I feel and remember almost nothing. Im very drained, and just feel lost. I want to find my way again but feel angry at my past that led me here. I don't want any more regrets and bad luck and controlling *******s. I want it to be ok to just be me.
oh love, i am so so sorry. i know there’s nothing i can say or do that will make this better for you, but my pms are always open if you ever need to talk or vent. i may not be able to help or take the grief away, but i’d be happy to listen.snip