What's Bothering You?
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Reginald Fairfield
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Heavily medicated. woo~
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
have to rush our outside cat to the vet this morning, she's not holding on too well and she has me insanely worried. I can't emotionally handle losing another cat. not right now.
People still debating The Danish Girl. Like yeah it wasn't the best of movies and they changed a lot of things but it wasn't meant to show trans this trans that it was supposed to show that person's life as a man then later a woman. 
Also, powerbanks still using micro usb rather than -c. Sigh.
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Also, powerbanks still using micro usb rather than -c. Sigh.
. I really hope my day gets better because so far it’s not been the best.
EtchaSketch
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bruh. my boyfriend arguing with me over the TASTE OF A DRINK
because I think it tastes one way but he thinks it doesn’t just because “it wasn’t MADE to taste that way” UGHH
I love him but he can really get frustrating sometimes lol. he’s very technical with his way of thinking and i’m the absolute opposite!
because I think it tastes one way but he thinks it doesn’t just because “it wasn’t MADE to taste that way” UGHH
I love him but he can really get frustrating sometimes lol. he’s very technical with his way of thinking and i’m the absolute opposite!
Out of curiosity, what drink is it?
You could probably start a civil war in Scotland debating the taste of Irn Bru.
so. my friend is going through something and i’m talking to them about it and they just. said something that lowkey hurt me a bit lol. i know this is a really selfish time for me to be getting my feelings hurt and this isn’t about me but just. ****. i already felt alone man, and this didn’t help. lol.
i miss my cat. i miss my cat so ****ing bad. i am so ****ing angry that she is dead and that i can’t tell anyone that. i am so ****ing angry that my irl friends and my parents have not once bothered to ask me how i’m doing. haven’t tried to talk to me about her. i am so angry that i can’t bring myself to look at photos or videos of her because it hurts. i physically can’t breathe when i see her or think about her. i am so ****ing angry. **** my mother for constantly screaming and yelling and crying. **** my father for screaming and yelling back at her, and talking to me about how he wants to leave her. **** him for telling me that he’s afraid i’m becoming her. **** him for throwing a tantrum this morning because the kittens were playing and preventing him from watching tv. **** him for scaring them. **** them for throwing out my late cat’s things. all her toys, beds, blankets, gone. **** god for taking her. **** god for not even letting her go peacefully. she didn’t want to go. she didn’t want to die. she was still herself. she was still zeva. how the **** did this happen. i would trade anything to have her back. she was supposed to have her surgery on friday. why the **** is she dead. why is she gone. why am i still here. why the **** did this happen, and why the **** does nobody seem to care about how it’s affecting me?
i am spiralling. i am alone. i have never felt this alone in my entire life. she was genuinely all i ****ing had, and now she’s gone. i failed her. i am so angry. i am so angry that i was home alone with her when she deteriorated that day. i am so angry that my parents kept leaving me home alone with her, knowing i couldn’t help her if something happened. and i couldn’t. i am so angry that my mother kept scaring her with her meltdowns. i am so angry that they threw out her things like they were garbage. i am so angry that my father is treating the kittens like **** because she is dead. i am so angry that she’s dead. i am so angry that she’s in an urn. i am so angry that my last memory of her is her sedated in the laundry basket we took her to the vets in. and i am so ****ing angry that she threw up when she died. she didn’t close her eyes peacefully or give one last final twitch. she threw up. she died, and she took me with her. she died.
i miss my cat. i miss my cat so ****ing bad. i am so ****ing angry that she is dead and that i can’t tell anyone that. i am so ****ing angry that my irl friends and my parents have not once bothered to ask me how i’m doing. haven’t tried to talk to me about her. i am so angry that i can’t bring myself to look at photos or videos of her because it hurts. i physically can’t breathe when i see her or think about her. i am so ****ing angry. **** my mother for constantly screaming and yelling and crying. **** my father for screaming and yelling back at her, and talking to me about how he wants to leave her. **** him for telling me that he’s afraid i’m becoming her. **** him for throwing a tantrum this morning because the kittens were playing and preventing him from watching tv. **** him for scaring them. **** them for throwing out my late cat’s things. all her toys, beds, blankets, gone. **** god for taking her. **** god for not even letting her go peacefully. she didn’t want to go. she didn’t want to die. she was still herself. she was still zeva. how the **** did this happen. i would trade anything to have her back. she was supposed to have her surgery on friday. why the **** is she dead. why is she gone. why am i still here. why the **** did this happen, and why the **** does nobody seem to care about how it’s affecting me?
