What's Bothering You?
- Thread starter Oblivia
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I just have lots of things on my mind right now I don’t feel up to writing about. I’ll probably post about it tomorrow since I just want to sleep, lol. The one thing keeping me sane is knowing my favorite person loves me. It feels nice having someone who says that to me.. and at the same time I’m not doubting it one bit in my head. Even more so since she said it first. We were talking about how bad I was at double battles in Pokémon (jokingly of course) and she said “yes you do [suck at double battles] but I love you anyway.”
I’m also tired so I’ll probably get to sleep before that changes.
I’m also tired so I’ll probably get to sleep before that changes.
ali.di.magix
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I'm just demotivated and in a rut right now regarding work. I just can't be bothered doing anything. I think it's because what I'm doing isn't challenging enough for me; like I'm not working on a big project or anything. I've got small stuff to carry on with but it's not enough. Meanwhile I've pretty much got a job offer sitting there for me, and it's tempting to take right now just to get out of where I am now, but I don't think that'll be challenging enough for me either.
I actually kinda hate challenge and change as it brings along a lot of stress and anxiety, but once I'm confident I love it. I just want something to work on consistently. The cyclone has kinda screwed me over big time as we had projects lined up that are now on hold due to lack of resources and lack of funding.
Tl;dr I'm just kinda over life rn lol
I actually kinda hate challenge and change as it brings along a lot of stress and anxiety, but once I'm confident I love it. I just want something to work on consistently. The cyclone has kinda screwed me over big time as we had projects lined up that are now on hold due to lack of resources and lack of funding.
Tl;dr I'm just kinda over life rn lol
Disneyfangirl23
🦁 Lion King fangirl 🦁
I didn’t feel well last night
I have his horribly notorious track record of having bad things happen to me all at once and then just as I recover from the bad things it happens again.. and today is no different.
Im just getting to grips with my 2 dental infections last month that went alongside a small mental breakdown and having to move across the country while doing coursework. yeah it sucked but i was getting better! Then today after having another mini breakdown because I feel overwhelmed by my family I have another dental infection and have asked for help but I'm being ignored by doctors - even worse is that this infection has appeared the day I'm due to begin a 7 day crackdown of the coursework I NEED an A in. I already had to take weeks out last month due to 2 infections in 2 weeks AND I had to defer a year last year due to illness so Im already playing the catch up game without now dealing with this.
Also I accidentally gave myself a contact allergy reaction trying to soothe the dental pain and i feel sick. cant even eat a crumpet without wincing. ugh.
Im just getting to grips with my 2 dental infections last month that went alongside a small mental breakdown and having to move across the country while doing coursework. yeah it sucked but i was getting better! Then today after having another mini breakdown because I feel overwhelmed by my family I have another dental infection and have asked for help but I'm being ignored by doctors - even worse is that this infection has appeared the day I'm due to begin a 7 day crackdown of the coursework I NEED an A in. I already had to take weeks out last month due to 2 infections in 2 weeks AND I had to defer a year last year due to illness so Im already playing the catch up game without now dealing with this.
Also I accidentally gave myself a contact allergy reaction trying to soothe the dental pain and i feel sick. cant even eat a crumpet without wincing. ugh.
You're still very young and you've so much ahead of you. If you don't like how you've chosen to spend your time so far, take these feelings as the motivation to change your life. Have a think about what you want your life to look like, figure out what path will take you there, and put it in motion. Easier said than done, of course, this is a process that can take a long time - but it will be worth it.
TSA confiscated a $50 hand cream off my mom (she wasn’t even flying, but she works on the “other side” of the airport so she has to go through everyday she works) but apparently they can bring their own drinks across. What a double standard. I know this for a fact because I worked at the Airport as well, at the convenience store by baggage claim. (Note: My store was at the entrance, so they haven’t yet crossed themselves) TSA Agents came in all the time and bought coffees and bottles of soda/water right before their shift started. I guess rules don’t apply to them?
Just be consistent.
Just be consistent.
xSuperMario64x
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idk I feel like I'm okay but I also just having a bad looming feeling. I feel so tired and overwhelmed and exhausted, and the feeling is relentless. I've been on the verge of tears nearly nonstop for about 3 days now. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm tired of my life. 
edit: I need to give some context. my friend lost both of her parents by the time she was 15, and I've been hanging out w her a lot lately and I tend to feel others' pain very strongly so I feel an immense amount of pain for her. her parents are gone, I can't imagine how much she's been through and is still going through. she's an incredibly strong person for making it this far and I'm grateful that she's still alive.
