What's Bothering You?

im either sick or have somehow suddenly developed seasonal allergies because my nose has been clogged the entire day.
 
these allergies(?) are kicking my a*s right now its not even funny. i've been sneezing and sniffling all day and i am going CRAZY from it
 
On this episode of Me Worrying About Things In The Far-future: I will have a wedding to go to where I will potentially be a bridesmaid. I just hope that the bridesmaid dresses will be suited for all body shapes. I'm quite a large person so I hope my best friend picks something suitable.

The last wedding I went to for one of my other best friends, she chose something that definitely wasn't suited for all body types (I.e. for smaller bodies). Luckily I did fit it, and I guess it wasn't too bad, but definitely something I wouldn't wear 😅
 
i am so sick and tired of my grandma’s passive aggressive behavior. when i confront her about it she blatantly denies that it happens, or she turns it around on me and says how i don’t love her. she obviously has a favorite child and that’s my younger brother, who never has to put up with this nonsense. my mom (her daughter) has to deal with this too, my grandma apparently wanted a son but instead got a daughter and a granddaughter first. my brother is like the son she never had and that’s why he’s treated so much better. she’s the most hardheaded, most stubborn person i have ever met in my life. im not even kidding.
 
im either sick or have somehow suddenly developed seasonal allergies because my nose has been clogged the entire day.
I mean the pollen is pretty bad right now. So it could be that. I used to get it pretty bad, but it doesn't affect me anymore thankfully.
 
I mean the pollen is pretty bad right now. So it could be that. I used to get it pretty bad, but it doesn't affect me anymore thankfully.
i think im actually sick rn because two other people in my house had a cold. i have never had allergies before.
 
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I've somehow completely screwed up the direction of my birth control pills lmao. I think I've been taking the wrong pills for like a week and a half now 🙃 why do the sheets of pills go in a spiral pattern?! Just make it linear and simple for small-brained people like me lol. No wonder I've felt like I've been on my period for like a month now
 
i wish i had money so i could buy things for my mom on mother's day :( she said she doesn't mind but i still feel terrible about it
 
i think im actually sick rn because two other people in my house had a cold. i have never had allergies before.
Oh that sucks. Well hopefully you feel better soon. Just drink a lot of water and get plenty of rest and it should go away within a reasonable time.
 
I feel terrible and I'm so sleepy..... 💤

All on a day which is just a reminder that my mom isn't alive anymore.
 
I hate my real name. Someone’s trying to be nice and I feel like an ass because I hate hearing my real name in a raspy voice. I just want to say “Actually, I lied to you. That’s not my name.” I still feel like I lied telling people I was a male back when I started using the internet around age 9. Hearing my real name makes me so dysphoric.
 
this project that i'm doing is messing me up BAD. not because it's difficult or anything, but because it brings up so many bad memories and trauma. reaaalllly should have changed the topic while i was still able to because YIKES.
 
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The neighbors (a church) cut down my favorite tree??? and I think it might have been directly on the property line, so I'm not even sure if what they did was legal...

The tree was probably hundreds of years old. It was a beautiful oak tree and it provided so much shade/privacy/beauty. ; ; Lots of squirrels and birds would visit which my cat loved to enjoy from the deck. Now there's nothing, just a big, depressing, branchless stump.
 
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