What's Bothering You?

[Darkesque_]

I have my AP Lang and Comp exam tomorrow and it is so anxiety-inducing. I've been preparing myself for this exam, yet a voice in the back of my mind is doubting my abilities, and it's really draining. I've also been oversleeping lately because of stress, so I'm terrified that I will oversleep tomorrow and miss the exam (which I will literally bawl my eyes out). I don't know, I'm glad it'll be over, but I have to take the American Lit End of Course assessment, which the AP Lang and Am Lit standards do NOT coincide, so I'm scared that I'll know absolutely nothing because we haven't learned any American Lit topics in detail, only skimmed over. This test takes up 2 days. Then, I have a Chemistry test on Friday, which I'm not worried about, but still, I'm going to be physically and emotionally drained. After this week though, I'll be done with school (I exempted my Chemistry final, the EOC is our final in AP Lang, and I've already taken my college algebra exam, and my band class doesn't have a final). Then, I'll be taking 3 dual enrollment courses over the summer, U.S. History (End of Civil War to Present), Political Science, and Psychology. To top off my summer, I'll be busy with marching band activities since I'm in leadership and our assistant drum major. Finally, senior year, my easiest year, will finally begin!

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

Just sick of my brother being so crappy towards me. Earlier he was telling me things like "you're a *****, I hope you know that", "you're disgusting-looking", "nobody likes you", "do you ever learn from your mistakes?", etc.

Also stressed about unfinished school assignments and feeling ignored by my friends, but what else is new.

 

[moonbyu]

how come i can't articulate my thoughts into words properly? i hate that.

 

[VanitasFan26]

I don't know what the heck is going on with me. Both my Blood Sugar and Blood Pressure is high. Despite taking medications to help its not doing enough. I am seeing so many doctors just to help me give me the right treatment. Its been driving me crazy. I really hope I get the right medications to help with this problem.

 

[Croconaw]

I lay here remembering a few months back, I threw up due to drinking something my stomach didn’t agree with. I guess it woke my dad up and he yelled at me for throwing up on the carpet. It made me feel even worse.

My favorite person is the sweetest. It’s like every time I want to break down she’s there. It’s like she actually cares about me and not the dumb carpet.

 

[Mick]

Got an emotional apology from someone over something quite awful they did a few years ago. It was actually very nice until I noticed that things were off & that I was dreaming, so I woke up angry about the whole thing. Thanks brain! I thought we'd already gotten over this.

 

[-Blue-]

Got an emotional apology from someone over something quite awful they did a few years ago. It was actually very nice until I noticed that things were off & that I was dreaming, so I woke up angry about the whole thing. Thanks brain! I thought we'd already gotten over this.

Sorry to hear that. It's easier said then done, but don't let garbage like that live rent free in your head. They're not worth your time or respect. I say that from experience, because I had a friend that also did some very awful and questionable things and it I let them get into my head wracking around about it. But they're not worth my time or respect because they couldn't give me any. So I barely think about them anymore.

 

[oak]

My mom had a stroke and she's in the hospital. Her face is drooped and her speech is slurred and I'm really worried. I might have to move back in with my parents to help my dad take care of her. She's always been the strong one of the family so seeing her so weak is hard.

 

[VanitasFan26]

The amount of doctors I have to see is driving me insane.

 

[Chris]

<snip> Thanks brain! I thought we'd already gotten over this.

That sucks mate.

 

[ali.di.magix]

A bit worried about my grandparents. My grandma has dementia and has almost completely lost all mobility, and my grandad isn't great on his feet but he can get around okay. But my grandad had a fall the other day, went to the doctor and the doctor suspected he'd had a minor heart attack. The following day he started having chest pains and called the ambulance. Now he's being monitored in hospital I've been watching their health deteriorate over the past couple years and it's just devastating to see

 

[VernalLapin]

There’s a black streak on the wall like 15 feet away from me and it’s moving… it’s probably a centipede or something and I’m scared to get close to it. Thing also made me lose my appetite like thanks dude I was trying to eat a pizza.

 

[VanitasFan26]

I am going through a mid life crisis right now. Its amazing how things go so well and then it just gets worse.

 

[VanitasFan26]

I am going through a mid life crisis right now. Its amazing how things go so well and then it just gets worse.

The Worst News just came. I just got my blood results back from the Doctor and they told me that my A1C was 8.2 and my fasting blood glucose was 190. So now I am confirmed to be diabetic. The truth is I was already diabetic last year when I was in the hopsital back in March 2022. I was doing well when I was seeing this one endocrinologist back in that same year and they decided that I was "cured" and they took me off insulin. I had the feeling in the back my mind something felt off about this. Then fast forward a year later all the problems I had last year are back again because the endocrinologist I had last year failed to keep a medical supervision on me and took me off insulin because they thought I was cured. The situation just got a lot more serious.

 

[nightglow]

I forgot to turn the hose off last night
I mean I guess it wouldn't have been a big deal if the hose didn't have a leaky spot.
Ugh! I just hope a ton of water wasn't wasted. It probably was though.
So aggravating! Guess we'll see at the end of the month....
Stupid brain.

 

[Seastar]

I should be wanting to sleep by now but I'm not and have ridiculous anxiety over what's probably nothing.

 

[princess.looking.for.frog]

Eurovision odds predict Sweden's Loreen to win, and I really don't hope so. the song is average and the odds only sway her way because of her iconic Euphoria (dw I like Euphoria). I'm hoping for Finland to pull through with the odds

 

[-Blue-]

I forgot to turn the hose off last night
I mean I guess it wouldn't have been a big deal if the hose didn't have a leaky spot.
Ugh! I just hope a ton of water wasn't wasted. It probably was though.
So aggravating! Guess we'll see at the end of the month....
Stupid brain.

That's why you should always set a timer if you have a weeping hose set up or something. I'm sure it won't be that bad if it was just one time. Just don't make a habit of it and you'll be good. No use crying of spilled milk.

 

[Pop-tart]

"Attempted delivery - no one in attendance" I watched you drive past my house from my window

 

[ali.di.magix]

I’ve noticed that since it’s starting to get much colder, my ankle really starts to ache due to the metal implant I have. Didn’t notice it last winter as I was already in a lot of pain recovering from surgery. I need to invest in some hardcore thermal socks lol