I've also been thinking abt my grandpa a lot today, and the fact that he's gone forever. I know he was difficult to deal with and had a lot of issues with his treatment of some family, but visiting him was always one of the highlights of my childhood. and I'll never be able to get that back.
it's just a lot of sadness and turmoil for me to handle, and I get overwhelmed/stressed so easily being autistic. I'm just really struggling to cope right now. I'll keep spending the evening doing my drawings and watching tv, I'll just have to make it to tomorrow morning when I can talk to my therapist/psychiatrist.
edit: I need to give some context. my friend lost both of her parents by the time she was 15, and I've been hanging out w her a lot lately and I tend to feel others' pain very strongly so I feel an immense amount of pain for her. her parents are gone, I can't imagine how much she's been through and is still going through. she's an incredibly strong person for making it this far and I'm grateful that she's still alive.
I've also been thinking abt my grandpa a lot today, and the fact that he's gone forever. I know he was difficult to deal with and had a lot of issues with his treatment of some family, but visiting him was always one of the highlights of my childhood. and I'll never be able to get that back.
it's just a lot of sadness and turmoil for me to handle, and I get overwhelmed/stressed so easily being autistic. I'm just really struggling to cope right now. I'll keep spending the evening doing my drawings and watching tv, I'll just have to make it to tomorrow morning when I can talk to my therapist/psychiatrist.
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ZeldaCrossing64
Supa Cop
I feel like I wasted my weekend again. I mean, I took a shower like I wanted, but that's about the only productive thing I've done. I didn't do my homework because I'm overwhelmed with how much I have, and I didn't make progress on my fic today when I just wanna get it done.
Hell, I didn't even do my laundry properly - I left my clothes in the washer for over a day and I thought they smelled fine, so I threw the clothes into the dryer. Well, now they smell bad and I'm gonna have to re-wash everything again.
Aside from that, I'm contemplating ending a friendship with one of my online 'friends'. I've talked about them a few times here on TBT because of the problematic things they said and did regarding me, but I can't bring myself to do anything about it. And with me getting frustrated with my family, I did not have the best weekend, to say the least.
Oh, and I'm sick as well. Nothing too serious and my only symptoms so far are a runny nose and headache, but it still sucks.
Hell, I didn't even do my laundry properly - I left my clothes in the washer for over a day and I thought they smelled fine, so I threw the clothes into the dryer. Well, now they smell bad and I'm gonna have to re-wash everything again.
Aside from that, I'm contemplating ending a friendship with one of my online 'friends'. I've talked about them a few times here on TBT because of the problematic things they said and did regarding me, but I can't bring myself to do anything about it. And with me getting frustrated with my family, I did not have the best weekend, to say the least.
Oh, and I'm sick as well. Nothing too serious and my only symptoms so far are a runny nose and headache, but it still sucks.
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I’m getting surgery soon so they can remove a tumor from my parathyroid. It’s apparently the cause of the hypercalcemia I’ve had for a few years. I’m more bothered by having to wait for the surgery rather than the surgery itself. Having to go to the bathroom constantly is tiring and the feelings of lethargy are getting worse.
Foreverfox
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Nicholas has strep and will be finishing his antibiotics only three days before having back surgery. 
I just don’t care about a lot of the things that used to motivate me right now. I don’t even mean things like hobbies or interests like art but some of the values I used to have because they seem hopeless and when I do make progress I still feel hopeless and like I can’t be satisfied.
As long as I have my boyfriend I’m at least doing ok for now. I didn’t want to become codependent on someone, but he’s the only person I feel deeply connected to, and as I am rn I still feel pretty connected to a bunch of media/characters etc. but it isn’t enough. I’m absolutely tired of this feeling that everything isn’t enough.
As long as I have my boyfriend I’m at least doing ok for now. I didn’t want to become codependent on someone, but he’s the only person I feel deeply connected to, and as I am rn I still feel pretty connected to a bunch of media/characters etc. but it isn’t enough. I’m absolutely tired of this feeling that everything isn’t enough.
I feel that sometimes. I really didn't utilize my weekend all that well. It was like the first weekend I've had both days off in a row and I just didn't really get into much at all lol. You'd think I would want to considering I often only get one day off. It didn't help that it was in the singles and really cold so I couldn't do much outside.
I hope you feel better and get rid of your cold! Just keep up with drinking water, it does help.
LuchaSloth
Sloth
Wisdom tooth just chipped while I was eating cereal. - I don't have health insurance.
It didn't hurt, and still doesn't...but I know I should get it checked.
There's a sharp part in there now that I can feel with my tongue. Ugh.
It didn't hurt, and still doesn't...but I know I should get it checked.
There's a sharp part in there now that I can feel with my tongue. Ugh.
xSuperMario64x
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literally told myself a few days ago that I cannot take my Lamotrigine on an empty stomach bc it will make me feel nauseated. well not only did I take it on an empty stomach, but I also decided to do my exercises right afterward!! so understandably I'm feeling pretty stick at the moment 
hopefully this nausea goes away soon so I can actually eat something
hopefully this nausea goes away soon so I can actually eat something
