I chose not to admit this for a while, but I'm beginning to believe that the staff truly doesn't like me. It's not that I wasn't picked as a moderator, but it's because of a few other things. My posts, blogs, and sometimes PMs get ignored by the staff, as I always wanted a green pinwheel. I'm not mad that I didn't get picked as a mod, but I did sign up to help out with the TBT Fair. Not only it would be fun to help run an event, but I could also get fair collectibles after the TBT Fair for free. Now there's no hope for me to get the green pinwheel anymore. I tried my best efforts, and I'm not loved enough.