What's Bothering You?

[Xara]

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i’m so, so sorry. i know how much she meant to you. maybelle was such a gorgeous girl, and you gave her the best life possible. she was so lucky to have you as her mom.

i know how shattering pet loss is, and how isolating it can feel. my pms are always open to you if you ever want to talk. sending you sm love.

 

[Roxxy]

My 14 year old cat Maybelle died today and I am devastated over it

I am so sorry for your loss sending love and hugs

 

[.: Meri :.]

My 14 year old cat Maybelle died today and I am devastated over it

God I wish we had a hug react, I'm so so sorry to hear this. I know you did an incredible job caring for her, and that she felt safe, happy, and loved by you. My heart goes out to you, and I wish you all the comfort, peace, and healing.

 

[Autumn247]

Thank you so much for the kind words everyone, they mean a lot to me. My sister took her to be cremated so I should have her ashes in a day or so. It's already so weird her not being here. I still have my other cat Mustachio, but the house suddenly feels emptier with Maybelle gone. I hope Maybelle knew how much I loved her, I told her I loved her and gave her a kiss on the forehead seconds before she passed. She meant the world to me

 

[Beanz]

wisdom teeth are getting ripped out tomorrow yipeee

 

[Xara]

i feel like there’s something wrong with me that other people can sense, but i can’t. like my energy is off or something. idk how to explain it. i just feel so abnormal all of the time, like everything i say, do, and think is weird or not good enough. like i’m playing at being a normal person, but am not doing a good job.

i feel like there’s something off with everything i do, and people can detect that. like everyone else is normal and supposed to be here, and i’m just… not. like one of those movies where an alien that looks human comes to earth, and there’s obviously something off about them, but no one can put their finger on what. i’m trying so hard, but everything i do or say just feels pointless. i feel embarrassed for just existing.

i’m just so tired. i don’t know what i’m supposed to do to feel like i belong somewhere. i don’t know what’s wrong with me or how to fix it. i don’t know how to make my brain work like it should. i feel so invisible. i just want to feel like a person. i want to matter. i want to have a purpose.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

horrible sinus headache, I actually feel nauseous. I'm kinda hungry but I'll probably just feel worse if I try to eat something.

also kinda been having problems with dissociation lately, I was dealing with it on my drive home from work. definitely scared me a little bit :,,,,>

 

[xSuperMario64x]

would really love having someone to talk to

edit: I'm okay now, just struggling a bit but all is well.

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

I shouldn't have to see Boris Johnson shirtless.

Post automatically merged: Nov 30, 2023

would really love having someone to talk to

About what?

 

[jiny]

would really love having someone to talk to

here if any! i know you offered yourself to me so i'd feel horrible if i didnt return the favor <3

 

[xSuperMario64x]

About what?

I was worried about a friend of mine but it's okay now.

here if any! i know you offered yourself to me so i'd feel horrible if i didnt return the favor <3

awwww thank you I'm okay now but maybe we could just chat sometime if you'd like

 

[nightglow]

There's a few small things that are bothering me but I feel like I shouldn't be because they are small? Idk. I wonder if it is more of a worry than a bother.
On a bigger note, some things going on in the world is bothering me. It looks like hell out there and I know some people are living in that and I don't want them too. It also makes me concerned for the future as well, and I also believe the future will involve even more people but hopefully I am wrong in my perception.

 

[moonbyu]

Spoiler: njkvkjfhk

update on this uhhh they dropped the course and didn't tell me lol. i was just informed about it by my teacher which means they never bothered to tell me. sooo,.. crisis averted i guess?? at the end of the day, i'm doing a group assignment alone so it really isn't a win lmao

Spoiler: the saga continues

they've been calling my phone and sending me rude messages since last night regarding the assignment which they are no longer working on.. there's no point working with them if im working alone now, especially if they informed me wayy after the professor initially informed me we're both in the same class again today and i fear that there's going to be confrontation today whether i like it or not so.. godspeed to me i suppose.

while typing this, my professor wanted to organize a phone call with me about this. literally fml this is way too much for me

 

[Seastar]

Spoiler: medical issues, sigh

I think I finally figured out what's wrong with me through a Google search and I extremely suspect it's because I haven't been able to see the dentist after my insurance expired. It all makes sense, including my acne getting worse right before this.
It's called tonsil stones and apparently it's just caused by bacteria. Of course...
Not having insurance and being poor is a nightmare.
I might be able to get this fixed at home though I'm nervous because it involves spraying water. Who's going to spray it?? (I'm hoping not my mom) And how will I stay calm when I have terrible anxiety over choking???
Now of course if I do get that solved, there's still the fact I can't see the dentist right now to make sure it stops happening...

 

[nightglow]

...

maybe gargling with salt water may be a good way to approach it first while keeping anxiety down and then try other stuff later?
hope you have relief soon

 

[themysterybidder]

My brother has a deep chesty cough and he won't even go to the Pharmacy for some Cough Mixture. The last time he had this was in February and I caught it and it really knocked me for six as I have a low immune system, so I don't want to catch it again. He finishes work well before the Chemist closes, and there is one across from his work. Why not just go over? Honestly, he will only do the bare minimum he has too. I genuinely think it doesn't help as he is severely obese, and still everytime he goes out he comes back with at least 2 huge bags of junk food. If he wants to live like that, fine, but don't do it when it compromises other people's health he lives with. He really doesn't care about anyone else in the house.

 

[Croconaw]

I don’t have any openings next week. The past few schedules have been weird. I know that since I’m working on two days I usually have off, and I have two different days off. I don’t really mind. I just like variety. And I thought I’d have at least one morning shift.

Edit: someone needed the whole week off, that’s what it was.

 

[KittenNoir]

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[Xara]

my dad getting mad at me over me putting tupperware that cost less than $5 in the microwave to warm up food is the silliest thing. and his reasons for wanting me to use a different container make no sense to me, either. like, he constantly complains about having to do the dishes (which is one of the few chores that he actually does, and he acts like he’s god’s gift to us for barely doing the bare minimum ), and yet he wants me to dirty another container unnecessarily. a container that is made from exactly the same material that the one i’m using is.

him acting like it’s some expensive, well-made container when it straight up came from the dollar store and cost less than $5 is so??? and he wasn’t always like this with this container, either. i was able to use it to microwave food for years, and he did as well, and yet suddenly it’s a problem???? and it seems like his main reason for wanting me to use a different container is “because he said so”, and sorry but that doesn’t fly with me.

he’s of course mad at my mom now as well for sticking up for me, and has stormed off to his room for the night. nearly 54 years old, and he acts like a child. good lord.

 

[Zerous]

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