What's Bothering You?

Sometimes I wonder if I don't have ADD as well cause I'm definitely not a hyperfocus person as most Asperger people are (like I know that alone doesn't give you the diagnosis but yeah I wish they kinda tested me for that too)
 
I'm worried about my health rn. At the beginning of the week I had no appetite at all, which is very unusual for me as I only lose my appetite when I'm very sick. Now I'm just making myself eat because I know I have to, but every time I do I feel extremely bloated or I get indigestion or both. My hunger cues are really out of line too as I get hungry late at night, like 10 pm or something. I've also been really irritable as well...idk what the hell my body is doing rn. But I also feel like I'm being overly paranoid and I can't tell whats real or in my head anymore
 
I woke up with a headache and it has only gotten worse since then... Ugh, I'm just going to take medicine for it.
 
I'm worried about my health rn. At the beginning of the week I had no appetite at all, which is very unusual for me as I only lose my appetite when I'm very sick. Now I'm just making myself eat because I know I have to, but every time I do I feel extremely bloated or I get indigestion or both. My hunger cues are really out of line too as I get hungry late at night, like 10 pm or something. I've also been really irritable as well...idk what the hell my body is doing rn. But I also feel like I'm being overly paranoid and I can't tell whats real or in my head anymore
Try to drink a glass of water and eat something (even if its just fruit, a couple cookies, a slice of bread, etc) when you first wake-up in the morning. It should give your metabolism a kickstart.
 
My car failed inspection and it's not worth getting it fixed to make it pass, so I guess I'm in the market for a car sooner than I was anticipating lmao
 
Sometimes I wonder if I don't have ADD as well cause I'm definitely not a hyperfocus person as most Asperger people are (like I know that alone doesn't give you the diagnosis but yeah I wish they kinda tested me for that too)
i have aspergers and ADD so my mind kinda shifts back and forth between hyper-focusing and not being able to focus at all. it kinda sucks cause I tell my psychiatrist this but yet when i tell him i have ADD he doesn't believe me, idk 🤔 so basically I've no treatment for it. it's really fun to deal with during the school year.


I should be really excited right now because I'm thinking that this weekend my dad is gonna take me to visit family (so I can get out of the house ugh) but when my mum asked he said he didn't want to drive and I'm terrified to ask him myself.
also just realized last night that my next appt with my therapist is July 30th, aka the time I'll be away (it wouldn't be such a big deal except that I didn't get to see her on my last scheduled appt cause she was out for the week rip).
 
I keep faking and doing random frivolous bs to pretend everything is alright. It really isn't. Things, many things happened and are happening, and if I start being honest with myself I'm definitely back deep into a depressive episode.
 
i have aspergers and ADD so my mind kinda shifts back and forth between hyper-focusing and not being able to focus at all. it kinda sucks cause I tell my psychiatrist this but yet when i tell him i have ADD he doesn't believe me, idk 🤔 so basically I've no treatment for it. it's really fun to deal with during the school year.
I mean, I can focus on reading books and stuff because I like it but everything else is like.. "oh reads class texts, listen/watch to random stuff" OH LOOK A SQUID basically lol. but yeah asperger sucks ****, worst thing is that super interest thing that makes you love certain stuff for years then you switch to something else.. like can i be consistent pls.

also the fact once you get your diagnosis, at least for me who was kinda old is that you start think in asperger with lit everything that wasn't as troublesome before..
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Also bought this ice latte at the grocery store because I was feeling a bit sleepy. had the worst sticky/stingy aftertaste like a mild allergy reaction but it wasn't that. Never again.
 
Worried that I have hyper fixtations or hyper focusing
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Worried that I have hyper fixtations or hyper focusing
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Worried that I have hyper fixtations or hyper focusing
 
my friend keeps trying to set me up w/someone when she knows i alr have a gf; ive told her to screw off before when she kept questioning why i wasnt straight, im tired of her bull****
 
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