drunk, and proceeded to spend the next 3hrs sat on the couch clinging to the mop bucket.

 

[Yanrima~]

I have coughs and colds, and I felt extremely tired over a lack of sleep during the holiday trip. I haven't been in a mood for making art lately and I wish I get better soon because I felt like drawing, but I'm so conflicted over motivation.

 

[Seastar]

Feeling really down about something...
I might try to deal with it tomorrow, but I still won't be happy, so I am not quite sure if trying is worth it.

Also, the cold weather has been making me miserable.

 

[daringred_]

waiting at the roundabout and some woman just rammed into the back of our car jesus christ. the damage is super minor so my mom isn't bothering with insurance stuff, but the force was crazy and i'm sat in the back so now my back is killing me.

 

[nightglow]

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[xSuperMario64x]

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[moonbyu]

i've not known a moment of comfort or peace this entire time i've been sick and it's beginning to make me a little bit crazy. i've been here crying over it and i feel pathetic

 

[Tude]

Get well soon

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

Gordon Ramsay making grilled cheese with Kimchi and hard cheese, in a fireplace. Is he using 2 or 3 cutting boards?

 

[Croconaw]

I just feel like my presence doesn’t make much of a difference here and nobody would care if I were to just not post. I like to think people like me, but I’m not sure.

 

[chocovelvetcake]

Lately, I've been considering giving up on zine making altogether. Ever since I discovered zines you can just look up what a zine is since it's kinda hard for me to explain, I always thought about making some zones of my own. Hell, I even thought about selling my zines to make money as a little side hustle.

The only problem is that I haven't made not one ****ing zine! I've been super busy with work, and I feel like my ideas aren't good enough. Maybe I'm just not cut out to be a zine maker. There's always going to be a zine that's better than mine anyways.