What's Bothering You?

my brother. (i feel like it's always my brother lmao.) he started a massive argument over literally nothing, bad-mouthed us all, then tried to gaslight us about what he/we actually said. he's always horrible to my mom despite all the stuff she does for him, which he doesn't deserve. he keeps yelling profanities and throwing tantrums over his video games (he's 20) and slamming/banging things, including his chair, which woke me up three different times the other morning. (then cusses at and insults anyone who asks him, even politely, to stop.) basically, he's just. not a nice person. he's also been a bit of a nigel farage fan lately which is just... can't say i'm surprised.
 
My washing machine stopped working. It won't even drain the water or do the washing cycle. I have Technichan coming on Friday but I'll have to wait next Friday for them. (sigh).....:mad:
 
i wish my brain would be nice to me, just for a day. i’m so hungry, but i just don’t have the energy to eat. i’m so tired. i’m having panic attacks every day for no reason. i’m constantly nauseous. nothing feels or looks real. i feel so lonely and unimportant, and yet i just don’t have it in me to talk to anyone. i don’t know how to be important. it feels useless to even try anymore, lol.
 
Xara said:
i wish my brain would be nice to me, just for a day. i’m so hungry, but i just don’t have the energy to eat. i’m so tired. i’m having panic attacks every day for no reason. i’m constantly nauseous. nothing feels or looks real. i feel so lonely and unimportant, and yet i just don’t have it in me to talk to anyone. i don’t know how to be important. it feels useless to even try anymore, lol.
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I feel like I have been in a similar spot a while ago. Please try to focus on eating something. When youre hungry anxiety levels spike and make everything worse. So start there. Depersonalisation is serious and it sounds like you need help before it gets worse. Please seek proffessional help or talk to anyone near you. The panic attacks are not for no reason, and its ok to feel this way. It will get better as long as you start turning it around. <3 you dont have to try youre already important. But you need to show yourself that too. So please get some food, anything edible, except for caffeinated stuff since it can make it worse. Hope you feel better soon. My dms are open if you need to talk. Take care.
 
could someone please check my art gallery posts from the last few months? all of the images are broken for me. I hope I don't have to go through every individual post and re-upload them, that'll take forever kdjfksjdf 😭


besides that, I'm honestly not too bothered, though I do feel tired and I have a very mild sinus headache. maybe I'll try to take a nap later today.
 
xSuperMario64x said:
could someone please check my art gallery posts from the last few months? all of the images are broken for me. I hope I don't have to go through every individual post and re-upload them, that'll take forever kdjfksjdf 😭


besides that, I'm honestly not too bothered, though I do feel tired and I have a very mild sinus headache. maybe I'll try to take a nap later today.
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I think it’s the image hosting site you’re using. I had to switch some photos I’m using in my profile to a different image hosting site. I think imgbb often has problems with images breaking randomly.

I didn’t want to wait for the images to fix themselves, so I switched them to another site. If you don’t want to do that, I’d just wait and hope they fix themselves.
 
Croconaw said:
I think it’s the image hosting site you’re using. I had to switch some photos I’m using in my profile to a different image hosting site. I think imgbb often has problems with images breaking randomly.

I didn’t want to wait for the images to fix themselves, so I switched them to another site. If you don’t want to do that, I’d just wait and hope they fix themselves.
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it's weird though because my most recent images don't have this issue. I wonder if the URLs changed somehow. I'll check that, but if that's not the case and it doesn't resolve itself in a few days then I'll probably have to painstakingly replace every image that broke lol 😮‍💨 ty for checking for me by the way 💜

edit: lol I actually checked ImgBB and every single image posted before like October 15th is broken. 😬 hopefully it resolves soon.

edit again: I think they're all back up now, thank goodness 💕
 
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shouldn't be this difficult to find a transparent santa hat on google sdjfksdjfksj I might need some help again 😅

edit: I found one but goodness idk why it has to be so difficult to find transparent stock images without signing up for some dumb website that probably wants to steal your money lol
 
I had a nice night planned for myself, finally, after poor mental health or responsibilities has screwed up all the other nights I've tried to set aside to do only relaxing activities.

Then a friend I'm not super close to (yet?) confided into me about something they're going through and I stayed up all night to talk to them because they're going through so much. I'm not upset at them (it was my choice), I'm happy to be someone people can turn to when they're in a crisis, but I'm sad I didn't get my night to myself because I really need the stress relief. Also, I wouldn't tell them this because I wouldn't want them to blame themselves, but them talking about their problem made me really sad and feel helpless because I can't fix it for them, and also reminded me that I have the same problem and I spent the next 2.5 hours crying lol. I still haven't been to sleep and I feel terribly awake but I have responsibilities to tend to in a few hours so I must sleep. And also tonight is my last night to set aside time for myself, so if I don't sleep, that chance slips away too.

Just really sucky times.
 
hate winter. the early nights always mess with my sleeping pattern, and my depression gets 100x worse. now i don't have the energy (or interest) to go to my volunteering job this week, and since i woke up at 3PM today, i'm probably not going to be able to fall asleep at all early enough to get much before having to wake up again. really tempted to just not go and spend the week fixing my sleeping pattern instead, but then i'll feel useless and like i'm letting everyone down. really can't win here ><
 
More than six months later, iTunes is still missing four episodes of Ghost and Molly McGee. I’m ready to contact them, but now their contact options have become less convenient. You can no longer e-mail them, and you’ll have to schedule an appointment than call right away.

Of course, I also learned that the new episode that was released last Thursday was not supposed to be released then, but rather in January. They have screwed up on the show’s releases. And I’m not even the only one complaining.
 
i'm super sore and just feel like i'm ready to be over this cold ? flu? i've been stuck with. i feel like i've used and tried any of the usual at home remedies that used to kinda help perk me up and make me feel better, but i still feel like i'm under the weather T___T i'm starting to worry that maybe i'm burnt out or i'm worried that there's maybe other underlying health stuff i'm not considering that's just making me feel so crummy 💔
 
My spice tolerance has gotten lower since I've been unwell and for some reason I just had a bad reaction to the lasagna my mom made... I don't even remember it being spicy the last time I had it. I asked her and it's apparently the same seasoning as before which means I am just very sensitive to it right now. I'm going to have to be more careful. Unfortunately that also means no pizza despite how much I love it.
 
in an awkward position bc I always wake up around this time and get up, but I'm feeling so tired and exhausted and I would probably benefit from sleeping in a bit longer. but because I'm used to getting up at this time I have this anxiety that doesn't want me to stay in bed. but I need the rest. ugh 😔 maybe I'll turn on a video to watch for a little while, might help me go back to sleep.
 
Depression is kicking me so bad. My attention span is at an all time low. I can’t do anything. Even simple things like posting on message boards are a pain for me to go through with. I want this to be over so I can have fun again.
 
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