What's Bothering You?

No I'm scared they'll find out im on here and make me leave

They don't like me talking to people online.. Josuke is an exception tho
Aw :c
wait how did you meet him then?
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Uh anyways

Still suffering, a few more days to go 😭
 
Aw :c
wait how did you meet him then?
heh well I dated him in secret at first
after quite a few months I told my parents and they let me keep the relationship cause they didn't wanna take it away from me
then all that other stuff happened and we aren't dating anymore but we still talk,,
 
Just been thinking a lot and regretting what I've done in the past.

I really want to apologize to someone for something i did but can't because corona
 
my co-workers.. as i posted in pet peeves they can't organize **** unless you tell them 10 times.. can you get out of your large mouth that? nope. i think we kinda decided on stuff but honestly that place seem kinda ****ty so i'm like eh about it
 
I’ve recently been having random flashbacks of when I was happy, and it feels kinda surreal. It’s like moments of clarity where I realize just how depressed I am, but then my mind just gets clouded over again and I don’t have the will to fight it.
 
Mom: "You will NEVER BE LIKE ME! I WAS FAR MORE PRETTIER AND ALL THE BOYS LOVED ME BACK THEN, AND I WAS MUCH MORE SKINNER THAN YOU WHEN I WAS YOUR AGE!!!! WHY DO YOU THINK YOU CAN DO THINGS THAT I CAN'T??? WHY DO YOU THINK YOU'RE SMARTER THAN ME?? YOU'RE SO STUPID AND I KNOW A WHOLE LOT MORE THAN YOU!!11!! I'M BETTER THAN YOU IN EVERY CONCEIVABLE WAY!! UGH I HATE MY LIFE. PITY ME PEASANTS!!!"

If someone were to take a shot every time my mom pities herself or puts people down for her own benefit, they'd never be sober. Even just for a day.

(Also she wasn't screaming this or anything. Just summing up all the things she's ever said pretty much. Yeah dysfunctional af)
same but slightly different
 
I really want to talk to one person but I cant and I overthink everything and now Im thinking they might be using me and that they dont care about me but im pretty sure they do but im just confusing myself at this point
 
i have tons of things i need to be doing but i just feel so drained when will i ever break out of this cycle
 
Mom: "You will NEVER BE LIKE ME! I WAS FAR MORE PRETTIER AND ALL THE BOYS LOVED ME BACK THEN, AND I WAS MUCH MORE SKINNER THAN YOU WHEN I WAS YOUR AGE!!!! WHY DO YOU THINK YOU CAN DO THINGS THAT I CAN'T??? WHY DO YOU THINK YOU'RE SMARTER THAN ME?? YOU'RE SO STUPID AND I KNOW A WHOLE LOT MORE THAN YOU!!11!! I'M BETTER THAN YOU IN EVERY CONCEIVABLE WAY!! UGH I HATE MY LIFE. PITY ME PEASANTS!!!"

If someone were to take a shot every time my mom pities herself or puts people down for her own benefit, they'd never be sober. Even just for a day.

(Also she wasn't screaming this or anything. Just summing up all the things she's ever said pretty much. Yeah dysfunctional af)
I've seen a few no, many posts like this from you. Honestly, I'm getting fed up with how you're being treated within your family. Every single thing you do as you described in your posts is always being put down by them like, why?!? Is it because of jealousy? A lack of understanding? I'm hoping that you would have a better future ahead and getting out of that negative environment. Wish I could find ways to make you feel a little better somehow but feel like I can't because I personally have never experienced this to get you out of that mess.
 
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