What's Bothering You?

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Taking the doggo in for her yearly check up at the vets this afternoon, and she's got to go in on her own because of Covid :cry: She's got to have her yearly jab done too all on her own. I'm dreading it quite honestly.
 
I've been awake for over 24 hours. I finally got to rest and passed out on the couch. Que an hour and some change later, I woke up and haven't been able to fall back asleep. 😭
 
Pulled something in my back moving furniture. Have the joys of moving it all back tomorrow! 😓
 
Long sorry.

The poor 72 year old woman who rents the suite below me got evicted yesterday by our landlord. She lost her job due to covid and lives alone so her bills spiralled out of control. They literally boxed all her stuff while she screamed & cried and put it on the front lawn. I didn't know what to do so we just started bringing the boxes into my place even though it's small & I have it packed full. The police were called and everything. She has a specific mental illness and was having a melt down & one of the repo guys started to laugh at her. So I asked him what's so ****ing funny then me & him started yelling at each other and the police told me to get back in my house. He told me over & over again and I refused. They were all walking towards her trying to take her little dog and I was afraid they were gonna hurt her so I ran over and put my arms around her & her dog trying to shield them. I started bawling my eyes out and we argued back and forth. All the neighbours were standing on their front steps watching this happen. Thank god they eventually all backed up and let us move over & sit on my front steps. The police called her adult son and luckily he drove from a few towns over to get a moving truck. She will be moving in with him thank god, even though she did end up going to the hospital because she had a full blown mental break down. I woke up still anxious and feeling horrible & defeated because I couldn't help her. I've also never said no to a cop over & over again so my hands still shake today when I think about them all making a semi-circle around us.
 
Long sorry.

The poor 72 year old woman who rents the suite below me got evicted yesterday by our landlord. She lost her job due to covid and lives alone so her bills spiralled out of control. They literally boxed all her stuff while she screamed & cried and put it on the front lawn. I didn't know what to do so we just started bringing the boxes into my place even though it's small & I have it packed full. The police were called and everything. She has a specific mental illness and was having a melt down & one of the repo guys started to laugh at her. So I asked him what's so ****ing funny then me & him started yelling at each other and the police told me to get back in my house. He told me over & over again and I refused. They were all walking towards her trying to take her little dog and I was afraid they were gonna hurt her so I ran over and put my arms around her & her dog trying to shield them. I started bawling my eyes out and we argued back and forth. All the neighbours were standing on their front steps watching this happen. Thank god they eventually all backed up and let us move over & sit on my front steps. The police called her adult son and luckily he drove from a few towns over to get a moving truck. She will be moving in with him thank god, even though she did end up going to the hospital because she had a full blown mental break down. I woke up still anxious and feeling horrible & defeated because I couldn't help her. I've also never said no to a cop over & over again so my hands still shake today when I think about them all making a semi-circle around us.

Geez, that sounds terrible. I hope her and her dog will be okay... :/
 
I hope so too. Luckily they did not succeed in taking her little dog. The chihuahua is old & blind and her only friend.

Thank goodness. I actually cried just now over this and my eyes are a bit red now... these are the sorts of things that are always on my mind. Idk, I’ve had a long day too and didn’t get a lot of sleep last night. Glad to hear she still has her dog.
 
Thank goodness. I actually cried just now over this and my eyes are a bit red now... these are the sorts of things that are always on my mind. Idk, I’ve had a long day too and didn’t get a lot of sleep last night. Glad to hear she still has her dog.
Oh gosh I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset you. You're just a kind soul that's why it got to you. Tears still threaten to come to my eyes when I think about it all.
 
funny how my dad never tells me how kind and forgiving I am but he's quick to jump my ass when I'm even *slightly* bad to my dog (which I get sometimes cause my stupid aspergers brain can't handle so much stress) and tell me to stop being so mean.


it's really difficult to tell myself I'm a good/nice person when literally nobody in my life tells me. I'm only ever told to "be nice to the cats" even though i literally do nothing bad to them, and to stop being so defiant and mean. **** my life.
 
I've been awake for over 24 hours. I finally got to rest and passed out on the couch. Que an hour and some change later, I woke up and haven't been able to fall back asleep. 😭
I've been having a difficult time sleeping myself. Then I bought these sleeping pills called REMfresh. They've been helping me out. Look into them if you're still having trouble sleeping. Just don't become too dependent on them.
 
here comes another night of literally not being able to sleep at all, just laying here wishing my mind would shut up for once.

too tired to play a game but not tired enough to actually fall asleep :/
 
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