i am spiralling. i am alone. i have never felt this alone in my entire life. she was genuinely all i ****ing had, and now she’s gone. i failed her. i am so angry. i am so angry that i was home alone with her when she deteriorated that day. i am so angry that my parents kept leaving me home alone with her, knowing i couldn’t help her if something happened. and i couldn’t. i am so angry that my mother kept scaring her with her meltdowns. i am so angry that they threw out her things like they were garbage. i am so angry that my father is treating the kittens like **** because she is dead. i am so angry that she’s dead. i am so angry that she’s in an urn. i am so angry that my last memory of her is her sedated in the laundry basket we took her to the vets in. and i am so ****ing angry that she threw up when she died. she didn’t close her eyes peacefully or give one last final twitch. she threw up. she died, and she took me with her. she died.
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i hate when ppl say it tastes like cream soda/ginger beer bc i hate cream soda/ginger beer and i love irn bru so i just cant agree with that logic even tho i can kinda see and taste it
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i hope ur ok xara, i know i probably cant provide much comfort but i know u would have done all u could for her and im sure with all that love u obviously have for her that she must have had a happy life, im so sorry for ur loss tho and if u ever need to talk or vent pls feel free to message me anytime. im so sorry that u have to go through all that alone but pls dont blame urself, u were placed in an awful situation thats not ur fault, im sorry u were failed by those around u and i hope they realise how devastated u are and try to help u in this horrible time : ( 
thinking of u both
thinking of u both
idiotdoomspiral
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Cant stop yawning like twice to three times every minute, its probably being caused by my medication and is an unusual side effect. Cool i am very thrilled about this
I'm currently working with a number of people who have recently moved to Scotland, and watching them have their first taste of Irn Bru at a social meet was absolutely hilarious. They're debating flavours and I'm laughing and they ask what it really is and I'm like, "that's the beauty of it - nobody knows!"
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
I can't work one day without having to take a day off. I literally only went to work at my internship for two hours yesterday and today im fatigued and exhausted and I even had to wear sunglasses and hide in the dark most of the day bc im overstimulated and exhausted.
I'm 22 and I've yet to find a way around it. I would say this is just how I am/how it is but most people would prob say I'm just making up excuses and being lazy. I'm pretty much useless in the work force and that just makes me feel worthless.
I'm 22 and I've yet to find a way around it. I would say this is just how I am/how it is but most people would prob say I'm just making up excuses and being lazy. I'm pretty much useless in the work force and that just makes me feel worthless.
I'm tired of not being able to read what other's intentions are. If you want to say something to me, just say it! Be blunt! I can't read between the lines of what you say. I'll probably take it at face value. I don't care if it could hurt my feelings, not being straightforward not gonna fix anything. I try not to be insufferable or an inconvenience, but not letting me know what you want me to know isn't going to help.
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
just... life 
Neurotiker
title goes here
wow who was oversharing on this post at 5 am in the morning definitely not me lol
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ali.di.magix
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I'm feeling so down and depressed today for no apparent reason. Possibly this new medication is effecting my mood?
I just don't want to go to work. It's bringing me down as well. There's a few people that are becoming unbearable to work with. I feel like I'm being used and there's no where to progress in my current role. But then I don't have enough experience to move onto something else.
I don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore lol
I just don't want to go to work. It's bringing me down as well. There's a few people that are becoming unbearable to work with. I feel like I'm being used and there's no where to progress in my current role. But then I don't have enough experience to move onto something else.
I don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore lol
Violet Witch
☽Stay Wild Moon Child☾
Honestly I'm just tired of waking up at 5am four days a week at the moment, I feel like the moment I go to bed I'm up again and not getting any rest or a break between days. Thank goodness I only have to do it again tomorrow and four days next week before I'm on holiday for a whole month where I can get some decent nights sleep and not have to be up at the crack of dawn every day.
