What's Bothering You?

The time change always messes with me so much more than I expect it to. I'm accidentally staying up too late and end up waking up groggy. So I have a headache today. I'm probably going to force myself to get into bed at like 8:30 tonight to fix it. lol
 
Well...followup on the tooth situation:

It wasn't a wisdom tooth, it was just one of my molars. (I don't even have wisdom teeth, apparently). - I went to the dentist today and had it pulled. (Not fun). - So, now I'm back home with a sore and swollen face...trying to figure out what I can eat. Also, that cost almost $700 that I really didn't want to spend. So...yeah. Happy days. Lol.
 
just spent most of my evening trying to get myself to be mindful and think positively, yet here I sit with no energy or motivation or desire to do anything. it's too early for me to go to bed so idk what to do with myself 😞


edit: nvm, should prob talk to my therapist abt the other thing. I don't want to make anyone feel bad.
 
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That really sucks, I'm sorry. I hate to see that, because you have a unique art style that I really adore! ❤️
thank you. i talked to her later after and she said she didn't mean it that way, so i guess i took it the wrong way. i don't think she realizes what she says sometimes.
 
lower back started hurting out of nowhere sometime this afternoon, and now I can't move at all without feeling a sharp pain 😭
 
I finally finally had my appointment with a neuropsycologist after many delays. A round of covid, cyclone, etc.

and i got to hear the words "I have no doubt in my mind that you have a mixture of ASD and ADHD"

I'm relieved, excited and in disbelief

It's so weird that something I believe I have is actually true, that it's not just something I've made up in my mind

I'm excited to get treatment for AuDHD rather than just lumping everything under the bracket of anxiety

I'm also annoyed that no one in my life had spotted it sooner. None of my teachers, not my parents, relatives or anyone. My mum used to always tell me that nothing was wrong with me as a kid, but I knew that there was something. there had to be something. There had to be an explanation of why i am like i am, why i wasnt like other kids (or why other kids avoided me like the plague).

this diagnosis has given me so much closure
 
I wish some people would stop playing the victim in situations that are their fault to begin with. This also includes the audacity to post quotes on Instagram blaming others for being the toxic ones. When in fact the reason for their failed relationships and friendships is because they are a terrible partner and friend. Urgh! Some people need to go outside, get some fresh air and then maybe they’ll wake up and smell the roses. 🤦🏼‍♀️
 
I called someone out for taking six months to fix our surveillance cameras (imagine having no surveillance at the entrance to your building and where mail is delivered for months), and I was made out to be insubordinate for speaking too harshly despite staying entirely professional in my email the entire time. The problem has finally been fixed, but it’s just annoying.
 
contacted someone abt a swingset they were selling and they did say no holds but I told them what time we would be there tomorrow (today) to get it, then today comes and not very long before we were supposed to leave to pick it up they're like "oh it's been sold." like gee thanks for letting me know at the last second :rolleyes: I'm not upset cause I know I'll find another eventually but this guy was honestly just a pain to deal with, left me feeling very disappointed.
 
Super petty but that one server is adding an AI art bot which is gonna encourage me more to leave lol. At this rate im def leaving, but I still wanna chat with one mod and doing that then just leaving seems awkward, I’m awkward anyway so I guess not much loss /:
 
back pain still has not gone away, it hurts so much 😞

I have an appt with the doctor later today, really hoping we get something figured out cause I don't want to live like this, my mom deals with chronic pain and I worry about having the same issue.
 
I feel like I wasted my weekend again. I mean, I took a shower like I wanted, but that's about the only productive thing I've done. I didn't do my homework because I'm overwhelmed with how much I have, and I didn't make progress on my fic today when I just wanna get it done.
Hell, I didn't even do my laundry properly - I left my clothes in the washer for over a day and I thought they smelled fine, so I threw the clothes into the dryer. Well, now they smell bad and I'm gonna have to re-wash everything again.

Aside from that, I'm contemplating ending a friendship with one of my online 'friends'. I've talked about them a few times here on TBT because of the problematic things they said and did regarding me, but I can't bring myself to do anything about it. And with me getting frustrated with my family, I did not have the best weekend, to say the least.

Oh, and I'm sick as well. Nothing too serious and my only symptoms so far are a runny nose and headache, but it still sucks.
Sometimes you just have these periods when you're going really slow through everything and don't have focus... Don't be hard on yourself when you're doing something wrong or not perfect, just continue to do it and it will go naturally! And actually if you're having too much homework and feel like you're not making to deadline, there's plenty of services like bestdissertation, that can always help you to get some essay/coursework done real quick!
 
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Someone is copying my art and it's really annoying. At least they aren't straight up stealing it but they are copy/pasting my posts for their redraws and ignored my DM asking them to stop. u_u And like, it would be flattering and I would be totally cool with people redrawing my art in general...if they ask first and gave me credit but this person is just flat out taking my stuff. :rolleyes:
 
I keep seeing south park content, I keep trying to block the tags or block people posting sp stuff but it keeps coming up. I dont want to see it but its everywhere
 
Super petty but that one server is adding an AI art bot which is gonna encourage me more to leave lol. At this rate im def leaving, but I still wanna chat with one mod and doing that then just leaving seems awkward, I’m awkward anyway so I guess not much loss /:
Bit the bullet and finally left- the vocal distaste for the new games on that server and AI stuff coming together was the last straw… but bothered because I feel lonelier now 😔 It amazes me I still have this issue with Discord… not good at socialising in general… but lack of places to go irl and dont wanna just be online sighhhhh
 
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