What's Bothering You?

[ali.di.magix]

I was unpacking my stuff and came across the paintings of my families' dogs that my friend painted for me and now I'm crying. The homesickness always hits hard in the weekends

 

[Princess Mipha]

Went to do my usual bloodtest.. turns out I need to stay two hours here. Had to drink some awful juice super fast and will have to do 2 more bloodtests in a span of 2 hours. I have a fear of injections.. one was already hell. U.U

 

[Alienfish]

royal mail tracking lol. well since for some reason i got express i'm even more confused lol

 

[Lady Timpani]

Went to do my usual bloodtest.. turns out I need to stay two hours here. Had to drink some awful juice super fast and will have to do 2 more bloodtests in a span of 2 hours. I have a fear of injections.. one was already hell. U.U

Oof is that the gestational diabetes screen? Good luck, hopefully your results come out okay!

 

[Princess Mipha]

Oof is that the gestational diabetes screen? Good luck, hopefully your results come out okay!

I was debating if I answer or not, because I'm a bit ashamed of not exactly knowing for what the test was.
I had struggle to already understand why they wanted to keep me for two hours (not my native language),
sooo.. I was way too stressed out to ask for what exactly it is. .-.
I'm almost certain it had to do something with the blood sugar level or yes, diabetes. In any case, thank you!
I hope everything is going to be fine, as I know that diabetes is rather common in my family

 

[Lady Timpani]

I was debating if I answer or not, because I'm a bit ashamed of not exactly knowing for what the test was.
I had struggle to already understand why they wanted to keep me for two hours (not my native language),
sooo.. I was way too stressed out to ask for what exactly it is. .-.
I'm almost certain it had to do something with the blood sugar level or yes, diabetes. In any case, thank you!
I hope everything is going to be fine, as I know that diabetes is rather common in my family

Don't feel ashamed, they really should have kept you better informed. :/ Based on everything you've said though, it sounds like that's what it was. Also I meant to say yesterday when I saw your post in the random thoughts thread, but congratulations on your pregnancy! I hope it goes smoothly for you and your baby.

 

[Princess Mipha]

Don't feel ashamed, they really should have kept you better informed. :/ Based on everything you've said though, it sounds like that's what it was. Also I meant to say yesterday when I saw your post in the random thoughts thread, but congratulations on your pregnancy! I hope it goes smoothly for you and your baby.

True, but I just got the results and yeah, seems to be for diabetes! Everything seems to be fine, but I will understand better once my doctor tells me, so in about 1 week! And thank you!! I'm very lucky so far and didn't had a lot of trouble. I hope it stays like that

 

[jiny]

i made myself wake up early so i could be in time for the mk8 session at 1pm (12pm for me) and i still managed to miss it, i couldn’t keep my eyes open any longer and i guess i fell asleep right before 12.. i feel so stupid

 

[_Rainy_]

Just general anxiety about being in a situation I’m not comfortable being in. I have a fear of messing up with people until I’ve gotten to know them well enough to be certain they won’t be angry with me. I get stressed about doing everything right so I don’t upset others and I overthink everything. I also keep spilling coffee all over myself, I really can’t be trusted which also reminds me that I need to clean my car later.

 

[milktae]

my grades aren't very good atm and every time i talk to my mom she manages to bring up my grades and proceeds to tell me i'm going to get held back. idk why she asks why i'm not motivated when she literally makes me feel way worse about my grades as if they define me :/

 

[Dunquixote]

This is pretty silly, but I was having a good dream and I woke up (even though I should be awake).

Also a bit bugged that that guy didn’t reply back. Why text me if you aren’t going to respond? I didn’t want to talk in the first place and on my birthday. Been dwelling a little again on the stuff that he did that pissed me off in the first place since I go the text and I’m extremely annoyed and aggravated again.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

accidentally almost ran over a guy w my car earlier cause he suddenly sprinted in front of my car and I couldn't see him at all, then he proceeded to get mad and stare at me as I drove away


also being ace sucks so bad, I ****ing hate it.

 

[Xara]

i made myself wake up early so i could be in time for the mk8 session at 1pm (12pm for me) and i still managed to miss it, i couldn’t keep my eyes open any longer and i guess i fell asleep right before 12.. i feel so stupid

god i feel this. i missed my first session of the obstacle course because i was asleep ... it was 8pm . try not to beat yourself up over it; i know it’s easier said than done but sleep is important and stuff like this just happens sometimes.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I am deeply troubled

 

[Sheep Villager]

Ok brain, you gotta communicate with another human being properly. You can do this.

Brain: ▶ ✖ ​

 

[tomatospooks666]

my all-encappasing, crushing loneliness

 

[Dunquixote]

I can’t find my coloring pencils :/. I’m dug through all of my boxes trying to find them, but no luck. Maybe i should just take a break and try again later. I wanted to prioritize unpacking whatever box they’re in first but . Edit: Found them!

My dreams today were really good; I was sad having to wake up .

Still no reply from that former friend—not that I wanted him to, but am extremely annoyed. I am debating asking our mutual friend to tell him not to do that again. Then again, I am a bit peeved when I snapped, he didn’t side with me :/ which i was fine with back then but as time goes on it has been hurting more. My friends all knew I was going through a lot at the time and when I tell them I need space or warn them of their moods, they respect my wishes or don’t take it personal if i snap if they forget. He didn’t. Is it so hard to understand that someone is stressed after a relative was murdered (this was over three years ago) not to mention being forced to to go to my sister’s for christmas which i had been anxious about.

I definitely stayed up too late and am super crabby today, but since i have house to myself, am going to stay up late probably again .

 

[Dawnpiplup]

Yeah, I've no empathy for my mom when she says that she got a job. She was so excited about it too, but to be honest I could not care less. "Oh, I got a job! I'm so happy!" ...Yeah, well I just said "that's good" and was just stone-faced. If it was someone, or anyone other than her than came up to me and was ecstatic about getting a job, I would be so happy and proud of them. But my mom... who gives a flying ****. Yeah I'm glad she got it, but I can't help but think of all the damn things she has said or done to me.... plus her two sided personalities. I just hold so much resentment and hatred for her that I don't. Give. A. Damn.

I hope I'm not becoming... cold-hearted.

Post automatically merged: May 22, 2021

I am deeply troubled

what's up dude?

 

[-Lumi-]

Oh my tummy hurts so much I'm so sad.

Also my birthday is coming up soon and idk man. I don't always love my birthday and I'm having mixed feelings about it. Especially since it's another lockdown birthday. And I know a lot of people have had multiple lockdown birthdays and it's not like I do anything special for them anyways but I dunno. Home is literally just my dad and I. I don't even get to spend my birthday with my whole family or my girlfriend because of the pandemic and I'm sad.

 

[Neb]

This isn’t making as distressed as other things in my life, but it has irked me today.

My birth mom has such a tight leash on me. I’d like to (finally) start college in another part of the state, but she insists I’m not self sufficient. My other mom has offered to take care of me near my college of choice and she still insists I have to stay.

Western Oregon is where I’m from. I spent the first twelve years of my life living there. While living close to my grandparents is wonderful I have no attachment to their part of the state. It’s dull, dry, and has a lot of my unpleasant memories. Whenever I visit my other mom near my hometown, I’m happy. I’m not paranoid about my former classmates harassing me 24/7. It’s more diverse, has more to do, and is absolutely stunning. Just look up a photo of the Willamette River and you’ll know what I mean.

I know my birth mom just doesn’t want her child to be away for college. She’s also reasonably worried about my struggles as someone with autism spectrum disorder. The disorder does make it more difficult for me to function in crowded places. I just wish she’d let me make my own decisions for once.