What's Bothering You?

[Balverine]

I've been feeling like. crippling embarrassment about some of my interests, and it's getting really stressful
My favorite game made a very big impact on my life, it was at a pretty bad time in my life and it managed to get a big emotional reaction out of me, so it's still a very big part of my life

but most of my friends I met because of said game have since moved on (which is fine) but i worry that I'm bothering them by still being into it, and it makes me really nervous to talk about it. I worry that if I start being excited about it, they'll go "Oh, great, Carter's on about that again " or something like that lol

I think embarrassment is one of the worst things to feel, and I wish I could not feel that way

 

[xSuperMario64x]

surgery is in three days an I am a wreck fr

also it has been a week and a half since I got sick and I'm still congested and coughing up stuff, like whyyyyyyy

 

[Yanrima~]

I just wish I have someone to talk to especially sharing interests. It's like I felt so detached from forming connections.

(I know it's a petty thing to be bothered about this time so I'll edit this out or delete later)

 

[Cetoddle769]

I just wish I have someone to talk to especially sharing interests. It's like I felt so detached from forming connections.

(I know it's a petty thing to be bothered about this time so I'll edit this out or delete later)

Going through the exact same thing in real life. Nobody I’ve met is into what I’m into. With my autism, I have very specific interests that I get really knowledgeable of and passionate about. It’s hard to find people who are as passionate as I am about what I’m into. That’s why I enjoy talking to people online.

 

[Mimi Cheems]

Breakups suck, especially when you have BPD. I would not wish this amount of anguish on anybody else.. One second I'm fine, two seconds later I'm melting down so bad. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know who I am anymore. This is my fault, though. I don't have anybody else irl except him.. it hurts. I feel so alone. I am alone. Is this my karma for being a bad person or something..? I don't know what to do anymore. I really don't. He was my safe place, my best friend.. my everything really.. for 3 years straight.. it would have been 3 years on the first of April.. I just want this to be a joke. I'm praying it's a joke.

 

[Croconaw]

Spoiler: rambling thoughts…

I’m not sure if it’s weird to consider yourself ‘friends’ with somebody 10 years younger than you, but there’s someone I communicated with online and we had similar experiences. Very similar experiences. I don’t want to make it about me since it’s really not my place, but I wonder if it would be weird if I messaged them about it. Obviously being nice and not judgmental, because I can relate…

 

[MrBox]

my hands smell weird

 

[Dunquixote]

Nevermind. Just a bit embarrassed about something dumb.

 

[frogslime]

my friends say I have good advice and that I'm "always right" and then never follow it and i'm TWEAKING. oh yeah sure, i have good advice on not getting pregnant, thanks for telling me you literally went to your boyfriend right after that and did risky stuff. that's really awesome thank you so much for sharing. news flash: if you purposefully do stupid things, and then constantly cry to your friend about doing stupid things, they will start to get tired of you!

 

[Seastar]

I'm having trouble sleeping but I really need to because there's a chance of tornadoes tomorrow and I shouldn't deal with that sleep deprived.

 

[Dunquixote]

Really sad about something

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[Chris]

So over being sick. My head feels like it is stuffed with cotton wool. Just cancelled on lunch with a friend. Luckily she was understanding but I still feel guilty.

 

[boring]

Spoiler: cw: knife crime

bahaha i complained so much about how stressed i was yesterday and then when the stress was all over and i was omw home i witnessed a stabbing now i just have to do uni work, i dont really have timeto process what happened lol but i will freely admit that i was very scared and cried like a baby

 

[Giddy]

Ordered tickets to go to a vintage sale in an area that's far from us, and only until we got there did we find out they cancelled it for next week, which my mum would be away

Also just feel so depressed that I have been paid yet so I can't treat my mum out. She's the one with the money today, and need to make uer card when we get back DX argh just if I had more time I would've had it done already but the end of march snuck uo real quick.

 

[Psydye]

Slight anxiety. Need to call my anxiety meds in, pronto!

 

[Disneyfangirl23]

My Grandma passed away Thursday

 

[Giddy]

Update on the tickets for the vintage sale, I definitely double checked and got no email or nofication - but i certainly got an email about the tickets and nothing else. Since I ordered them without logging in, I had to contact the organiser with a 'question about the event'
It also said no refunds, but like what can you do if you can;t go to the event?
They didnt tell us it was cancelled, so they're just gonna take our money and we dont get vintage clothing that my mum desperatly needed for her mod event?

 

[Airysuit]

Why do weekends always go by so quickly.. i need more time!

 

[Cetoddle769]

I'm worried that when I go send friend requests to people on my switch to people from TBT, they won't recognize me. My name isn't Cetoddle769. It's my first name irl.

 

[Mimi Cheems]

I'm really not feeling much better today.. : [

I miss him. He went out of town for a few days with his family and it sucks. I just wish he could be here to comfort me.. but I know that can't happen right now. This is not fair.. ugh.. I haven't cried much today probably because I've been trying to distract myself from feelings instead of just feeling them normally. Or maybe it's because I still have hope he'll come back and things will go back to normal.. I have always depended on others for my happiness, instead of trying to figure out who *I* am. And I guess that's something I gotta learn the hard way again.. T^T