What's Bothering You?

Minor bother: Just finished a drawing and now am getting ready to bed; took a look at my photo and looked at some pictures of the character and I realized that I made something too thick. I wasn’t trying to be completely accurate (but was trying to as best I could for the most part aside). I used multiple references but found it difficult to judge the thickness. Now that I saw a better picture showing this one particular part that I drew, I want to fix it now, but it’s too late (4 AM and don’t want dad to see i’m still up). Also might need to adjust the tail too. 🤔
 
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I went to bed at 10pm. Got up at 9am. Never actually succeeded in sleeping, although I think I dozed here and there. There is not enough coffee in the world to sustain me through work today. :coffee:
 
Youngster who hates on older people like "ok boomer you suck cause you're old and you don't have my onions" mindsets. Yeah maybe spend time with some actual older people rather than your parents and internet strangers you obviously can't change your mind about...
 
We recently got a new bunny to hopefully be bonded with my boy bunny bakugo. He’s accepted her into his space, eats with her, and exchanges groomings with her as well. This past week she’s started humping him and she’s only 11 weeks old. The vet says that it’s possible just her personality because she humms a lot when she’s happy and playing. I’m really hoping she’ll grow out of it because the vet said that it’s fine as long as bakugo just lays there and puts up with it, but he doesn’t. He bit her ear, not hard enough to bleed, but hard enough to break the skin. The vet said it’s healing well and not a concern. We’re still going to let them have hang out times together, but I have to watch them closely. Also bakugo’s birthday is on Sunday and I was going to order him something, but I forgot 😔
 
It bothers me so much when people fight. I know it’s inevitable, but I wish there was something I could do to stop it.
Me too! Especially in real life.
Once I was walking to school and two men (both white one was drunk i think because there were beer stains all over his shirt) started yelling at each other. I felt bad because the other guy who wasn't drunk was getting yelled at because apparently he was gay and he started saying that gay people are mentally ill, and I just felt so bad for him that I gave him some pep talk. Luckily he didn't see me but if he did he'd probably be much worse to me than the guy who got yelled at because well... I'm black.
 
I am still waking up and I accidentally hit unfollow when browsing the site and i somehow clicked on a name. Sorry. >< apologizing in case the notification showed me following them again; didn’t mean to unfollow. silly bother but just worried since I don’t want it to come across as annoying or rude or something. maybe i’ll wait to be fully awake next time before coming on
 
I am still waking up and I accidentally hit unfollow when browsing the site and i somehow clicked on a name. Sorry. >< apologizing in case the notification showed me following them again; didn’t mean to unfollow. silly bother but just worried since I don’t want it to come across as annoying or rude or something. maybe i’ll wait to be fully awake next time before coming on
Lol, I got a confidence boost from having another follower -- and then I was like oh no did I not follow back properly? And then it was like a replay of us already doing this and I just laughed at myself for getting excited. Overall, it made my day brighter, so no worries.
 
I’m sitting in my car crying rn. Please don’t read if you are sensitive about animals (not mine 🙏) or self harm. I just need to let this out.
So the place I go to on Tuesdays and Wednesdays is a hard place for me to go to for many reasons. One is that the husband has a mental health condition and the wife is always calling him derogatory names. She has told me that her first husband had committed suicide in the back room some years ago. Her current one had to be admitted to the hospital for self harm this week. And there’s the matter of their cat this cat looks so unhealthy, she keeps telling me that she needs to get him his shots so they can take him to get the mattes cut off. Today I noticed his oddly bent leg it was completely on its side by the wrist I touched it and although he pulled his leg back it didn’t seem to cause him pain, my guess is that it’s been that way for a long time. I told her about it but when she went to look he was laying down and insisted that cats legs are supposed to be like that. I really don’t know what to do in this situation because this involves my work. I just do know if I can continue going there and turn a blind eye on this suffering animal.
 
