What's Bothering You?

[Giddy]

Had my sister messaging me today at work to ask me what my signing in details for Facebook are. Something to do with trying to communicate with our dad, a dad I must say who I haven't seen or heard from in over 15 years.
(The only reason I have my dad on Facebook in the first place, is that months ago, my sister did have access to my account and requested him as a friend, which he accepted but never messaged me at all and I don't plan to either.)
I told her I don't know my password off by heart. I told her the best thing is to wait till I'm home for me to sign out and sign in again to make sure, because I have several different passwords, and didn't want her knowing them all. As I did try and sign out on my phone, but once I tried signing in again, it automatically signed me back in without me trying a password. Her response: 'So you can't tell me now'
I said again, I dunno, and I am at work. Then she told me 'stop being useless, think'

And as my other coworker and boss came in, she started trying to ring me SEVERAL TIMES as I'm dealing with customers.
I had to turn my phone off. It was not the end of the world for this information, and then to say that above just got me angry, so when I was about to leave I turned my phone on to go off at her via message and then left the shop; knowing full well my phone will have no wifi connection while I walk home.

 

[Autumn247]

My friend/my ex went missing. He’s really unwell right now, needs to be on meds. Has been calling me this past week manic and in psychosis and according to a post I saw on Facebook today he’s gone missing

 

[boring]

Dang, you won't be able to attend your events now. Get well ASAP!

Covid tests arrived this morning and, much to my surprise, it's not Covid!! I still had to cancel my event for today but hopefully I can do the more important one tomorrow still

 

[Seastar]

When I have certain problems I struggle to discuss them at all because I get sick with anxiety. I have some bothering me right now and I am not sure what to do. I guess I should be glad I am not impulsive because then this would all go horribly wrong, but the anxiety can get excessive. One of these has been going on for years and definitely not getting better.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

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[Dunquixote]

My depression is pretty bad today; hopefully my medicine will help improve my mood once I take it and eat.

No comments or dms please

 

[AccfSally]

It was nice and quiet, now someone above me starts hammering something on the wall and it's noisy.
It's a good thing I'm not in the middle of reading or writing right now.


And it's waking up my poor hamster.

 

[Suguri]

My sister is smoking methane. IDK what to do.

 

[VernalLapin]

Spoiler: Emeto

I’m sick as a dog. Headaches, threw up, sore throat, and I don’t want to even eat or drink but I have to to help me feel better.

 

[VernalLapin]

I lowkey can’t tell if I’m hot or cold lol

 

[ShadowLelouch97]

Ceres Fauna has graduated from Hololive. My heart...

 

[VernalLapin]

I can’t sleep for more than two hours at a time, and when I do, I get really stressful annoying dreams, revolving around my current interest and it’s driving me crazy.

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

Spoiler: Long post

I can't even think straight right now. I'm now realizing that because of my stupid decisions and inactions, it's brought forth great consequences.

Had I told my manager a couple days earlier that I was ready to work again, I would've been working this week. But my manager had already done the schedule, so I have to wait till next week to work. I couldn't get a hold of her number until today anyways, but I'm still irked. With me taking the week off (upon my manager's request) and this, I'm missing out on two week's worth of pay. :\

Because I was so overwhelmed about college, I didn't do any of the stuff I was supposed to until I realized it's all come to bite me in the ass. To put it lightly, I don't have housing settled and my dad is sure as hell not gonna drive me to college and back every day. I could look for an apartment, but they're stupidly expensive in Canada and all my savings are just gonna go down the drain...

To be fair, I couldn't complete the dormitory application due to having insufficient information that was given to me after the deadline had passed, and all my calls/emails not being responded to. But in the end, I'm still at fault because I didn't get my **** together sooner.

I'm dreading having to tell my parents, because they want me to be transparent and keep them up-to-date with my life. I'm just gonna get the same lectures about the same **** I've already been told, get into arguments, and have another ****ing mental breakdown. I've made the same mistake twice now. At this rate, my younger brother is gonna be in college before I will be. My dad told me this while we had an argument a few days ago, and it really stung. I'm just so mad and disappointed in myself. How do I keep ****ing up?

I find it ironic that even though I've mentioned multiple times about how much I hate work and not wanting to go to college, I'm upset about not being able to do either. But I think it's moreso my parents being disappointed in me because I'm not doing something useful with my life. ("You wanna have a purpose in life? Go to work or college." My dad's exact words.)

I also pulled an all-nighter last night and I'm starting to feel the effects. I might just sleep for the rest of the day.

 

[moonbyu]

i just got healthy and i'm sick as a dog again because my mom brought back a sickness from her trip. ofc.

update: everybody in the house is sick now. i have school next week too and nothing's gotten better at all what a life

 

[xSuperMario64x]

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[Dim]

removed

 

[sakuraa]

its funny how even when im breaking up with someone, i find some insane little way to spiral it to being my fault even when there arent any hard feelings

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

After "cleaning" and reorganizing, I still can't find a blu-ray player and my spare switch controllers.

 

[Dim]

Think I'm coming down with something.

 

[chocovelvetcake]

Well, it looks like I'm the only housekeeper working today. Nobody, not even my boss, is here. There was supposed to be another housekeeper working, but she called in today because of the weather (it's snowing outside). Since I was the only housekeeper, I had to take the residents outside to smoke in the cold (it was the housekeepers turn to take the residents out to smoke).

When employees take the residents out to smoke, they're not supposed to leave them out by themselves, so I had to be outside with the residents while they were smoking. My fingers were freezing so hard they started hurting. I hope I don't get sick from being outside of the cold.