Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
**** you mom hope you go and off yourself
Love your new sig and avatar.**** you mom hope you go and off yourself
I prefer paranoia.Depression. *sigh*
you don't have to prove yourself to others, what they don't see is their loss.Idk it's a 'me' problem but Genshin makes me feel weirdly insecure sometimes. I've always been affected by people saying that "girls can't be gamers lol" and sexist **** like that, and because of that I always feel like I have to prove that I can play decently too. Because of this I refuse to play co-op with friends who are stronger than me, not because I hate them but because my dumb insecurity makes me think that they think I can't handle stuff on my own. I know it's okay to ask for help but I just feel this weird sense of pride for myself for making it far solo. I feel like I'm super toxic right now just saying this. I'm sorry it's so personal ksdjkbfksndcf
also what am i doing why am i ranting. i should be studying
It looks like my friend has opted to get back together with her ex boyfriend who was the laziest idiot I've ever heard about (not met him due to the pandemic) and never bothered to fight for their relationship in the first place. She deserves so much than him and he and his lazy butt certainly doesn't deserve her. Period.Two things that have been bothering me for the last few days...
Why do I attract the weirdos when it comes to men? I've been talking to this guy at the bus stop who genuinely seemed nice (for a change) and then the other day he dropped this weird story about being mistaken for a sex offender by the police for a few weeks. and I honestly had no idea whether or not he was being serious or making a joke but it made me really uncomfortable. Meanwhile in the space of a few months a friend of mine breaks up with her loser boyfriend and another male friend of her's confesses he has a crush on her. Why is it so easy for some people to get decent guys to like them without any effort but for others (like myself) things always turn weird with men?
can i ask if you actually tried IPA beer cause that sounds like it lolalcohol tastes like cleaning solution
My best friend of almost 6 years turned out to be fake. I was always defending her to everyone and taking care of her, buying her things, helping her with problems but meanwhile she was talking **** about me the entire time. She never listened to my advice, talked **** about me and anyone i was friends with that wasn't her, and every time someone "better" or more entertaining came along she would throw me to the side and even her brother noticed and said "so youre reallly gonna let her push you around like that huh?" and i ignored it because she was my best friend. once she got a boyfriend though she stopped spending time with me and whhen i would try to hang out she would lie and say she was busy or her mom wasnt letting her but then her boyfriend would go to her house smh. I tried to tell her he was treating her wrong and she would cry about how horrible he was and then scream at me for saying "im sorry that you have to go through that, he shouldnt be acting this way to you" and i ended up getting tired of putting all my love and all my effort into someone who meant so much to me but who wasn't showing it back, so i started to complain to my actual group of best friends about how i was tired of it, but it turned out the girl had been hacking my account for about a year (i never gave her my password she memorized it while i was typing..) and she read everything and that was the final straw. Kind of still dealing with that rn because I haven't been able to accept that she's a different person now. Now she's making up stuff and telling people that I was talking bad about her the whole time and that I started ignoring her and a bunch of things that she did, saying that I did them. I hate people.
this may sound petty, but this isn't even a full explanation of what happened.. she did a lot of worse things but yeah