What's Bothering You?

so I was supposed to write a letter for my friend on discord cause shes going to college, but I keep forgetting and today’s the last day to do it

I’ve barely known her for a month so Idk what to write about
 
my sleep schedule makes no sense at all. one day I can wake up at like 8am and be okay, but the next day I wake up at 8am and I can't even open my eyes so then I end up sleeping til like 1pm dkfdfjdk
 
I'm very tired. Ready to just crash out but I can't for a couple days :/
 
I have to go to the bathroom again, prob for the 4th-5th time in one day. my body just really hates me today doesn't it.
 
My coworker died yesterday and it's giving me the worst existential feelings/thoughts. He didn't die of covid or from a work related accident, he just happened to be sick prior. We would always talk whenever we passed by each other at work so my brain is going through a weird processing that idk how to describe. He trained me when I was learning how to drive the big trucks. I hit another truck my first day and cried and he still let me come back the next day to continue my training lmao. He didn't have to stick his neck out for me like that.

He's lucky I liked him though cause he would always make lesbian jokes at me lmao. He was 55+ in age so he was what you would call "old school" and rough around the edges. One time I was sitting there in the lunch room texting on my phone and he walked by and was like "who you talking to? Your GIRLFRIENDDD? LOLLLL." :cautious: Everyone laughed even though it was not very creative but at least I could roll my eyes at him without him trying to argue with me lol. It was an odd work dynamic.

Rest in peace my old pal.
 
oh my goodness I'm so sorry about what happened @oak 😭



I can hear a mouse chewing away in my dresser drawer and it's driving me up a ****ing wall.
 
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I feel so worthless and my life feels so small and meaningless
Realized it when I tried to take a break from electronics and found there's LITERALLY nothing else to do
I'm bored and idk what I'm doing with my life and I hate it
 
I feel so worthless and my life feels so small and meaningless
Realized it when I tried to take a break from electronics and found there's LITERALLY nothing else to do
I'm bored and idk what I'm doing with my life and I hate it
Feel the exact same way. I've done absolutely nothing all summer - maybe that's because now I'm focusing more on my academic future. I'm a year away from highschool. Know that you're not alone, I'm sure that there are a lot of people that feel that way :)
 
I took a shower, but forgot something so I decided to take a risk to go out in a towel and go grab it since the house was quiet. I also don’t care if either roomy sees me in a towel because they do it too. It turns out my roommates boyfriend was over so that’s embarrassing.
 
I hate it when I make new acquaintances and have no idea how to start conversations with them.
 
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current scenario: I need to get up and turn my lamp off so I can go to sleep but my dog is sleeping up against my legs and I don't want to wake him up so I just have to lay here with the light on :,,,,,)

edit: also I'm literally laying in bed doing nothing at all so why tf is my heart racing bxhsjehdbdbd
 
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I can but the situation is that the colors should have been in two separate layers but I accidentally drew both in one layer :,)



One of the biggest artist struggles...

Drawing on the wrong layer is like a curse that doesn't really bother you that much all the time, but when it strikes - it's really annoying, especially if you notice late or it's somewhere in the last stretch of a drawing and you can't do anything about it :'c
I applaud to people who can draw with only 1 layer, I'd never lol
 
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