My neighbour hit my parked car again for a 2nd time this month. I already made an insurance claim this month so imma have to just leave the damage. Luckily nothing is dented in, just a big scrape. I hate my neighbours so much
 
I’m sitting in my car crying rn. Please don’t read if you are sensitive about animals (not mine 🙏) or self harm. I just need to let this out.
So the place I go to on Tuesdays and Wednesdays is a hard place for me to go to for many reasons. One is that the husband has a mental health condition and the wife is always calling him derogatory names. She has told me that her first husband had committed suicide in the back room some years ago. Her current one had to be admitted to the hospital for self harm this week. And there’s the matter of their cat this cat looks so unhealthy, she keeps telling me that she needs to get him his shots so they can take him to get the mattes cut off. Today I noticed his oddly bent leg it was completely on its side by the wrist I touched it and although he pulled his leg back it didn’t seem to cause him pain, my guess is that it’s been that way for a long time. I told her about it but when she went to look he was laying down and insisted that cats legs are supposed to be like that. I really don’t know what to do in this situation because this involves my work. I just do know if I can continue going there and turn a blind eye on this suffering animal.

Is there any way you could leave an anonymous tip to the local animal shelter or whatever place is responsible for taking in animal neglect cases that operates in your area? I think places like that won't disclose who tipped them off if you request it.
 
I've got a phone interview tomorrow for a junior position at a game company that I think I fit really well...That makes it harder to take if I get rejected haha I hope I can stay calm when answering the questions.
 


Is there any way you could leave an anonymous tip to the local animal shelter or whatever place is responsible for taking in animal neglect cases that operates in your area? I think places like that won't disclose who tipped them off if you request it.

If Totoroki does that, she has to take into consideration the fact that she's already brought the subject up to the owner and if they have/had other visitors that may have noticed. If she's the only visitor they get, then anonymous or not, they might still figure out it was her.

I wish I had some good advice to share, but unfortunately I don't know anything else that you can do, Totoroki 😔
 
gettin really tired of my parents and friends referring to me as "high functioning" because that's really just another way of saying "yeah this person is autistic but they seem to get by okay so they must be perfectly fine and never need help ever because they clearly have minimal or no issues" like :) k I'll go cry now
(yes I have a lot of issues that will make it very difficult to be a successful adult, oh but I'm "high functioning" so I'm fine)


also I was doing alright getting out if school up until today, cause I shared a post by Bernie Sanders on fb (discussing how we need to act on climate change now or else the weather is only going to get worse) and my dad ofc had to reply, made a post about how "perspective matters" and how cutting CO2 emissions could save 3,600+ young lives, but cutting abortions could save 200,000+ lives. I called out his bs, saying it's stupid to compare regulating lazy polluting corporations to regulating grown HUMAN WOMEN. then my mom was like "you really should be more respectful in how you word things to your dad." oh yeah like how he's been soooo respectful to us all this time? **** him. anyways now im ****ing depressed again so that's cool. been lying in bed for like 3 hours and I feel like sobbing.
 
I have to do my cat’s treatment again with my dad. I don’t think he has been doing it right any of the times we do it. Not to mention he doesn’t wash his hands when he goes to the bathroom. I need to learn how to do this on my own.

Tomorrow is counseling and I just am finding it a waste of time. I hope my mom actually messages her about the things she was going to after my counselor came back from surgery. And when is she going to send that bad report to ebay for the damaged and counterfeit figure I got for christmas? she says now she can’t find the page. well maybe if you did it when i asked you to 😡 or continued fighting to return it!

I want to draw right now but I know my dad is going barge in anxious to want to do cat treatment so I can’t concentrate because I’m anxious. Okay so he said 5:30 but I know ten minutes later he is going to say let’s do it now. But no, he doesn’t have anxiety. It is only me and my mom not to mention it is our faults. 😡

A bit depressed but hopefully I can take care of that after we do cat treatment and focus on my drawing.
 
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The antibiotics that were given to alleviate my infected toe wart haven’t helped. I’ve had it for months, but it won’t be taken off for a few more days. Walking hurts more than ever. I wish I could do some sort of exercise to help with my depression… it’s just impossible to do it in my current state.
 
I just finished a page in my sketch book. I am happy about the drawing but it left a lot of eraser marks.

Some major depression. Nothing in particular caused it, just probably the time of the month.. Will go and get something to eat soon and hopefully I’ll feel better then or will be able to distract myself with something.

Also a little creeped out about a couple things and disgusted.
 
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