What's Bothering You?

[.: Meri :.]

My mom suddenly had to go to the hospital just now because she was in a lot of pain. If everyone would please keep her in their thoughts and wish her well, I would greatly appreciate it. I'm really scared and worried and I just want her to be okay.

Update: thank goodness, it was just kidney stones. ;; She got discharged from the hospital earlier this morning and is back home now.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

my poor baby miko has something wrong w one of her back feet, I can't tell if she broke it or what but it's swollen and she won't stop touching it. the vet doesn't open for another few minutes but I hope I can get her in today so they can see what's wrong and help her.

also my SO isn't feeling well this morning and he has to go to work soon. my poor babies

 

[ali.di.magix]

I've been feeling super light-headed and dizzy for the past few days, and I'm pretty sure it's because of stress and anxiety (or perhaps my blood pressure is really low again as well). I don't think there has been one positive thing come out of my mouth for over a month now. I always focus so strongly on the negatives. I can't catch a break from myself and my constant train of negative thoughts. I put on a facade at work, because if I show how I truly feel then I feel like my boss will dislike me even more and see me as even more inadequate. I need a break, my holiday is booked for a month away but that feels too far away.

 

[S.J.]

Update: thank goodness, it was just kidney stones. ;; She got discharged from the hospital earlier this morning and is back home now.

Merielle that is awful, but I'm so glad to hear your mum is ok, and I hope she feels better soon! I hope your dad recovers soon as well, and you and your mum both stay well!

 

[Disneyfangirl23]

There’s a Christmas karaoke in November and my mum is bugging me to go to try it out but I really really don’t want to go…

 

[Alienfish]

Would be nice if people could read your whole post before assuming **** lol...

 

[nyx~]

My life just seems to be falling apart lately. My best friend has ghosted me for just over 2 months now and I just wanna know if they're ok... Also my mom has been getting all these heart tests and other things done this week and I'm just worried about her. And on top of that my social life irl is basically gone so I just feel alone with my thoughts.

 

[oak]

The sky is filled with smoke from a forest fire and it's triggering my asthma. I woke up coughing. Dang weak lungs, toughen up

 

[Bui]

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[-Mars-]

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[Foreverfox]

Guess what! I had another laptop scare today

I'm aware my laptop is actually 13 years old and it's bond to come to it's end one of these days

I think your laptop is on borrowed time. I'd start making arrangements. I used to have a lap thing that had built-in fans that would run if I plugged it in to the USB port. Have you tried cleaning it and removing unnecessary files, etc?

 

[azurill]

I dislike feeling so tired on my days off. I actually have an afternoon where I can read my book or play s game and I keep falling asleep. Lately every time I get an afternoon to myself I end up falling asleep.

 

[Croconaw]

I need to stop worrying about things out of my control.

And maybe start following my own advice.

 

[nightglow]

Honestly I think my anxiety is on the fritz but no idea why...
Well anxiousness doesn't need a reason, but still, it's human nature to want to fix and you can't without the why.
I'm just grateful I'm at home where it is quiet.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

Spoiler

sometimes I feel so disgusted in my own body. not bc of my weight or anything, just my anatomy

 

[-Mars-]

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[Dim]

I either not get enough sleep or I get too much sleep. Can’t I sleep for a solid 8-9 hours for once lol

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

I am so pissed right now (mostly because of my brother, thanks a lot Angelo). I was washing the dishes earlier but had to stop and go to my room for a quick back-and-forth pace, otherwise I would've broken one of the plates.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

this morning was eventful. had to rush Miko to the vet bc she had something wrong with her back left foot. turns out she had an open wound, and she also had wounds on her front right paw, the back of her right leg, and on her nose. she's taking antibiotics and a pain killer now, hopefully she heals up okay.
then after that I was messaging my SO and he was scheduled to work today but he woke up feeling very ill and nauseated. I told him he should call off (if for nothing else, bc he works around food and shouldn't be getting others sick, to which he replied "oh my manager doesn't care") and he said he didn't want to let them down or make them mad, but it's evident at this point that his managers and coworkers literally could not care less about him. after having one of the assistant managers say "oh you're asking your least favorite manager to cover your shift? no, I'm not helping you out anymore", he finally got the OK that he could call off and bring a doctor's note the next day. well then he got a message from another manager saying that he was gonna get written up for missing a day of work bc he was really sick. I was so ****ed about that, I don't get angry easily at all but these people are horrible and my SO deserves so much better than that trash heap of a restaurant. he's already struggling with mental health issues, he doesn't need these people treating him like he's a terrible person who doesn't deserve any respect.


also yet another day goes by and I don't do anything with my videos, I really want to work on them and yet here I am still putting it off



also also my parents are screaming at each other in the other room and it's really messing with my anxiety and cptsd

 

[Neb]

The now yearly forest fires have arrived once again. Every time I step outside it smells like a campfire and I can barely see the hills several roads away. It’s so bad that the air quality number went up by 50 in a day. So much for my brisk walks.