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Gosh I hate summer. It’s not even summer yet but today is pretty warm (nearly 30 degrees celsius) and I get heat sickness so easily it’s ridiculous. I feel sick to my stomach and have a headache already 😔
 
A girl I used to go to college with last year just posted some ridiculous anti-vaxx propaganda on her Snapchat story and it really annoyed me. Usually I shy away from confrontation but im tired of being complicit in these situations so I called her out on it. People really need to stop confusing opinions with facts, covid has torn millions of families apart and the most selfish thing a person can do at this point is reject a vaccination. If they don’t want the vaccine then they shouldn’t be given the same privileges as those with the vaccine 🤷🏼‍♀️

edit; this rant of course does not include those who do not have a choice regarding taking the vaccine e.g those with PKD
 
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I feel like a bad friend. My friend congratulated me with something and I didn’t even know, and I forgot to congratulate her back too late when she also won an award. We’re not that close and yet I still should have looked out for her name when the awards came in :(
 
My social anxiety makes calling people on the telephone difficult, and yet family members expect this from me on a nearly weekly basis. I hate talking on the phone and when I am trying my best for it only to be met with disappointed remarks about how they wish I would call more often, I feel even more discouraged and less motivated.
 
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I just hate having to deal with all of the problems at my mom's house, I should not have to basically babysit adults that pretend they're incapable of doing basic tasks when in reality they are, they're just too lazy to do anything that doesn't directly benefit them and so the house is a complete disaster unless I do every single thing for my mom and her bf. It's just driving me crazy and anytime I try to nicely tell them that I have my own problems and things to deal with, my mom and her bf guilt trip me into doing into doing everything for them. I'm so sick of it and I cannot wait to move out of this hell hole.
 
It is too hot.

I know I complained yesterday and I know some other places get warmer but I’m still grumpy. The heat makes me feel so sick, I get headaches, I’m grumpy and I can’t he upstairs in my room because it’s even warmer up there.

I also feel bad for being so grumpy and whiney about the temperature. I just wish it would cook down. Summer needs to tap out at 25 degrees lmao this 30+ weather and humidity can get lost :’)
 
I found a folder on my computer of screenshots of this forum and my posts from early to mid 2017, and... deal lord they were so awful and cringey and sad.

I just wanna say if I upset anyone at any point in the past cause I was acting like an absolute idiot then I'm really sorry. if I saw my old self doing that today I woulda kicked my own a$$ lmao.
 
A guy that i have been mad at for three years or more texted me today. Didn’t say happy birthday but asked how I was. I have mixed feelings since I kinda appreciated he asked how I was even though felt awkward with the rest. No apology though; don’t think he’ll ever figure it out what made me mad and I really am not going to spell it out any further than I have a couple years ago. I hope his cousin pushes him to get some counseling or something so maybe he can learn to understand people’s feelings and the definition of anxiety so further misunderstandings don’t happen. i responded and thanked him for asking how I was. I didn’t let this ruin my day but am taken aback by the timing and just seeing his name again. I really wish there was a way to wipe all the bad feelings and stuff then again, I can see the same thing happening again...😔

I had a good day today, depression is starting to hit me again though.
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I feel like a bad friend. My friend congratulated me with something and I didn’t even know, and I forgot to congratulate her back too late when she also won an award. We’re not that close and yet I still should have looked out for her name when the awards came in :(

I can relate! some friends wished me happy birthday and last time they did as well and i ended up being late on their birthday wishes. and then there were others i haven’t remembered (then again they didn’t remember mine either). Don’t worry (I know easier said than done). you’re not a bad friend. just tell her a belated congrats and explain. I am sure she’ll understand :)
 
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