What's Bothering You?

Drama keeps happening in a GC I'm in, everyone keeps fighting with each other, 5 have already left. Just wish people would stop blaming eachother.
 
Do you journal? Writing things out can often help.


I managed to spill cranberry juice on my bedsheets. They're black so not a big deal, but I literally just changed them yesterday. I hate laundry. 😓
I don't really, just for poetry and dreams sometimes, but I think I'll try that. It might make me feel better to get in the habit of writing about my feelings more directly. Thanks for the suggestion :))
 
theres too much going on in my brain to put into words, and when i tried for the first time opening up about just one of my problems i accidentally took an hour to type it (sorry again to the person i was talking to)
 
Everything, all directed at myself.

I’m going to go to sleep and forget this day existed.
 
I honestly feel at a lost and so bothered by everything going on right now. How covid is still spreading and karens are refusing to wear masks. Criminal cops are still living their best life when there is proof of their murders. Families being torn apart. In November, we have to vote between a clown, an ompah loompa, and possibly a celeb who is trying to rock the votes possibly to steal votes from the clown thus resulting in the ompah loompa to win. I really wish Bernie would be on the November ballot instead of the clown. It really sucks to have to be forced to vote for the lesser evil. I have also seen some people saying they refuse to vote because of that and I hate to have to vote for a clown too, but the ompah loompa must be stopped. I feel so scared to see the results in November. And I found out the celeb who is possibly running was approved of a business loan of over 2mil when he is already rich! Small businesses I like were forced to shut down because they couldn't get approved for the loan. Ugh so many problems and this is just my country...I know a lot of other countries are suffering as well. And then there is global warming messing the whole planet up. Ugh, so much on my mind. I keep trying to distract myself and keep away from the news because I tend to feel things too strongly and have it occupy my mind a lot, but it's just not working...
 
Ever forget to eat enough, then when you finally realize, it's so late that you're about to go to sleep? Because that's me right now.
 
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